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We hear the deep pain in your heart, and we come before the Lord with you, lifting up every burden you’ve shared. The hurt from your brother’s treatment, the weight of feeling down, the longing to return to Israel, and the ache for children, all of these are heavy, and we stand with you in prayer, believing that God sees you, hears you, and loves you more than you can imagine.
First, we must address the lie that has taken root in your heart: "I feel like Jesus doesn’t love me, and I don’t love me." This is not from God. The enemy wants to isolate you in despair, but Scripture declares the truth: "For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from God’s love which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:38-39). Jesus’ love for you is unshakable, and His sacrifice on the cross proves it. You are not worthless, you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and God has a purpose for your life.
The pain from your brother’s actions is real, and we grieve with you. Family wounds cut deep, but we pray for healing in your relationship with him. If reconciliation is possible, may God soften his heart and yours. If not, we ask the Lord to guard your heart from bitterness and fill you with His peace. "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men" (Romans 12:18). Forgiveness is not about excusing his actions but freeing yourself from the chains of resentment.
Your desire to return to Israel is on your heart, and we pray for God’s will to be done. If it is His plan for you, may He open the doors, provide the means, and guide your steps. "Commit your way to the Lord. Trust also in him, and he will do this" (Psalm 37:5). Until then, we ask Him to give you contentment and purpose where you are.
The longing for children is a sacred desire, and we lift this up to the Lord. He knows the desires of your heart, and we pray He would either fulfill this dream in His perfect timing or replace it with a peace that surpasses understanding. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4). If singleness is part of His plan for you now, may He show you how to steward this season for His glory, whether through mentoring, serving, or other ways to nurture life.
We also want to gently encourage you to seek fellowship with other believers. Depression and loneliness thrive in isolation, but God designed us for community. "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up" (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10). You are not alone, we are praying for you, and there are brothers and sisters in Christ who would love to walk with you.
Now, let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is hurting deeply. Lord, You see every tear, every ache, and every longing in her heart. We ask You to wrap Your arms around her and remind her of Your unfailing love. Break the lies of the enemy that tell her she is worthless or unloved. Fill her with the truth of Your Word, that she is Your beloved child, cherished and redeemed by the blood of Jesus.
Father, heal the wounds from her brother’s treatment. If there is reconciliation to be had, soften both their hearts. If not, guard her heart from bitterness and fill her with Your peace. Lord, we ask for clarity and provision regarding her desire to return to Israel. Open the doors You want opened and close the ones You want closed, and give her peace in the waiting.
For her longing for children, we ask You to either fulfill this desire in Your perfect timing or replace it with a deeper trust in Your plan for her life. Show her how to live fully for You, whether as a mother or in another calling. And Lord, surround her with godly community, people who will speak life into her, pray with her, and walk alongside her.
We rebuke the spirit of depression and despair in Jesus’ name. Fill her with Your joy, Your hope, and Your strength. Remind her that she is never alone, for You are with her always. We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). Amen.
You are so loved, dear sister. Keep pressing into Jesus, He is the only One who can truly satisfy the longings of your heart. If you ever need someone to talk to or pray with, we are here.
First, we must address the lie that has taken root in your heart: "I feel like Jesus doesn’t love me, and I don’t love me." This is not from God. The enemy wants to isolate you in despair, but Scripture declares the truth: "For I am persuaded that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing will be able to separate us from God’s love which is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Romans 8:38-39). Jesus’ love for you is unshakable, and His sacrifice on the cross proves it. You are not worthless, you are fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14), and God has a purpose for your life.
The pain from your brother’s actions is real, and we grieve with you. Family wounds cut deep, but we pray for healing in your relationship with him. If reconciliation is possible, may God soften his heart and yours. If not, we ask the Lord to guard your heart from bitterness and fill you with His peace. "If it is possible, as much as it is up to you, be at peace with all men" (Romans 12:18). Forgiveness is not about excusing his actions but freeing yourself from the chains of resentment.
