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Prayer Partner
Pain and sadness have been my daily bread, and struggles have bent my back for too long. My soul is like dry land — cracked, empty, waiting for rain. But I believe Your Word. When the Holy Ghost comes upon me, I know dry land will be fruitful again. The places in my heart that feel dead will bloom. The tears I have sown in secret will turn to harvest. “Those who sow in tears shall reap with shouts of joy(Psalm 126:5) When the Holy Ghost comes upon me, my valley shall be lifted up. Every low place of grief, every pit of loss, every valley of despair where I feel buried. The lord will raise it. Lift my head when I cannot lift it myself. The bible says, He lifts up the downtrodden (Psalm 147:6) When the Holy Ghost comes upon me, my crooked life shall be made straight. All the paths I messed up, all the detours grief led me into, all the ways I have stumbled. Jesus, make them straight. Be the way when I have lost my way. I will make the crooked places straight.(Isaiah 45:2) When the Holy Ghost comes upon me, my mountain shall be made low. This mountain of pain, this mountain of mourning for ### ###, this mountain of loneliness that towers over me. Lord, bring it low. What feels impossible to me is nothing to You. Every mountain and hill shall be made low.(Isaiah 40:4) I desire the Holy Ghost to come upon me. Not for show, not for power but to help me out of this pain, this sadness, these struggles that are drowning me. Come, Holy Spirit. Breathe on my dry bones. Comfort me like only You can. Be my strength when I am weak, my peace when I am shattered, my hope when I see no way forward. I am still here, Lord. Barely holding on, but holding on to You. Come, Holy Ghost, and make all things new. I had wonderful parents, i see as savoir, when rain came, storm came, flood came, they left. Today i am choosing to stand. The pain is loud. The shame is heavier. The doubts has won and almost taking the last breath from me. I choose differently. I stay on the Rock. I stand on Christ, the solid Rock. On Him I affirm my stand. Remorse says "you’re guilty,” I say “He is faithful to forgive.(1 John 1:9). They say “you’re alone,” I say “He will never leave me nor forsake me.( Hebrews 13:5). Death whispered, Jesus spoke louder: “I am the resurrection and the life.(John 11:25) May the Lord have mercy on me. Have mercy on my broken faith, Lord. Have mercy on my tired heart. Have mercy on the nights I cried alone and the mornings I didn’t want to rise. Wash me, heal me, hold me. Let Your mercy be the ground under my feet when everything else gives way. Today, i stand on the Rock. Not because I am strong, but because He is. Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.