Smuelxira
Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord Jesus,
After so much that I’ve been through that I’ve explained discrimination in school meaning labor falsely promised promotion forced to live with my parents and still stuck as a bachelor bored and lonely and only has for a little bit to fix my life suffering with autism. I had an opportunity being an actor, but I’m glad ain’t given to the bad Hollywood show business. That’s why I’m trying to get into the Christian media so please just let me land a quick small short TV spot before the year ends and then the following years to come, let me get more affiliated with Christian media for good and this isn’t just focused on me. It’s what I can use for good to speak of your creatures and help other people. I have ideas of helping people get in shops. Have a friend who is blind friend is in a wheelchair a friend who suffers health issues two friends that live in poverty that aren’t even married live together, man and a woman and have a child because they couldn’t afford a wedding because the husband was forced to drop out while the wife could never go to college. Why disapprove what they did they are still Christians. And I want to help them and that’s why you can please help me land my foot in the door on a TV spot before the ear end it make me really happy and help others through similar or worse or less bad please I’m not giving the show evil. I don’t support LGBT pride nonsense and do a lot of things other people do that they shouldn’t be I don’t sunbathe either as a matter fact I’m forced to work in the sun where I have to find shade keep cool and it’s not an easy task. It’s a scary task. The environment is not fun and I’m asking you please help me. So hanging with ### can help me get my foot in the door for one thing and also it’s just something I’d like to do it to make me happy for all the hard work. I’ve done to pay off and I’d like others too, you know a lot of Christian places as I mentioned praise all their actors, actresses, producers, and they get to talk about it all on live streaming, leaving a lot of other people feeling uncomfortable as a matter fact I kinda don’t always like to do that because sometimes I even feel spoiled with other people who don’t have sympathy, that’s why I want a small amount for this reason that’s why I don’t like to buy a mansion because I rather just have an affordable house and a good lifestyle And use my money to whatever I want and that whatever I want is for good specifically so I can’t just spend my money however I want that is unless what I want is for good. To see if I did get a super successful production that made me millions the company would make millions but me I could even make millions myself maybe But I’ll tell you this I don’t fancy sports car. Sure maybe become a millionaire I can get a yacht a limo and throw parties for people with down syndrome and really bad physical disabilities and yacht parties riding a limo to make them happy but I would not be going and posting about it like that philanthropist YouTube star. I’d be done in the Christian name a few more. Mansion I don’t think I’ll ever own mansion. If I can house I’ll have a good people in there maybe maybe and only maybe instead I’d like to maybe, but I have no plans to do so own my own apartment and be able to ride homes for the good people maybe have a nice shelter in the Pastor wanna do kind of they don’t plan to make $1 million but we do wanna mom we found a old building near our town we would like it to be recycled as a homeless shelter. Lots of people they wanna get them. They wanna be recognized on TV and it’s about themselves leaving others to waste. I don’t wanna be like that matter fact I want other people to be like this. I’ll be one of billions of people doing this just a little TV spot. That’s what I’m praying and begging for and I wanna do it in a Christian manner. Please do this for me Lord do this for your people let it lead to a good future that I can help people. I’ve told you that’s go with my past OK elementary school not allowed to defend myself, but kids could be free to pick on me until I had a good teacher, but then there were other times where things were awful middle school forced to be put in Special along with high school and was nearly murdered. No kidding college took extra long and then horrible jobs that I have to go through. I’m sick and tired of being out in the sun and humiliated OK suffering with autism so please help me get the TV spot and then be able to grow a good business Godly in your name.
Can I tell you something OK? I just made a song parody for the minister‘s wife who had to go to the hospital just get surgery and was dedicated to her and she loved it. She’s a singer and that’s one of the friends I mentioned she’s having health issues. She has her a spot probably even more than I do due to her horrible health condition. She works at ### And that’s why I want to team up with them to make their lives better too. My mom says I’m so handsome. I could have anything I want if that were true well cancer and blindness would be cared and I’m glad I can’t have everything I want because otherwise I would become spoiled, but those are priorities over possessions so I just need a break and I don’t waste my money on position. I don’t buy video games I don’t buy things like pee or tattoos. I’m very frugal that I like to use my money for charitable donations or affordable gifts that are still highly valuable through the art Keychains. Understand yes sometimes your timing is the best. No, it’s always the best but I also understand I’ve said so much going through. It’s very stressful. It would be a good relief. My anxiety is kind of growing. But then try to understand I’m not trying to agree an ego get the better for me but seeing how other people you don’t get recognition can I just get a little bit of sideways lancer I just gonna be stuck cleaning up?
