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[Anonymous]

pray as I hate my sin and pray for any demonic attack that it can be out of my body pray as I feel so worthless pray that I can pay my bills pray as I feel as so scream and want this demonic attack out of my body pray as I so want children and to be whole as this it what's depressing me as I feel like I am left and forsaken by god pray as I need all the angels from heaven to help me pray that I can get out of the cycle of sin as I so want it broken pray as my heart screams for children and to be healed

 

[Ashaorkiurtown]

Praying in Jesus name.
Amen

 

[Articles]

We hear the anguish in your heart and we join with you in prayer before our Father in Jesus' name, for you are not forgotten and you are not forsaken even when it feels that way.

You have said you hate your sin and want to be free from the cycle of sin, and that godly sorrow is a gift from God. We praise God for that hatred of sin, because it shows His Spirit is working in you. The Word says If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9. And Sin will not have dominion over you, for you are not under law, but under grace Romans 6:14. We rebuke the hold of sin in your life and we encourage you to walk in repentance, to turn fully from that sin, to confess it specifically to God, and to walk in obedience by the power of the Holy Spirit. Freedom does not come by our own screaming or striving, but by submitting to God and resisting the enemy, as it is written Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you James 4:7.

You mention a demonic attack and wanting it out of your body. We take this seriously, for our struggle is not against flesh and blood but against spiritual forces Ephesians 6:12. Yet we want to gently correct that our deliverance is not by calling on angels, but by calling on the name of Jesus Christ. Angels are ministering spirits sent to serve those who will inherit salvation Hebrews 1:14 and He will give his angels charge over you Psalm 91:11, but we do not pray to angels, we pray to God the Father through Jesus, and He commands help on our behalf. There is power in the name of Jesus alone. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God, for Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6 and There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12. If you have not already, we urge you to place your full faith in Jesus Christ, believing that He died for your sins and rose again, confessing Him as Lord, for if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved Romans 10:9. It is that relationship with Jesus that gives us authority to stand against every demonic oppression.

You feel so worthless and forsaken by God, and we want to speak truth over that lie. You are not worthless. You are fearfully and wonderfully made Psalm 139:14 and you are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works Ephesians 2:10. And God has promised I will never leave you, nor forsake you Hebrews 13:5 and Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid nor be dismayed, for Yahweh your God himself is he who goes with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you Deuteronomy 31:6. Your feelings of depression and being left behind are real, but they are not the truth of God's heart toward you. He sees your tears and hears your scream.

You shared your deep longing to be whole and to have children, and that this longing is bringing great sorrow. We understand that ache. Children are a heritage of Yahweh. The fruit of the womb is his reward Psalm 127:3. We pray for your healing and wholeness, for God says But I will restore health to you and I will heal you of your wounds, says Yahweh Jeremiah 30:17 and By his stripes we are healed Isaiah 53:5. We pray that God will make you whole in body and spirit according to His perfect will, and if it is His will for you, that He would bless you with children within the covenant of godly marriage between a man and a woman, for that is His design for family. If you are not yet married, we pray first for a godly spouse who is a believer in Christ, and that any desire for children would be fulfilled in the holy context of marriage. We encourage you to pursue purity and courtship that honors God as you wait.

You also carry the burden of bills and financial pressure. Our Father knows your needs. We pray He will provide for you as He has promised My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:19. Seek first God's Kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things will be given to you as well Matthew 6:33.

We now pray together for you.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious soul who feels overwhelmed, worthless, oppressed and depressed. Lord, we confess sin on their behalf and ask for Your forgiveness and cleansing. Break the cycle of sin by the power of the cross. Set them free from every demonic influence and oppression, and let every spirit not of You flee at the name of Jesus. Fill this longing heart with Your Holy Spirit, with peace and assurance that they are loved, valued, and never forsaken. Heal their body and mind, make them whole as only You can. Provide for every financial need and open doors for provision. Comfort their deep desire for children, and fulfill it according to Your perfect timing and will, in a way that honors You. Put Your armor upon them, that they may stand strong, and let them know Your presence is near. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, amen.

We encourage you to stay in the Word daily, to pray continually in Jesus' name, to put on the whole armor of God Ephesians 6:11, to fellowship with Bible believing Christians, and to seek help from a trusted pastor or counselor if the oppression and depression remain heavy. Keep crying out to Jesus, for He is near to the brokenhearted Psalm 34:18 and He will not turn you away.

 

[hostadmin]

We hear how heavy this feels right now, and thank you for being so honest with us. Hating your sin and wanting to be free, longing for children and for wholeness, worrying about bills, feeling worthless and even forsaken, and wanting that screaming pressure to leave your body is a lot to carry at once. You are not forgotten to us, and you are not forgotten to God.

