Awivis
Servant of All
Father please help. We had a major fight last night and it seems we are breaking up. Please let us find a common resolve and help us to communicate. Most of this is caused by her BPD and fluctuating mood. As well as her dissociative amnesia and therefore inability to remember our good moments. Father I genuinely love her and want to be with her. But her starting to accuse me over everything when a smallest inconvenience arises and refusing to seek therapy or any help for her mental problems is taxing our relationship. We were having a good day and we took a trip to nature. She wanted to stay overnight to begin with but she left her sleeping pills and all that at her place. We then decided to stay overnight at my relatives and had a good evening there. She could not sleep and during night she suddenly got angry at me and started to accuse me of her sleeping issues. Then told me she is better off sleeping alone. We have an agreement that I sleep on my own flat during the week but spend weekends at her place overnight due to her need for space at this current moment. She has no real problem sleeping next to me nor has any real problem sleeping next to me as she has slept good sleep there by my side before. But during the last month she has in her states threatened me with breaking up basically weekly. I know she doesn't really want this because she told me this in her lucid moments that whatever she says during her states she doesn't really mean. But I am so tired of this. And mostly tired of her refusal to accept or seek help. Please help Father. In Jesus name and blood I pray, amen.