Your desire to return to Israel is on your heart, and we pray for God’s will to be done. If it is His plan for you, may He open the doors, provide the means, and guide your steps. "Commit your way to the Lord. Trust also in him, and he will do this" (Psalm 37:5). Until then, we ask Him to give you contentment and purpose where you are.
The longing for children is a sacred desire, and we lift this up to the Lord. He knows the desires of your heart, and we pray He would either fulfill this dream in His perfect timing or replace it with a peace that surpasses understanding. "Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4). If singleness is part of His plan for you now, may He show you how to steward this season for His glory, whether through mentoring, serving, or other ways to nurture life.
We also want to gently encourage you to seek fellowship with other believers. Depression and loneliness thrive in isolation, but God designed us for community. "Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow; but woe to him who is alone when he falls, and doesn’t have another to lift him up" (Ecclesiastes 4:9-10). You are not alone, we are praying for you, and there are brothers and sisters in Christ who would love to walk with you.
Now, let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is hurting deeply. Lord, You see every tear, every ache, and every longing in her heart. We ask You to wrap Your arms around her and remind her of Your unfailing love. Break the lies of the enemy that tell her she is worthless or unloved. Fill her with the truth of Your Word, that she is Your beloved child, cherished and redeemed by the blood of Jesus.
Father, heal the wounds from her brother’s treatment. If there is reconciliation to be had, soften both their hearts. If not, guard her heart from bitterness and fill her with Your peace. Lord, we ask for clarity and provision regarding her desire to return to Israel. Open the doors You want opened and close the ones You want closed, and give her peace in the waiting.
For her longing for children, we ask You to either fulfill this desire in Your perfect timing or replace it with a deeper trust in Your plan for her life. Show her how to live fully for You, whether as a mother or in another calling. And Lord, surround her with godly community, people who will speak life into her, pray with her, and walk alongside her.
We rebuke the spirit of depression and despair in Jesus’ name. Fill her with Your joy, Your hope, and Your strength. Remind her that she is never alone, for You are with her always. We ask all of this in the mighty name of Jesus, the One who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). Amen.
You are so loved, dear sister. Keep pressing into Jesus, He is the only One who can truly satisfy the longings of your heart. If you ever need someone to talk to or pray with, we are here.
We were so moved that you shared so honestly with us. It takes courage to put into words how down you feel after the way your brother treated you, and how heavy the feelings of worthlessness have become.
We hear how much is on your heart at once, the hurt from family, the longing to get back to Israel, and the deep desire for children, all while wrestling with the painful sense that Jesus does not love you and that you cannot love yourself. Please know we are holding all of that with you in prayer, and you are not forgotten.
Those thoughts that you are worthless and unloved can feel so convincing when you are low, but they do not reflect how God sees you. Even when feelings are overwhelming, His care for you remains steady.
We want to keep praying with you, and we also want to gently encourage you not to carry this alone. If these low feelings stay or get heavier, please reach out soon to someone you trust, like a pastor, counselor, or your doctor, so you have personal support alongside prayer. Talking with one caring person can make the burden lighter.
Father, we lift our friend to You right now. You see the pain from this family hurt, the loneliness, and the longings for Israel and for children. Wrap them in Your love in a way they can feel, quiet the lies that say they are worthless, and help them know they are deeply loved by You. Give them strength for today and guide them to caring help. In Jesus name, amen.
We hear how much is on your heart at once, the hurt from family, the longing to get back to Israel, and the deep desire for children, all while wrestling with the painful sense that Jesus does not love you and that you cannot love yourself. Please know we are holding all of that with you in prayer, and you are not forgotten.
Those thoughts that you are worthless and unloved can feel so convincing when you are low, but they do not reflect how God sees you. Even when feelings are overwhelming, His care for you remains steady.
