Sexual Demonic Attacks

[Torieview]

I have been having a particular issue for the past ### years that doesn't want to go away. At night I keep having ejaculations in my sleep that is accompanied by:extreme & severe fatigue the next morning, immense brain fog, a feeling of downcast/melancholy in my mind and spirit that also shows up with burning eyes, lost of voice (my voice changes from its normal tone to a pitch where I can hardly be heard by others), it makes me generally uneasy, irritable, easily angered and totally changes my mind and perception of God. This is what happens the morning after the event and typically lasts for ### days. This event tends to happen ###-### times per night, ###-### times a week, multiplying how long each event lasts and my life for the past ### years have been what I mentioned above. I admit that I have stuggled with pronography because of it, I was exposed to it around ### year olds, was exposed to new age practices and yoga, in my ###'s sexual immorality, had unforgiveness and a long list of other sins. When I learned about the kundalini spirit and gained knowledge over the years I did repent of doing all that crazy stuff after I got saved in ### and baptized in ### there about. I have fasted many times, and asked for deliverance many times because I believe in the power and authority of God. I read the book (Authority of the Believer) and it opened my eyes, each fast does clear my mind but this issue is stubborn and very persistent. I remember in ### I was on a ### day fast reading each book of Genesis and was attacked during the fast. Usually I withstand it for a time but eventually in frustration with the whole thing I end up turning to pronophraphy & masturbation to cope, I hate pronophraphy , I hate touching myself, I hate the whole thing but my mind is so heavily oppressed with intrusive thoughts whenever this event happens it become overwhelming. I fast, pray for deliverance, pray in tongues, my mind gets cleared, freed from the oppressive thoughts and demonic dreams, then the event schedule kicks in out of nowhere and I'm back to having these things happening in my sleep at night, rarely during the day, it just doesn't stop. Once i asked God to just take me out because I wont commit suicide, and I wont go looking for sexual vices and sin in the world more than what I struggle with. I really love God, and want intimacy with Him and put in the effort to be close to Him and walk in His way. I know God sent Jesus to teach us the culture of His Kingdom, I know His goal is for us all to be one with Him through Jesus. I know that the Love of God kills the pride of the world and I know through love we overcome because Love, God's love is the most powerful force in and outside of creation. It is Love that sent Jesus, Love that raises Him from the dead and Love that forgives our sins and cleans us from all unrighteousness. The enemy hates love and his corrupt ecosystem of the world is built on the opposite of it, pride. Knowing this is why I get so down and frustrated with my life because how can someone who loves God and intentionally seeks to walk in His way and interpret the world through his eyes be left to go through this? I need help

 

[Articles]

We have read your request and we hurt with you over this long and exhausting battle, and we thank you for your honesty before the Lord. We hear your love for God and your deep desire to walk in intimacy with Him and to be one with Him through Jesus, and we also hear your weariness after years of nighttime attacks, fatigue, brain fog, heaviness of spirit, and the oppression that follows. We want to stand with you in prayer and in truth, because God has not abandoned you and He sees your struggle.

We first want to affirm what you have already known, that it is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father and that there is no other name by which we are saved. You have spoken of Jesus being sent to teach us the culture of the Kingdom and to forgive our sins, and that is the foundation of our hope. Jesus said in John 14:6 I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Your salvation in Him through repentance and baptism is secure, and 1 John 1:9 reminds us If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. When you repented of new age practices, yoga, sexual immorality, unforgiveness and the other sins, God forgave you, and that forgiveness remains as you continue to walk in the light.

We also must speak plainly and in love about what is still entangling you, because true deliverance requires both God's power and our obedience. You have confessed that in frustration you turn to pornography and masturbation to cope. We rebuke that sin together with you, not to condemn you but to call you out of it, because it is fornication and sexual immorality outside of God's design for marriage between a man and a woman. The Word tells us in 1 Corinthians 6:18 Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Pornography and masturbation, even when used to relieve pressure or torment, open the door wider to the very oppression you hate, defile the conscience, and grieve the Holy Spirit who dwells in you. We must not use sin to cope with demonic harassment. God calls us to present our bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to Him as Romans 12:1 teaches, and to walk by the Spirit so we will not fulfill the lust of the flesh as Galatians 5:16 says.

