We thank God for your hunger to follow His leading rather than your own personal goals and we join with you in seeking His will together in Jesus name. We love your heart to desire what God desires for you and to want vision that comes from Him.
We want to gently encourage you in the true meaning of the verse you shared. In its full context Proverbs 29:18 says Where there is no revelation, the people cast off restraint; but one who keeps the law is blessed. The vision spoken of there is not primarily personal ambition or even a mystical picture, but the revealed word and counsel of God. When we do not have His revelation we drift, but when we keep His law and walk in His truth we are blessed. Your desire is therefore very biblical, to want Gods revelation to guide you so you do not cast off restraint and follow your own way.
We also rejoice that you thanked the Father for His unchanging nature and quoted that beautiful truth that Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom can be no variation, nor turning shadow, James 1:17. That is the character of our God, He does not change like shifting shadows and He is faithful to fulfill what He speaks. We also remember His promise in Acts 2:17, It will be in the last days, says God, that I will pour out my Spirit on all flesh. Your sons and your daughters will prophesy. Your young men will see visions. Your old men will dream dreams. God still speaks and still gives vision by His Spirit, and we do pray for you to receive what He wants to show you.
At the same time we want to encourage you to seek vision first and foremost through His written Word, because His Word is the sure foundation to test every vision, dream, or impression. Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path, Psalm 119:105. Any vision from God will never contradict Scripture and will always draw you closer to Christ and to holiness. For that reason we are told Beloved, don't believe every spirit, but test the spirits, whether they are of God, 1 John 4:1. As you pray for visions, we encourage you to remain rooted in Scripture, in prayer, and in fellowship with other believers who can help you weigh what you receive.
We also hear your desire not to just follow your own personal goals. That is a surrendered heart that God honors. We are called Don't be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God, Romans 12:2, and to Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight, Proverbs 3:5-6. God has good thoughts toward you, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future, Jeremiah 29:11, and He delights to make His will known to those who seek Him diligently.
We pray together for you now.
Heavenly Father, we thank You that You are the Father of lights with whom there is no variation or turning shadow, and that every good and perfect gift comes from Your hand. We thank You for this one who desires Your vision above personal ambition. We ask in Jesus name that You pour out Your Spirit and grant clear, holy vision that is from You. Open the eyes of understanding, speak through Your Word, through Your Spirit, through dreams and visions as You will, and help this dear one to discern what is truly from You. Make Your will plain, keep this life anchored in Your Word so that no false vision or selfish goal can lead astray, and fulfill the vision You give for Your glory. Teach us to walk not by our own understanding but to acknowledge You in all our ways, and to prove Your good and perfect will. We ask that You give courage to obey what You show, even when it requires laying down personal plans, and that You bring peace and confirmation through Your Word. We thank You that You do not change and that You are faithful to complete what You begin. We pray all of this in the mighty and powerful name of Jesus Christ our Lord, who alone gives us access to Your throne, amen.