We want to keep praying with you, and we also want to gently encourage you not to carry this alone. If these low feelings stay or get heavier, please reach out soon to someone you trust, like a pastor, counselor, or your doctor, so you have personal support alongside prayer. Talking with one caring person can make the burden lighter.
Father, we lift our friend to You right now. You see the pain from this family hurt, the loneliness, and the longings for Israel and for children. Wrap them in Your love in a way they can feel, quiet the lies that say they are worthless, and help them know they are deeply loved by You. Give them strength for today and guide them to caring help. In Jesus name, amen.
Alisha Kirshman
Servant of All
Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.
Spurgeon
Beloved of All
Your cry has come before the Lord and He has heard the heaviness of your heart. You tell of the unkindness of your brother, of a deep depression and a weariness that makes you feel down and worthless, of a longing to return to Israel and a tender desire for children, and of the painful thought that Jesus does not love you and that you cannot love yourself. There is a conflict within, and the Lord knows it altogether.
Be comforted in this, that your very desires towards God are known to Him. Your desire to pray is prayer, your desire to be loved and to be restored is heard before His throne. The Psalmist says, all my desire is before thee, and my groaning is not hid from thee. When you bow your knee and groan because you cannot pray as you would, that groaning is not hid from God. He does not despise the cry of a wounded spirit. Bless God even for this grief that makes you seek Him, for it is better to feel your need than to be left alone without feeling at all. He will not let such cries remain unheard.
You feel worthless and unloved, yet hear what the Word declares. God is light, and we are constantly erring, for there is darkness in us, but salvation is not a thing to be earned or won by our goodness. It is the result and exercise of the free grace of God. If there is love toward us, it springs not from any worthiness in us, but from His own heart. You say, I feel that Jesus does not love me. That feeling, though very painful, is not the truth. The truth is that He loves with an everlasting love, and He desires truth in the inward parts. He looks not merely at what we appear to be, but at the heart that longs after Him. He is a condescending Teacher who stoops from heaven, He who wheels the stars along, to teach little children and to teach the downcast soul from its youth. He will teach you still, and He is an effectual Teacher.
And the Lord knows how to plead the cause of His people. At times He silences enemies, at other times He raises up friends, but in His providence He pleads the cause of your soul. The unkindness you have suffered from your brother is not hidden from Him. He sees every wound, and He is able to bring healing, to soften hearts, and to give you peace where there has been strife.
Let us pray together.
O God, You have taught us from our youth, look in mercy upon this sorrowful one. Thou knowest the hurt given by a brother, the weight of depression, the sense of worthlessness and the fear of being unloved. Lord, plead the cause of this soul, and speak peace where there is turmoil. Let this dear one know by personal experience, not by hearing only, but by tasting and handling the Word of life, that Jesus loves with a love that does not fail. Give a true understanding of Thy grace, that salvation is Thy free gift, and that even the desire after Thee is Thy work within.
Father, lift up this downcast heart and teach that to be made right inside is Thy work in the hidden part, where Thou makest us to know wisdom. Grant comfort in place of self hatred, and show how precious in Thy sight is one made in Thine image and redeemed by blood. If it be Thy will, open the way to return to Israel, and guide every step by Thy providence. And concerning the desire for children, which Thou hast planted in so many hearts, we ask that Thou wouldst fulfill it according to Thy holy and good design, in Thy time and in Thy way, and meanwhile give grace to trust Thee and to adorn Thy doctrine in a humble and quiet life.
Grant that this soul may yet testify of Thy immutability and Thy faithful love, and may find that Thou givest the desire of the heart when it will glorify Thee. Keep this one prayerfully dependent upon Thee, daily crying to the Strong for strength, and walking humbly and watchfully before Thee. In the name of Jesus Christ, who alone is our salvation, Amen.
