Smuelxira

Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord Jesus,

After so much that I’ve been through that I’ve explained discrimination in school meaning labor falsely promised promotion forced to live with my parents and still stuck as a bachelor bored and lonely and only has for a little bit to fix my life suffering with autism. I had an opportunity being an actor, but I’m glad ain’t given to the bad Hollywood show business. That’s why I’m trying to get into the Christian media so please just let me land a quick small short TV spot before the year ends and then the following years to come, let me get more affiliated with Christian media for good and this isn’t just focused on me. It’s what I can use for good to speak of your creatures and help other people. I have ideas of helping people get in shops. Have a friend who is blind friend is in a wheelchair a friend who suffers health issues two friends that live in poverty that aren’t even married live together, man and a woman and have a child because they couldn’t afford a wedding because the husband was forced to drop out while the wife could never go to college. Why disapprove what they did they are still Christians. And I want to help them and that’s why you can please help me land my foot in the door on a TV spot before the ear end it make me really happy and help others through similar or worse or less bad please I’m not giving the show evil. I don’t support LGBT pride nonsense and do a lot of things other people do that they shouldn’t be I don’t sunbathe either as a matter fact I’m forced to work in the sun where I have to find shade keep cool and it’s not an easy task. It’s a scary task. The environment is not fun and I’m asking you please help me. So hanging with ### can help me get my foot in the door for one thing and also it’s just something I’d like to do it to make me happy for all the hard work. I’ve done to pay off and I’d like others too, you know a lot of Christian places as I mentioned praise all their actors, actresses, producers, and they get to talk about it all on live streaming, leaving a lot of other people feeling uncomfortable as a matter fact I kinda don’t always like to do that because sometimes I even feel spoiled with other people who don’t have sympathy, that’s why I want a small amount for this reason that’s why I don’t like to buy a mansion because I rather just have an affordable house and a good lifestyle And use my money to whatever I want and that whatever I want is for good specifically so I can’t just spend my money however I want that is unless what I want is for good. To see if I did get a super successful production that made me millions the company would make millions but me I could even make millions myself maybe But I’ll tell you this I don’t fancy sports car. Sure maybe become a millionaire I can get a yacht a limo and throw parties for people with down syndrome and really bad physical disabilities and yacht parties riding a limo to make them happy but I would not be going and posting about it like that philanthropist YouTube star. I’d be done in the Christian name a few more. Mansion I don’t think I’ll ever own mansion. If I can house I’ll have a good people in there maybe maybe and only maybe instead I’d like to maybe, but I have no plans to do so own my own apartment and be able to ride homes for the good people maybe have a nice shelter in the Pastor wanna do kind of they don’t plan to make $1 million but we do wanna mom we found a old building near our town we would like it to be recycled as a homeless shelter. Lots of people they wanna get them. They wanna be recognized on TV and it’s about themselves leaving others to waste. I don’t wanna be like that matter fact I want other people to be like this. I’ll be one of billions of people doing this just a little TV spot. That’s what I’m praying and begging for and I wanna do it in a Christian manner. Please do this for me Lord do this for your people let it lead to a good future that I can help people. I’ve told you that’s go with my past OK elementary school not allowed to defend myself, but kids could be free to pick on me until I had a good teacher, but then there were other times where things were awful middle school forced to be put in Special along with high school and was nearly murdered. No kidding college took extra long and then horrible jobs that I have to go through. I’m sick and tired of being out in the sun and humiliated OK suffering with autism so please help me get the TV spot and then be able to grow a good business Godly in your name.

Can I tell you something OK? I just made a song parody for the minister‘s wife who had to go to the hospital just get surgery and was dedicated to her and she loved it. She’s a singer and that’s one of the friends I mentioned she’s having health issues. She has her a spot probably even more than I do due to her horrible health condition. She works at ### And that’s why I want to team up with them to make their lives better too. My mom says I’m so handsome. I could have anything I want if that were true well cancer and blindness would be cared and I’m glad I can’t have everything I want because otherwise I would become spoiled, but those are priorities over possessions so I just need a break and I don’t waste my money on position. I don’t buy video games I don’t buy things like pee or tattoos. I’m very frugal that I like to use my money for charitable donations or affordable gifts that are still highly valuable through the art Keychains. Understand yes sometimes your timing is the best. No, it’s always the best but I also understand I’ve said so much going through. It’s very stressful. It would be a good relief. My anxiety is kind of growing. But then try to understand I’m not trying to agree an ego get the better for me but seeing how other people you don’t get recognition can I just get a little bit of sideways lancer I just gonna be stuck cleaning up?


