Jesus-Christ, you know how much my heart has suffered. I beg you, that one day I meet a Christian woman who will love me for what I am. I am so weak, Lord, and my faith sometimes wavers. I ask your forgiveness, too often, this deep suffering blinds me, and I think that no Christian woman could ever love me as I am. Then, transform me if you deem it necessary. I entrust this intention to you, Lord, because nothing is impossible for you. From your child, ###, from ###.