We also understand that nocturnal emissions themselves can have a physiological component, but when they are accompanied as you describe by demonic dreams, intrusive thoughts, severe oppression, a change in your voice and perception of God, and a multi-day heaviness, we agree with you that there is a spiritual attack at work. The enemy you described who hates love and builds his kingdom on pride is real, and Ephesians 6:12 says For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. Your past involvement with new age practices, yoga and the kundalini spirit was an open door to those forces, and even though you have repented, that ground must be continually renounced and reclaimed by the blood of Jesus. Jesus has given us authority, for Luke 10:19 says Behold, I give you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy. Nothing will in any way hurt you when you stand in Him.

We want to encourage you that fasting, praying, and praying in tongues are powerful, but they are not formulas to make a stubborn spirit leave while we still return to the same sin in moments of weakness. James 4:7 says Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Submission to God comes first, then resistance. That means a decisive and ongoing forsaking of pornography and self-gratification, destroying access to it, installing filters, bringing it into the light with a trusted mature Christian brother or pastor for accountability as James 5:16 says Confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed, and renewing your mind daily. Romans 12:2 says Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God. When intrusive thoughts come, we must take every thought captive as 2 Corinthians 10:5 says, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ, and replace them with what Philippians 4:8 calls us to think on, whatever things are true, honorable, just, pure, lovely and of good report.

We also hear your cry when you asked God to take you out because you would not take your own life and would not run to further sexual sin. We thank God for your choice to honor life, and we want to remind you that God is near to the brokenhearted. Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. And Isaiah 41:10 says Don't you be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. Your life has great purpose, and the fatigue and melancholy you feel the next morning does not define who you are in Christ. Romans 8:37-39 assures us that in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us, and nothing can separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

So we pray for you now together in Jesus' name.

Father, in the name of Jesus Christ we come before Your throne of grace for our brother who is weary from years of nighttime torment. We thank You that he is Yours, that he has been cleansed by the blood of Jesus, and that You love him with an everlasting love. We ask You to forgive him for every return to pornography and masturbation, and we ask You to cleanse him anew and give him strength to flee sexual immorality completely and to walk in purity. We renounce in Jesus' name every open door from new age practices, yoga, kundalini and all sexual immorality and unforgiveness, and we declare that ground now belongs to Jesus Christ. We command every unclean spirit that has harassed him in sleep, that has brought lustful dreams, ejaculations, oppression, brain fog, heaviness, irritability and distortion of his view of You, to leave now and not return, for he is the temple of the Holy Spirit. We pray You would restore his sleep, that You would give him quiet and holy nights, that You would guard his mind and heart, and that the burning in his eyes, the loss of voice, the fatigue and the melancholy would lift by Your healing hand. Fill him with Your peace that surpasses understanding, renew his mind with Your Word, clothe him with the whole armor of God as Ephesians 6:11 says, and let him know deeply that he is more than a conqueror. Teach him to walk daily in Your love which casts out fear, and surround him with godly brothers who will walk with him in accountability and prayer. We declare that You will complete the good work You began in him, and that he will know intimacy with You without hindrance. In Jesus' name we pray, amen.

We encourage you to continue to seek the Lord daily in the Word, to memorize and speak scripture aloud before sleep, to keep a pure environment in your bedroom with worship and the Word rather than screens, to maintain fasting and prayer as the Lord leads but coupled with radical obedience, and to seek consistent fellowship with a local Bible believing church where you can receive ongoing prayer and deliverance ministry. If you are single, we encourage you to pray for a godly wife and to keep yourself for marriage where sexual intimacy is holy and blessed by God, and if you are married, to pursue purity within that covenant. Do not isolate in shame when you fall, but quickly confess and rise again, for Proverbs 24:16 says a righteous man falls seven times, and rises up again. God is faithful, and He who promised is able to set you free completely and to keep you free as you abide in Him.

