SabrinaM
Humble Prayer Partner
There has been a lot going on in my life. I think most of you know about my break up and how that affected me. Here's the rest of my story of what's been going on in my life. My parents have found out everything about me and every aspect of my life. That was just awful and another reason why I felt like my world was crumbling down. I did something that I never thought that I would ever do. I cut myself for the first time because I felt like I deserved pain. I started to blame God because I was so angry and upset. I know he isn't to blame though. I had everything taken away from me. My phone, my laptop, therefore my communication. These last days I've been going crazy. I had lost everything. Those I mentioned and someone I love. I feel like the world is against me. I know that's not true though. I've been taking advice from someone. I'm trying to figure out who I am and define myself. Although, I'm still hoping that the person I love and I find our way back to each other. I'm trying not to think about that too much though so I can think about myself for once. I've been thinking about others too much and always putting people first. Another reason why I was so depressed because it's not fair that I never receive. I hope this week has good surprises but honestly I'm expecting the worse because that's just my life now. Pure bad luck. I don't know what to believe in anymore. I just don't know. If you have cared to read this then thank you.