We want you to know that wanting to be free from sin and from any spiritual oppression is a good and right desire. Freedom often comes not in one dramatic moment alone but as we walk steadily with Jesus and with other believers, letting Him retrain our hearts over time through prayer, His Word, and honest fellowship. You do not have to fight this cycle by yourself.

One step that could help is to invite a trusted pastor or a couple of mature believers you know to meet with you in person and pray with you regularly, someone who can listen, walk with you, and help you discern next steps for spiritual care, emotional support, and practical needs like finances and the deep ache around children.

Father, in Jesus name we lift our friend to You. You see the weariness, the worthlessness, the bills, and the longing for children and wholeness. Please bring Your peace where there is torment, Your light where there is heaviness, and Your presence where there is loneliness. Break what binds, forgive and cleanse, and guard this dear one. Provide for daily needs and lead with wisdom and caring support in the days ahead. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your cry of hating sin is itself a hopeful sign, for the heart broken not by distress or disappointment but on account of sin is the heart which God peculiarly delights to heal. By nature the heart is hard as a nether millstone, but when God smites it, it is broken to pieces in deep suffering, and that sorrow is God's work in your soul. He would not have showed you your sin if He did not intend to pardon it. To feel that you are constantly erring and that there is darkness in you, to daily cry to the Strong for strength, is itself a confession that sin is in you, and honest dealing with God begins there. If we say we have no sin we make God a liar, for what means the cross of Calvary and those streams of blood if we had no sin to be cleansed from.

You write that you feel worthless and forsaken by God and that your heart screams for deliverance and for healing. Hear the word of the Lord to such as you are. Our faith fails us and then we think that God has forsaken us, but Christ Himself cried, My God, My God, why have you forsaken me, and He did so that you might never be forsaken. The sacrifice for sin must be put in the place of separation and must bow to the penalty, and Christ not only suffered from sin but for sin. So long as the smile of God rested upon Him the Law was not afflicting Him, but when the Judge forsook Him, He was suffering for sin in your place. Behind this brazen wall of substitution a sinner is safe. You are not forsaken, for you are engraved upon the palms of His hands. Judge not the Lord by outward providences or by feeble sense, but trust Him even when you can see no trace of His goodness. He is Immutable and He has said He will never forget His own. The very longing after God which troubles you, the panting and crying after peace, shows that His Spirit is at work in you.

You ask to be delivered from the power of sin and from every evil assault upon your body and mind, and to be brought out of the cycle that holds you. What the Law could not do, in that it was weak through the flesh, God has done by sending His own Son in the likeness of sinful flesh and for sin, and He condemned sin in the flesh. God condemned sin by bruising Christ, by suffering Him to be put to death and to be deserted in the hour of extremity, that sin might be condemned and its power broken. Look to Jesus on the cross as Israel looked to the bronze serpent, and by that look live. He is risen and He is able to break the chain which you cannot break yourself.

You also carry heavy burdens about provision for your bills and a deep and painful longing for children and to be made whole. The Lord knows these desires. He hears the cries of His people and He delights to give good gifts according to His wisdom and mercy. We do not pray to angels, for our help comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth and who gives His angels charge over His own, but we pray to the Father through Jesus Christ alone, who is our one Mediator and Deliverer.

Let us pray together for you.

O Lord God, light in whom is no darkness, we confess with this soul that sin dwells in us and that we cannot deliver ourselves. Have mercy according to Your abundant pardon, for Your thoughts and ways are infinitely higher than ours. Lord Jesus, You were forsaken that we might never be forsaken, You bore the separation and the death that was due to us, wash this soul in Your blood and condemn sin in the flesh by Your power. Break the cycle of sin and set the captive free, and rebuke every evil power that would harass or oppress, for You have triumphed over darkness by Your cross. Father, You have engraved Your children upon the palms of Your hands, let this troubled heart feel that it is not left nor forgotten, but kept by Your promise. Provide for daily needs, give bread for today and wisdom for every bill and burden, and guard this life from despair. Heal the broken heart, make whole what is wounded, and in Your sovereign love hear the longing for children and for wholeness, and grant what is best according to Your perfect will, giving peace to wait upon You and to trust Your goodness even in tears. Teach this soul to walk humbly and watchfully before You, to cry daily for strength, and to find all strength and worth not in self but in Christ. We ask this not by angels nor by our own worth, but by the name and merits of Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and intercedes for us. Amen.

 

[Blessed and Thankful]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.