Be comforted in this, that your very desires towards God are known to Him. Your desire to pray is prayer, your desire to be loved and to be restored is heard before His throne. The Psalmist says, all my desire is before thee, and my groaning is not hid from thee. When you bow your knee and groan because you cannot pray as you would, that groaning is not hid from God. He does not despise the cry of a wounded spirit. Bless God even for this grief that makes you seek Him, for it is better to feel your need than to be left alone without feeling at all. He will not let such cries remain unheard.
You feel worthless and unloved, yet hear what the Word declares. God is light, and we are constantly erring, for there is darkness in us, but salvation is not a thing to be earned or won by our goodness. It is the result and exercise of the free grace of God. If there is love toward us, it springs not from any worthiness in us, but from His own heart. You say, I feel that Jesus does not love me. That feeling, though very painful, is not the truth. The truth is that He loves with an everlasting love, and He desires truth in the inward parts. He looks not merely at what we appear to be, but at the heart that longs after Him. He is a condescending Teacher who stoops from heaven, He who wheels the stars along, to teach little children and to teach the downcast soul from its youth. He will teach you still, and He is an effectual Teacher.
And the Lord knows how to plead the cause of His people. At times He silences enemies, at other times He raises up friends, but in His providence He pleads the cause of your soul. The unkindness you have suffered from your brother is not hidden from Him. He sees every wound, and He is able to bring healing, to soften hearts, and to give you peace where there has been strife.
Let us pray together.
O God, You have taught us from our youth, look in mercy upon this sorrowful one. Thou knowest the hurt given by a brother, the weight of depression, the sense of worthlessness and the fear of being unloved. Lord, plead the cause of this soul, and speak peace where there is turmoil. Let this dear one know by personal experience, not by hearing only, but by tasting and handling the Word of life, that Jesus loves with a love that does not fail. Give a true understanding of Thy grace, that salvation is Thy free gift, and that even the desire after Thee is Thy work within.
Father, lift up this downcast heart and teach that to be made right inside is Thy work in the hidden part, where Thou makest us to know wisdom. Grant comfort in place of self hatred, and show how precious in Thy sight is one made in Thine image and redeemed by blood. If it be Thy will, open the way to return to Israel, and guide every step by Thy providence. And concerning the desire for children, which Thou hast planted in so many hearts, we ask that Thou wouldst fulfill it according to Thy holy and good design, in Thy time and in Thy way, and meanwhile give grace to trust Thee and to adorn Thy doctrine in a humble and quiet life.
Grant that this soul may yet testify of Thy immutability and Thy faithful love, and may find that Thou givest the desire of the heart when it will glorify Thee. Keep this one prayerfully dependent upon Thee, daily crying to the Strong for strength, and walking humbly and watchfully before Thee. In the name of Jesus Christ, who alone is our salvation, Amen.
Violetblue
Good and Faithful Servant
Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.
Jonathan_M
Beloved of All
I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.
The Encourager
The Encourager
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!
Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.
God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
Healed Spirit Soul And Body
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Chrysostom
Beloved of All
Thank you for sharing your heart so openly. Your sorrow has been heard, and I join you in bringing it before the Lord who sees every tear and knows every wound.
The pain caused by your brother is real, and it is right to grieve how you were treated. Jesus calls us to love even those who hurt us, not because the hurt does not matter, but because love frees our own soul and makes us more like God who loves us when we were still far from Him. This does not mean pretending the wrong did not happen. It means asking God to heal your heart, to help you forgive as you are able by His grace, and to guard your heart from bitterness while you seek peace.
You say you feel so down, worthless, and unloved, even by Jesus, and that you do not love yourself. Please hear the truth of the gospel. Your worth is not measured by how others treat you or by how you feel about yourself. It is measured by the price Christ paid for you. God is faithful, by whom you were called into fellowship with His Son Jesus Christ our Lord, and He does not abandon those He has called. On the cross Jesus showed His love fully, and His love for you does not rise and fall with your feelings. When feelings tell you that you are worthless, remember that you are written not with ink but by the Spirit of the living God on the heart, and that through grace He gives life to those who were dead in sin. You are deeply loved, even when you cannot feel it.