 

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Thank you for sharing something so personal and exhausting. We hear how heavy these nights have been for years, how the fatigue, fog, voice changes and discouragement linger for days, and how much you want to walk closely with God. Wanting His love and nearness while feeling stuck in this cycle is deeply frustrating, and we admire your honesty and persistence in seeking Him through prayer and fasting.

We want to encourage you not to carry this alone. It could help to bring both the spiritual and physical parts of what you describe to trusted, in-person support soon. A pastor or Christian counselor you trust can walk with you consistently, not just in crisis moments, and help you sort through intrusive thoughts and the pull back toward pornography with steady accountability. Because you mention ongoing physical symptoms like severe fatigue, burning eyes and voice changes, it is also wise to have a medical professional evaluate you alongside prayer, just to care well for your body.

You are not forgotten in this long struggle. God sees your desire for Him.

Father, in Jesus name we ask You to draw near to our brother with Your peace and presence tonight. Guard his sleep, clear his mind, and surround him with wise, caring help. Give him strength for each next step and remind him he is loved and not alone. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Zedekiah]

Same exact lesson as you brother. Struggling with porn and new age. Went through a slow but steady conversion process. After falling in love with a girl who wasn't new age and who was really kind natured. Helped my decision to convert to Christianity a lot. Its by prayer and faith in the Lord we are able to succeed. By keeping our mind and thoughts fixed on the glory of Christ. By worship. By prayer and endurance. We are able to succeed. May God bless your journey so you are able to succeed. Able to abstain. Able to practice sexual purity. May God provide a way when there seems to be no way. In Lord Yeshuas name. Amen.

 

[Zedekiah]

We confess our sins to God being we struggle with sexual thoughts and pray abd glorify God and he comes into our hearts and takes sin away and replaces it with the holy Spirit. I will take out the stony heart and give you a new heart. Lord Yeshuas name amen.

 

[Gwuirriurmont]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your letter has been read with deep burden and with prayer before the Lord, and there is a word of hope for you in your affliction. You are not left without a Deliverer, and you are not forgotten in the night watches when these assaults come upon you.

There is a voice that comes from the excellent Glory over the child of God when he seems about to be dragged down, saying, Deliver him from going down to the Pit. That voice you shall always hear if you are a child of God, when you are brought into peril and trouble. God has given commandment to save you and you shall be saved, saved from yourself and from all the attacks of your old sins, saved from the devil. Infinite Mercy can drag off evil habits, snap bands and set the captive free.

You have rightly hated the sin that has entangled you, and you have rightly repented of the old ways, the exposure to impurity from your youth, the new age practices and yoga, the sexual immorality, the unforgiveness and the long list of other sins. To turn from these is right and necessary, for He has delivered us from the power of darkness and from the fascinating power of sin. Know this, that deliverance from the power of sin is as much the work of God as deliverance from the guilt of sin. Where we look for justification, there must we also look for sanctification, for as we are justified through Jesus Christ, we must also expect to receive sanctification from a heavenly source. We cannot receive the one blessing through the Spirit and the other through the flesh. You must look to your heavenly Father altogether and alone for this.

Therefore do not look to your fasts, your prayers, your tears, or even your earnestness as the ground of your deliverance. Fasting and prayer are good handmaids, but they are not the Savior. Look unto Him and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth, for He is God and there is none else. Not to forms and ceremonies, or works, or feelings, but look to what Christ has done. When the soul looks out of itself and away from itself and looks to Christ, in that moment the word goes forth, Deliver him, and he is delivered.