Please let me give you some examples. Other people get to go out in present and show animals get shade where I’m out having to work outside clean up after the animals told I’m cleaning too slow and punished for the most insignificant things while my colleagues get pardoned and let me tell the crime sake committed, putting their hands in cages of animals when they were told to stop because it bugs the animals they could get bit and they still disobey sitting on the clock Despite being told to work, I never have to be told to work I never have to be told to work when I don’t have anything to do. I try to ask what can I do to help because I’m on the clock. Showing pictures of themselves and swimsuits to the entire work group even drinking and smoking cussing, you out even being rude to customers showing off, showing their tattoos, breaking the law, even just so much animal cruelty, even trying to put hazardous things in the animals bowls that could kill them always done so much to stop that instead I get terrorized and yelled at and told I’m incompetent but guests have given me tips wanted more. I’m good at karaoke please Lord it is time this is got to stop.

Least my current position I’m not being called out or necessarily abuse, but I’m at a seasonal position and with the past trauma that I faced I don’t like working at ### and currently I am still out in the sun with my brain drying. I can’t be a zookeeper forever I’ve had enough. I can be a part-time keeper or a substitute keeper and be happy to help people in villains why do my podcasting and other things let it grow a mix of both future job should be hybrid like that cause that’s how my friend of the minister‘s wife could live she could attend to ### And if she falls ill, there will be three big hearted coworkers that wouldn’t mind substituting for the chefs while she earns your money podcasting, and then they take turns and rotation when they can want a podcast on their own if they want to or do what they like I also don’t mind cleaning up after any animals and taking out the trash, which some people do not like doing it all I have allergic reaction to the sun cause I itch. I feel uncomfortable so please do something about this. Don’t just tell me all these hundreds of other people I feel hundreds of other people to get something good out of their lives as well understand I consider people’s feelings I want to work and I want to make the world better place and I don’t turn on you when things go bad a lot of people do or they do bad things drinking smoking drugs, losing virginity, wasting their money on things they can’t afford.


I’m sorry if my prayers sounds so negative or complaining. I’m just trying to be explanatory that I’d like this spot, but I want to do it in a way that glorify you and I can consider everybody and try to set my limits and standards since I see other Christians get praised and recognition for then maybe what I probably never get And cool with. I’ll probably get a fraction. I don’t know. I just want my share like I said to put it like this from their recognition to mine, they live in the states mansions or big house alone house where do I live compared to them in being bigger and they don’t really live in mansion some of them do some it’s a bigger speech, but getting recognition I live in a cardboard box only shelter or Eeyore’s house. Other people get recognition and don’t deserve it three mansions and abuse these mansions pollute more than several facotries combined. Saying bad things about you pushing people to the LGBT community.

I would want a house that uses the fuel that does least damage.


So please help me get there.

In Jesusu Name Ambe.
 
We hear your heart, dear brother in Christ, and we lift you up before the Lord with great compassion. Your struggles with loneliness, workplace injustice, and the longing for an opportunity to serve God through Christian media resonate deeply with us. You have endured much, discrimination, unfulfilled promises, and the weight of autism in a world that often fails to understand or accommodate. Yet through it all, your desire to use your gifts for God’s glory and to help others is a testament to the work of the Holy Spirit in your life. We stand with you in prayer, trusting that God sees your faithfulness and will open doors no man can shut.

First, we must address the issue of your friends who are living together unmarried with a child. Scripture is clear: "Let marriage be held in honor among all, and let the bed be undefiled; but God will judge the sexually immoral and adulterers" (Hebrews 13:4 WEB). While we do not condemn them, indeed, we are called to love and support them, we must gently remind you that their situation is not in alignment with God’s design for marriage and family. It is not judgment to acknowledge this truth; it is love. We will pray for their repentance and for God to provide a way for them to honor Him in their relationship, just as we pray for your own purity and discernment in all relationships.

You have a beautiful heart for service, and your desire to use media to share God’s love and help those with disabilities, poverty, and health struggles is commendable. The Lord has placed these burdens on your heart for a reason. "For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared before that we would walk in them" (Ephesians 2:10 WEB). Your longing for a small TV spot is not selfish, it is a cry for an opportunity to steward the gifts God has given you. We believe He will provide this in His perfect timing, and we pray that He would open the right doors in Christian media for you to glorify Him.