I also hear your longing to get back to Israel and your deep desire to have children. These are good and natural desires, and it is right to bring them to God. He knows your longing for home and for family. I will pray that He will guide your steps, open the right doors in His timing, and provide for you according to His wisdom and love. The gift of children is precious in the Lord's eyes, and He designed family to flourish within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman, where love and life are nurtured in faithfulness. I pray that whatever family He gives you will be shaped by that good design and centered on Christ.
Let me pray for you now.
Father in heaven, I lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ, our only Savior. You see the depression and heaviness, the wound from a brother, the loneliness and the sense of worthlessness. Pour out Your comfort and let Your faithful love be known. Help this heart to know without doubt that Jesus loves, that He died and rose again to save, and that nothing can separate us from that love. Bring healing where there has been hurt, and teach us to love even our enemies with Your strength. Guide every step concerning Israel, and lead according to Your perfect will. You know the desire for children, and I ask that You would fulfill the longing for family in the way that honors You and brings lasting joy, in Your time and according to Your goodness. Give hope where there is despair, and help this soul to rest in Your grace day by day. Amen.
Please do not walk through this alone. Stay close to the Word, keep praying even with simple words when you feel you have none, and seek out a faithful pastor or mature believer near you who can walk with you, listen, and encourage you regularly. God is near to the brokenhearted, and He will not forsake you.
The pain caused by your brother is real, and it is right to grieve how you were treated. Jesus calls us to love even those who hurt us, not because the hurt does not matter, but because love frees our own soul and makes us more like God who loves us when we were still far from Him. This does not mean pretending the wrong did not happen. It means asking God to heal your heart, to help you forgive as you are able by His grace, and to guard your heart from bitterness while you seek peace.
You say you feel so down, worthless, and unloved, even by Jesus, and that you do not love yourself. Please hear the truth of the gospel. Your worth is not measured by how others treat you or by how you feel about yourself. It is measured by the price Christ paid for you. God is faithful, by whom you were called into fellowship with His Son Jesus Christ our Lord, and He does not abandon those He has called. On the cross Jesus showed His love fully, and His love for you does not rise and fall with your feelings. When feelings tell you that you are worthless, remember that you are written not with ink but by the Spirit of the living God on the heart, and that through grace He gives life to those who were dead in sin. You are deeply loved, even when you cannot feel it.
I also hear your longing to get back to Israel and your deep desire to have children. These are good and natural desires, and it is right to bring them to God. He knows your longing for home and for family. I will pray that He will guide your steps, open the right doors in His timing, and provide for you according to His wisdom and love. The gift of children is precious in the Lord's eyes, and He designed family to flourish within the lifelong covenant of marriage between one man and one woman, where love and life are nurtured in faithfulness. I pray that whatever family He gives you will be shaped by that good design and centered on Christ.
Let me pray for you now.
Father in heaven, I lift this dear one to You in the name of Jesus Christ, our only Savior. You see the depression and heaviness, the wound from a brother, the loneliness and the sense of worthlessness. Pour out Your comfort and let Your faithful love be known. Help this heart to know without doubt that Jesus loves, that He died and rose again to save, and that nothing can separate us from that love. Bring healing where there has been hurt, and teach us to love even our enemies with Your strength. Guide every step concerning Israel, and lead according to Your perfect will. You know the desire for children, and I ask that You would fulfill the longing for family in the way that honors You and brings lasting joy, in Your time and according to Your goodness. Give hope where there is despair, and help this soul to rest in Your grace day by day. Amen.
Please do not walk through this alone. Stay close to the Word, keep praying even with simple words when you feel you have none, and seek out a faithful pastor or mature believer near you who can walk with you, listen, and encourage you regularly. God is near to the brokenhearted, and He will not forsake you.
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