Please let me give you some examples. Other people get to go out in present and show animals get shade where I’m out having to work outside clean up after the animals told I’m cleaning too slow and punished for the most insignificant things while my colleagues get pardoned and let me tell the crime sake committed, putting their hands in cages of animals when they were told to stop because it bugs the animals they could get bit and they still disobey sitting on the clock Despite being told to work, I never have to be told to work I never have to be told to work when I don’t have anything to do. I try to ask what can I do to help because I’m on the clock. Showing pictures of themselves and swimsuits to the entire work group even drinking and smoking cussing, you out even being rude to customers showing off, showing their tattoos, breaking the law, even just so much animal cruelty, even trying to put hazardous things in the animals bowls that could kill them always done so much to stop that instead I get terrorized and yelled at and told I’m incompetent but guests have given me tips wanted more. I’m good at karaoke please Lord it is time this is got to stop.
Least my current position I’m not being called out or necessarily abuse, but I’m at a seasonal position and with the past trauma that I faced I don’t like working at ### and currently I am still out in the sun with my brain drying. I can’t be a zookeeper forever I’ve had enough. I can be a part-time keeper or a substitute keeper and be happy to help people in villains why do my podcasting and other things let it grow a mix of both future job should be hybrid like that cause that’s how my friend of the minister‘s wife could live she could attend to ### And if she falls ill, there will be three big hearted coworkers that wouldn’t mind substituting for the chefs while she earns your money podcasting, and then they take turns and rotation when they can want a podcast on their own if they want to or do what they like I also don’t mind cleaning up after any animals and taking out the trash, which some people do not like doing it all I have allergic reaction to the sun cause I itch. I feel uncomfortable so please do something about this. Don’t just tell me all these hundreds of other people I feel hundreds of other people to get something good out of their lives as well understand I consider people’s feelings I want to work and I want to make the world better place and I don’t turn on you when things go bad a lot of people do or they do bad things drinking smoking drugs, losing virginity, wasting their money on things they can’t afford.
I’m sorry if my prayers sounds so negative or complaining. I’m just trying to be explanatory that I’d like this spot, but I want to do it in a way that glorify you and I can consider everybody and try to set my limits and standards since I see other Christians get praised and recognition for then maybe what I probably never get And cool with. I’ll probably get a fraction. I don’t know. I just want my share like I said to put it like this from their recognition to mine, they live in the states mansions or big house alone house where do I live compared to them in being bigger and they don’t really live in mansion some of them do some it’s a bigger speech, but getting recognition I live in a cardboard box only shelter or Eeyore’s house. Other people get recognition and don’t deserve it three mansions and abuse these mansions pollute more than several facotries combined. Saying bad things about you pushing people to the LGBT community.
I would want a house that uses the fuel that does least damage.
So please help me get there.
In Jesusu Name Ambe.
After so much that I’ve been through that I’ve explained discrimination in school meaning labor falsely promised promotion forced to live with my parents and still stuck as a bachelor bored and lonely and only has for a little bit to fix my life suffering with autism. I had an opportunity being an actor, but I’m glad ain’t given to the bad Hollywood show business. That’s why I’m trying to get into the Christian media so please just let me land a quick small short TV spot before the year ends and then the following years to come, let me get more affiliated with Christian media for good and this isn’t just focused on me. It’s what I can use for good to speak of your creatures and help other people. I have ideas of helping people get in shops. Have a friend who is blind friend is in a wheelchair a friend who suffers health issues two friends that live in poverty that aren’t even married live together, man and a woman and have a child because they couldn’t afford a wedding because the husband was forced to drop out while the wife could never go to college. Why disapprove what they did they are still Christians. And I want to help them and that’s why you can please help me land my foot in the door on a TV spot before the ear end it make me really happy and help others through similar or worse or less bad please I’m not giving the show evil. I don’t support LGBT pride nonsense and do a lot of things other people do that they shouldn’t be I don’t sunbathe either as a matter fact I’m forced to work in the sun where I have to find shade keep cool and it’s not an easy task. It’s a scary task. The environment is not fun and I’m asking you please help me. So hanging with ### can help me get my foot in the door for one thing and also it’s just something I’d like to do it to make me happy for all the hard work. I’ve done to pay off and I’d like others too, you know a lot of Christian places as I mentioned praise all their actors, actresses, producers, and they get to talk about it all on live streaming, leaving a lot of other people feeling uncomfortable as a matter fact I kinda don’t always like to do that because sometimes I even feel spoiled with other people who don’t have sympathy, that’s why I want a small amount for this reason that’s why I don’t like to buy a mansion because I rather just have an affordable house and a good lifestyle And use my money to whatever I want and that whatever I want is for good specifically so I can’t just spend my money however I want that is unless what I want is for good. To see if I did get a super successful production that made me millions the company would make millions but me I could even make millions myself maybe But I’ll tell you this I don’t fancy sports car. Sure maybe become a millionaire I can get a yacht a limo and throw parties for people with down syndrome and really bad physical disabilities and yacht parties riding a limo to make them happy but I would not be going and posting about it like that philanthropist YouTube star. I’d be done in the Christian name a few more. Mansion I don’t think I’ll ever own mansion. If I can house I’ll have a good people in there maybe maybe and only maybe instead I’d like to maybe, but I have no plans to do so own my own apartment and be able to ride homes for the good people maybe have a nice shelter in the Pastor wanna do kind of they don’t plan to make $1 million but we do wanna mom we found a old building near our town we would like it to be recycled as a homeless shelter. Lots of people they wanna get them. They wanna be recognized on TV and it’s about themselves leaving others to waste. I don’t wanna be like that matter fact I want other people to be like this. I’ll be one of billions of people doing this just a little TV spot. That’s what I’m praying and begging for and I wanna do it in a Christian manner. Please do this for me Lord do this for your people let it lead to a good future that I can help people. I’ve told you that’s go with my past OK elementary school not allowed to defend myself, but kids could be free to pick on me until I had a good teacher, but then there were other times where things were awful middle school forced to be put in Special along with high school and was nearly murdered. No kidding college took extra long and then horrible jobs that I have to go through. I’m sick and tired of being out in the sun and humiliated OK suffering with autism so please help me get the TV spot and then be able to grow a good business Godly in your name.
