Sad but not scared anymore.

[LonelyLady67]

Well here it is, yet another Valentine's Day coming up to cry myself asleep to again. My fingers are now numb & the arm also weak. I'm probably headed towards a stroke. I've suffered for so long now, have had so many surgeries. I'm saddened by the unfairness of it all. I have siblings that I don't have any contact with, because they're such criminals. They are truly bad people, I honestly don't know how we are related, we are such opposites. Their health & lives are just fine. I don't wish anything bad upon them, but am saddened & sickened at the unfairness of it all. I've been so lonely also for so long. I wouldn't doubt that I'm headed for a stroke now. Nothing good ever happens, may as well expect the bad because it always happens. I try to be a good, decent, honest, caring, kind human being. I somehow must deserve this bad health & utter loneliness. I miss just having my hand held. I'm giving up. Nothing good will ever happen for me or to me & I accept that now. How can I ask for more, when so many have even less than me? I accept that I will suffer more & remain alone. It just feels bad is all. I've cried myself to dehydration. Must pour down the water now. Thx for reading my crap life & praying for me.

 

[Anonymous]

THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT THE POWER OF LIFE AND DEATH ARE IN THE TONGUE, YOU NEED TO REALIZE THAT THERE IS POWER IN WHAT WE SPEAK AND YOU ARE SPEAKING DEATH OVER YOURSELF! YOU NEED TO GET INTO THE WORD OF GOD AND SEE WHAT THE LORD HAS TO SAY ABOUT YOU. AS FAR AS YOUR RELATIVES, THEIR REWARD IS HERE AND NOW AND WILL SOON BE GONE FOREVER, YOUR LIFE MAY NOT BE WHAT YOU WANT OR NEED IT TO BE RIGHT NOW BUT IF YOU GO TO THE LORD AND EARNESTLY SEEK HIS WILL FOR YOUR LIFE, THEN HE WILL LET YOU KNOW WHAT NEEDS TO CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE IN ORDER FOR THINGS TO GET BETTER. SICKNESS COMES FROM SATAN AND WE DO NOT HAVE TO "EXPECT" IT TO COME UPON OUR BODY. AS A CHILD OF GOD THEN HE HAS GIVEN TO US HIS AUTHORITY, USE IT AND COMMAND YOUR BODY TO LINE UP WITH HIS HOLY WORD AND THE BIBLE TELLS US THAT BY HIS STRIPES YOU WERE HEALED, YOU SEE YOUR HEALING HAS ALREADY BEEN PURCHASED BY JESUS, IT DOES NO GOOD UNLESS YOU SPEAK THE WORD AND RECEIVE IT AND BELIEVE WHAT HE TELLS US. HE HAS ALREADY DONE EVERYTHING THAT WE NEED IN ORDER TO LIVE A BLESSED LIFE, OUR PART IS TO TRUST IN WHAT HE HAS ALREADY TOLD US IN HIS WORD, IT IS THAT SIMPLE.

 

[Powers]

Zephaniah 3:17 - "For the Lord your God is living among you. He is a mighty Savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With is love, he will calm all your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs" ...I prayed for this in Jesus' Name, amen.

 

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