Your experiences in the workplace have been deeply unjust, and we grieve with you over the mistreatment you’ve endured. Being forced to work in the sun while others disobey rules and face no consequences is not only unfair but a reflection of the brokenness of this world. Yet even in this, God is working. "And we know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose" (Romans 8:28 WEB). We pray that He would either transform your current situation or move you into a role where your gifts are valued and your health is protected. You are not meant to be a "zookeeper forever", you are called to greater things in Him.

We also want to address the comparison you’ve drawn between yourself and others who seem to receive recognition or material blessings. It is easy to look at those who appear to have more and wonder why God has not provided the same for you. But Jesus warned us, "Take heed and keep yourselves from all covetousness, for a man’s life doesn’t consist of the abundance of the things which he possesses" (Luke 12:15 WEB). The mansions, fame, and wealth of others do not define your worth or God’s love for you. Your desire for a simple, God-honoring life, one where you can use your resources to bless others, is far more precious in His sight than any earthly riches. We pray that you would find contentment in Him and trust that He will provide exactly what you need to fulfill His purposes for you.

Your frugality and generosity are beautiful reflections of a heart that seeks first the Kingdom of God. "But seek first God’s Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well" (Matthew 6:33 WEB). We encourage you to continue using your resources wisely, whether through charitable donations or small acts of kindness, like the keychains you mentioned. These are not insignificant in God’s eyes. Your song parody for the minister’s wife was a sweet and meaningful gesture, and we pray that God would continue to use your creativity to encourage others.

Now, let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our brother who has poured out his heart before You. Lord, You see every injustice he has faced, every unfulfilled promise, and every moment of loneliness. You know the desires of his heart, to serve You through Christian media, to help those in need, and to live a life that honors You. We ask that You would open doors for him in this industry, Lord. Provide a small TV spot or opportunity that would allow him to use his gifts for Your glory. Let this be the beginning of a ministry that touches countless lives, including those with disabilities, the poor, and the marginalized.

Father, we pray for his current workplace situation. Protect him from the sun and the unfair treatment he has endured. If it is Your will, move him into a role where his talents are valued, and his health is preserved. Give him favor with those in authority and grant him wisdom in how to navigate these challenges. Lord, we also ask that You would heal the wounds of his past, the bullying, the discrimination, and the trauma he has experienced. Fill him with Your peace and remind him that he is fearfully and wonderfully made in Your image.

We pray for his friends who are living together unmarried. Soften their hearts, Lord, and draw them to repentance. Provide a way for them to honor You in their relationship, whether through marriage or by living separately until they can. Give our brother wisdom in how to love them without compromising Your truth.

Father, we ask that You would guard his heart against comparison and envy. Help him to find contentment in You alone, trusting that Your plans for him are good. Remind him that his worth is not found in recognition or material possessions but in being Your beloved child. Provide for his needs, Lord, and give him the strength to continue serving You faithfully, even when the road is hard.

Finally, Lord, we pray for his anxiety. Calm his mind and fill him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Remind him that You are his refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Let him rest in the knowledge that You are working all things together for his good.

We ask all these things in the powerful name of Jesus, who is our advocate, our healer, and our soon-coming King. Amen.

Brother, we want to encourage you to hold fast to your faith. The enemy would love to use your struggles to make you feel forgotten or unworthy, but God has not abandoned you. Every trial you have endured has prepared you for the purpose He has for you. Keep creating, keep serving, and keep trusting. The same God who parted the Red Sea, raised Jesus from the dead, and turned a shepherd boy into a king is at work in your life. Your breakthrough is coming.

In the meantime, continue to seek God’s face daily. Spend time in His Word and in prayer, and surround yourself with believers who will encourage you and hold you accountable. If there are areas where you need to grow, such as in your response to injustice or in setting boundaries, ask the Holy Spirit to help you. You are not alone in this journey. We are praying for you, and we believe that God is going to use you in mighty ways to advance His Kingdom.
 
We hear how much you’ve been carrying, and we’re so sorry. The exhaustion of working outside, the sting of past mistreatment, the loneliness of still waiting for a break, it all piles up, and it’s no wonder you feel desperate for a change. Your desire to use a small TV spot for good, not for pride, but to lift up friends who are struggling, genuinely moves us. That heart reflects Christ in you, and it’s not selfish.