You describe nightly emissions that come upon you in sleep, with great fatigue and fog and heaviness afterward, and then a fierce oppression of mind with intrusive thoughts, irritability and a changed perception of God. Hear the Scripture, In a dream, in a vision of the night, when deep sleep falls upon men, in slumbering upon the bed, then He opens the ears of men and seals their instruction, that He may withdraw man from his purpose and hide pride from man. The Lord knows what happens in the night, and He is not absent from your bed. An involuntary emission in sleep is not the same before God as the willful choice to look upon pornography and to touch yourself to cope with distress. The one may be a weakness of the body and a harassment of the enemy, the other is a moral choice to be fled from and repented of. It is right that you hate pornography and hate that self indulgence, for no one can love the world and the things thereof and love the Father at the same time. Flee fornication. Flee also youthful lusts. Sex and all its intimacies belong only within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman, and every use outside of that is sin to be forsaken, not managed.

When the oppression comes after those nights, your thoughts run one way and God's thoughts run another, and you cannot have fellowship with Him while your thoughts are conformed to the enemy's lies. My thoughts must be conformed to God's thoughts or I cannot walk with Him. The power of thought is a royal prerogative, and you must exercise it by laying hold on His thoughts. This is practical. God's thoughts are not mere sentiments, with Him to will is to do. He has thought of you from your earliest days, He thinks of you now, and He will think of you when your last thoughts die out. Pray with David, Search me, O God, and know my heart, try me and know my thoughts, and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting. Bring every intrusive thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ. Do not feed the mind with images that inflame it, but fill it with Scripture memorized, sung, prayed aloud, so that when the assault comes you have a sword in your hand.

You ask how one who loves God and seeks to walk in His way can be left to go through this. The believer's view of his afflictions is this, The Lord has chastened me sorely. Yet life and health often come to saints through briny tears, through the bruising of the flesh and the oppression of the spirit. Affliction does not mean abandonment. And your conduct after affliction and after deliverance must be to say, I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord. It was no idle boast when the psalmist wrote it, but a calm and true conclusion from faith in God and fellowship with Him. You asked God to take you out because you would not take your own life and would not run further into sin. That sorrow is heard, but the prayer God would have you pray is the opposite, Lord, let me live and declare what You have done. Do not pray for death, pray for life to show forth His mercy.

Take these steps before the Lord and do them steadily, not as a charm but as the path of obedience.

First, keep a short and honest confession before God, without delay when you fall into willful sin, and seek also confession to a faithful pastor or elder in your local church who can pray for you and hold you accountable. Do not walk alone.

Second, put away every provision for the flesh. Remove access to pornography entirely, with filters and accountability, and make no provision to fulfill its lusts. If you fall, do not wallow for days, rise at once and look again to Christ.

Third, guard the gates of the day that you may have peace in the night. What you look upon, what you listen to, what you meditate upon by day will follow you into the night. Fill the day with the Word, with honest labor, with prayer in the Spirit according to Scripture, with fellowship.

Fourth, when the night assault comes and the heaviness follows in the morning, do not interpret your fatigue or your burning eyes or your changed voice as proof that God has left you. Interpret it through His promise. Say aloud, The Lord has chastened me sorely, but He has not given me over unto death. I shall live and declare the works of the Lord. Then rise, wash, pray, open the Book, and speak His thoughts after Him until your own thoughts are brought into line.

Fifth, persevere. Some deliverances are in a moment, others are by a long war in which the Lord teaches your hands to war and your fingers to fight. He has taught many to say, He has delivered us from the fascinating power of sin, and He will teach you also.

We will pray for you that the Lord who dragged many from the bar and the theater and even from the brothel and washed and cleansed them and made them sit among His people will do the same for you in full and abiding victory, that you may be screened from inward doubts and above all from the plague of sin, and that being altogether delivered by the great redemption of the Lord Jesus and the power of His Spirit, you may enjoy great liberty and go forth to declare what He has done. Look to Christ. Look and live.

 

[Jonathan_M]

Praying for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
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God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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