Dear child of God. I pray the Lord will fill you with his holy spirit as you cry out to him. May he give you his wisdom, his discernment, and his peace. The devil is indeed the accuser. Even if you have made mistakes and we all have, the devil will tell you, you will never change, you're not good enough, you can't do it, it's all your fault, you didn't try hard enough, you're not worthy enough, and on and on he goes. Please do not believe that junk. The Bible calls the devil the accuser of the brethren. Christ died that you may live and live life more abundantly. For all who confess their sin and turn to him and accept him as their Lord and saviour, will become the righteousness of Christ for the scriptures tell us there is no condemnation for those in Christ.
Father, we ask you wrap your arms around this dear daughter of yours, bring her comfort and a sure knowledge of your love and presence in her life. Guide her pathway Lord and give her a spirit of sound judgement in all that she thinks, says, and does. Be her strength, be her light and be a lamp unto her feet. In Jesus' name, amen.
Please try and get into a good Bible-based church, where you can learn God's word and be supported by other faithful Christians. May God pour out a special blessing upon you at this most difficult time of your life. Stay in faith, he died for you because he loves. God bless you.