Charlotte Burns
Humble Prayer Partner
Will you please pray for myself and ###? We were together 3 years, both of us love the Lord. But unfortunately December he broke up with me. It broke my heart. Until now I keep on crying in front of the Lord. I just don't understand. I received word from different people but nothing of that happened. Why will Jesus put myself and ### together just to break us up again? Let me start from the beginning. My marriage was not all good. My husband was an alcoholic and when he drank he was very abusive. He also threatened to kill me. He passed away 6 years ago during the night because of a heart attack. We were married 19 years. After his death I didn't want anything to do with men. I loved my husband. My personality is also that I don't talk to men, I'm scared of men and I keep a distance. Until 3 years ago when I met ###. I immediately was myself with him, I wasn't scared or shy. I felt safe with him. He loves Jesus and doing missionary work, that drew me even closer. About 5 years ago a pastor in church prayed for me, then he said I had to long the incorrect surname, he said the Lord will give my happiness back to me and that my partner will have the same passion as I have for Jesus. About 4 or 4 and a half years ago another pastor told me I will dance again and that the Lord will restore my happiness. Both the pastors didn't know me well. After I've met ###, before our relationship, I had a dream that I had a silver ring on my finger and in my dream I showed everyone my ring and told them that myself and ### are together. I know dreams doesn't always mean something but for me it was confirmation that I mustn't be distant with ###. Because we don't stay close to each other we didn't see each other regularly. Every time we try to get together something happened. I prayed and asked God who is keeping us apart, who stop us from getting together, I asked if it was the Lord or the devil. When we eventually got together, we talked, to a family member of him, one night about the Lord. While ### was talking I got this question, who do I think wants to stop us getting together. I immediately think it was the Lord who asked that question, I got my answer that night, that it was the devil stopping us. A couple of weeks after he went back another pastor told me the Lord said myself and my partner will have the same passion and that we will have a ministry together. We will go ends of the world to spread the Good News. This pastor knows me. In January someone who knows him but didn't speak to him in a long time, and she doesn't know me well, sent me a message that she believes God wants to bless myself and ### and that we must be together. We have the same passion and we wanted to go everywhere with God's Word. I'm confused because nothing of what I've heard came to pass. I even started to doubt if I heard correct. I truly love ### and I believe God wants us together and that we need to do God's Work. Please pray with me for us, that we will get back together again. Thank you ###