Can I tell you something OK? I just made a song parody for the minister‘s wife who had to go to the hospital just get surgery and was dedicated to her and she loved it. She’s a singer and that’s one of the friends I mentioned she’s having health issues. She has her a spot probably even more than I do due to her horrible health condition. She works at ### And that’s why I want to team up with them to make their lives better too. My mom says I’m so handsome. I could have anything I want if that were true well cancer and blindness would be cared and I’m glad I can’t have everything I want because otherwise I would become spoiled, but those are priorities over possessions so I just need a break and I don’t waste my money on position. I don’t buy video games I don’t buy things like pee or tattoos. I’m very frugal that I like to use my money for charitable donations or affordable gifts that are still highly valuable through the art Keychains. Understand yes sometimes your timing is the best. No, it’s always the best but I also understand I’ve said so much going through. It’s very stressful. It would be a good relief. My anxiety is kind of growing. But then try to understand I’m not trying to agree an ego get the better for me but seeing how other people you don’t get recognition can I just get a little bit of sideways lancer I just gonna be stuck cleaning up?
Please let me give you some examples. Other people get to go out in present and show animals get shade where I’m out having to work outside clean up after the animals told I’m cleaning too slow and punished for the most insignificant things while my colleagues get pardoned and let me tell the crime sake committed, putting their hands in cages of animals when they were told to stop because it bugs the animals they could get bit and they still disobey sitting on the clock Despite being told to work, I never have to be told to work I never have to be told to work when I don’t have anything to do. I try to ask what can I do to help because I’m on the clock. Showing pictures of themselves and swimsuits to the entire work group even drinking and smoking cussing, you out even being rude to customers showing off, showing their tattoos, breaking the law, even just so much animal cruelty, even trying to put hazardous things in the animals bowls that could kill them always done so much to stop that instead I get terrorized and yelled at and told I’m incompetent but guests have given me tips wanted more. I’m good at karaoke please Lord it is time this is got to stop.
Least my current position I’m not being called out or necessarily abuse, but I’m at a seasonal position and with the past trauma that I faced I don’t like working at ### and currently I am still out in the sun with my brain drying. I can’t be a zookeeper forever I’ve had enough. I can be a part-time keeper or a substitute keeper and be happy to help people in villains why do my podcasting and other things let it grow a mix of both future job should be hybrid like that cause that’s how my friend of the minister‘s wife could live she could attend to ### And if she falls ill, there will be three big hearted coworkers that wouldn’t mind substituting for the chefs while she earns your money podcasting, and then they take turns and rotation when they can want a podcast on their own if they want to or do what they like I also don’t mind cleaning up after any animals and taking out the trash, which some people do not like doing it all I have allergic reaction to the sun cause I itch. I feel uncomfortable so please do something about this. Don’t just tell me all these hundreds of other people I feel hundreds of other people to get something good out of their lives as well understand I consider people’s feelings I want to work and I want to make the world better place and I don’t turn on you when things go bad a lot of people do or they do bad things drinking smoking drugs, losing virginity, wasting their money on things they can’t afford.
I’m sorry if my prayers sounds so negative or complaining. I’m just trying to be explanatory that I’d like this spot, but I want to do it in a way that glorify you and I can consider everybody and try to set my limits and standards since I see other Christians get praised and recognition for then maybe what I probably never get And cool with. I’ll probably get a fraction. I don’t know. I just want my share like I said to put it like this from their recognition to mine, they live in the states mansions or big house alone house where do I live compared to them in being bigger and they don’t really live in mansion some of them do some it’s a bigger speech, but getting recognition I live in a cardboard box only shelter or Eeyore’s house. Other people get recognition and don’t deserve it three mansions and abuse these mansions pollute more than several facotries combined. Saying bad things about you pushing people to the LGBT community.
I would want a house that uses the fuel that does least damage.
So please help me get there.
In Jesusu Name Ambe.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.