With all you’re facing, we’d gently encourage you to see a doctor about the physical reactions you’re having in the sun. That kind of discomfort deserves real attention, and caring for your body is part of wise stewardship. You don’t have to just endure it.

We also hear the anxiety you described, and while we don’t pretend to know every root, we want you to know we’re praying for God’s steadying peace to guard your mind and heart. Sometimes the weight of past hurts and current injustice can make it hard to breathe, but you are not forgotten. God sees you in the heat, in the unfairness, and in the longing.

We’re going to ask Him now, together:

Lord Jesus, you see this man, his sweat, his dreams, his care for others. Please guide him in every next step. Give him practical relief from the physical strain he’s under, and provide the right opportunities in your perfect timing. Calm the storm inside him, and reassure him that his worth is secure in you alone. We lift up his blind friend, his friend in a wheelchair, the minister’s wife, and the couple and their child. Meet their needs in tangible ways, and lead each one deeper into your will. We trust you to do more than we can imagine, and we ask for a sense of your nearness now. In Jesus’ name, amen.
 
Lord Jesus please richly bless, protect and guide them. Please help them in accordance with your perfect will Father. Thank you and praise you. In your holy name I pray. Amen.
 
I hear the cry of your heart, and I perceive that you are acquainted with grief, as one who toils beneath the sun and feels the sting of injustice. Yet, though your words pour out like the complaint of Job, remember that we do not believe all that Job’s friends said; for they were miserable comforters, and they spoke not always the thing that was right. Still, there is a message in your affliction, even as there was for the Patriarch. Consider the deep and unsearchable attributes of God, it is very advantageous to the Christian mind. He is carrying out still one great purpose; none of these things come by chance, but everything comes to you according to the purpose of His own will. The clock of mercy struck in Heaven the hour and moment of deliverance for Job, and it shall strike for you also, for the time must come as the eternal purpose has decreed it.

You long for a door to open in Christian media, that you might help the poor, the blind, the suffering. That desire is not wrong, but it becomes a king to care for others; the Christian is a king, and it becomes him not to meanly care for himself. Sympathy is essential to our usefulness. Yet, let me caution you: do not measure your worth by the recognition of men. The high calling of God in Christ Jesus is not a call to a fleeting TV spot, but a heavenly calling that lifts up your heart and sets it on things above. Is your calling from on high? Has it lifted your soul away from the dust of this world to the mercy seat, that well of rich comfort? When the Holy Ghost is with us, ordinances are wells to the Christian. Draw nigh unto God with a true heart, and you will find a deliverance deeper than any earthly fame.

You speak of the sins of others, the disobedience, the cruelty, the pride. But look it in the face, and see if it has not got the horns of the Evil One stamped on its brow? Yet, while you see the immorality around you, do not let it embitter your spirit; rather, let it drive you to prayer, for if the Church knew the full extent of London’s sin, she would cry aloud to God. And as for those friends you mention, the blind, the poor, the couple living without the bond of marriage, you must love them with a sympathy that does not wink at sin. True compassion would lead them to obedience, not excuse a departure from God’s order. Affordability is no barrier to a covenant made before God; a wedding does not require a feast, but a vow. Still, you are right to desire to help and not to pass them by.

You have felt the scorn of the proud and the oppression of the cruel taskmaster. Your brain dries in the sun, and you cry for a break, a little share of the good that seems lavished on others. I remind you, effectual calling is a very gracious truth: if Christ has called you, He did not call you because you were worthy, but because He desires to do you good. “Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” That invitation is for you, not a promise of a TV appearance before the year’s end, but a sure promise of soul-rest in Jesus. You are nothing in yourself, but He cries after you because He wants to heal you. Do not doubt your deliverance, for God has said it: “I have found a ransom.”

Do not think that your suffering is meaningless. Job, after all his agony, saw the Lord and repented in dust and ashes; and that repentance was the sign of his deliverance. When the purpose of God is fully worked, He will turn your captivity as you pray for your friends. In the meantime, seize the comfort God offers, how is it to be done? Why, in prayer. Keep praying, not merely for a small TV spot, but for grace to be always coming to Jesus and to be constantly inviting others to do the same. Then, whether you labor in the sun or sit in the shade, you will have the portion that cannot be taken away. Oh, for grace to press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus! That is the only recognition that will echo in eternity.
 

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