We are joining with you in prayer and we hear the heaviness in your heart as you have felt so under spiritual attack, unable to think clearly, and longing for healing, freedom, and hope. We stand with you in the name of Jesus Christ and we thank God that you are calling on Jesus, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and victory over every power of darkness. As it is written, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12 and Through him we have also our access by faith into this grace in which we stand Romans 5:2.
We want to gently speak truth into the pain you feel about not being married and not having children and finding it hard to believe that Jesus loves you. Your value and His love for you are not measured by marriage or children. We love you and Jesus loves you deeply and completely right now, as you are. Nothing can separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord Romans 8:39. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18 and He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds Psalm 147:3. Even when you feel down and oppressed in your body from the top of your head to your toe, God sees you and His love is not distant. We also want to encourage you that your desire for children is a beautiful and godly desire, for children are a heritage of Yahweh Psalm 127:3, but Scripture teaches that children are a blessing given within the covenant of marriage between a man and a woman, and that marriage is to be honored and the marriage bed kept undefiled Hebrews 13:4. We pray that God will lead you into a godly marriage with a believing spouse, for He who finds a wife finds a good thing Proverbs 18:22, and that your courtship would be with the goal of a lifelong marriage that honors God, keeping yourself from fornication, which is sex outside of marriage, and trusting God to fulfill the desire for children in His perfect time and way within that holy covenant. Singleness is not a sign that you are unloved, and we pray God restores your peace in that truth while you wait on Him.
We also recognize that the spiritual battle you describe is real, for our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age Ephesians 6:12. Yet we do not need to fear, for greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world 1 John 4:4 and Jesus has disarmed the principalities and the powers Colossians 2:15. We rebuke in Jesus name every demonic oppression and assignment against your mind and body and we take authority over it together with you, for we are told to Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you James 4:7 and we demolish arguments and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and we bring every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ 2 Corinthians 10:5. God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control 2 Timothy 1:7. We pray that God Himself will be your deliverer and that as you submit to Him, the confusion and heaviness will lift and you will be able to concentrate, love His Word, and hear His voice clearly. God speaks most clearly through His Word, which is a lamp to your feet, and a light for your path Psalm 119:105, and we pray you will hunger for sermons and Scripture again and that the Holy Spirit will give you a sound and clear mind. We do not pray to angels, but to the Father in Jesus name, and we trust Him to give His angels charge over you to guard you in all your ways Psalm 91:11.
We rejoice that you hate your sin and want to be free, for that is the work of the Holy Spirit in you. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness 1 John 1:9. There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus Romans 8:1 and whom the Son makes free will be free indeed John 8:36. We pray for your complete healing, physically, mentally, and spiritually, for by His wounds you have been healed 1 Peter 2:24, and we ask God to remove whatever is blocking you and to restore you. We also lift up your need for work and provision, for your heavenly Father knows what you need, and He will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus Philippians 4:19 as you seek to work heartily, as for the Lord Colossians 3:23, and we pray He will provide for Christian books and other things that will nourish your faith.
We pray together now, Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear one to You. We ask You to bombard this life with Your perfect love that casts out fear, to break every demonic power and chain and to command every oppression to leave from the top of the head to the soles of the feet. Fill this mind with Your peace that surpasses all understanding Philippians 4:7 and restore a love for Your Word and an ability to concentrate and to hear Your voice. Wash away sin and guilt and make this heart pure and free, heal the body and the spirit, restore joy and hope, and let Your healing power flow. Provide a full time job and daily provision, and in Your mercy lead this life into a godly marriage with a faithful believing spouse if it is Your will, and open the womb in Your timing for children to Your glory. Let this one know beyond all doubt that Jesus loves them now and forever. We ask for complete restoration and deliverance, and we thank You that You are our refuge and strength. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.