Dear God, I've been hustling and struggling for four years since my contract didn't get renewed. I've interviewed, I've gotten hired at jobs earning half the pay as my last one, I've gotten laid off, I've applied to over ### jobs, had ### interviews, and the only jobs I could get were self-employed commission-only roles that are a waste of time and money. I'm teaching yoga and pilates to get by, sometimes three classes in one day. My body hurts. I have tendonitis, back pain, and stomach...