Why this has been hard for me.
I thought I had it all figured out. I thought that I had done my walk and God had rewarded me and I was on course. Then I got hit with a curve ball.
Knocked me right off my feet.
What I have learned:
I learned that there are a lot of caring and supportive people on this site that genuinely care for me and I want to thank you all.
I learned that my walk with Jesus is not just till I have what I think I want but a forever walk.
I learned that Satan can mess with your mind.
I learned that if I listen carefully enough God will speak to me and I have to stop fighting him.
I learned that this walk is not for the faint of heart.
I learned that God will put people in your life that will be the right people at the right time.
I learned that I can hinder God when I try to protect the ones I love.
I learned that God will correct me when I am wrong and like any other child I don’t like being corrected so I rebel.
I learned that there is always more to learn and I have to stay in the word daily or my day will be miserable.
I learned that I feel so much better when I am helping and spreading God's word.
I learned that even though I don’t think so I have patience.
I learned that God will be with me even when I don’t want him to be because I was uniquely designed by him.
Also thought learning about God would be no different than anything else. Go through it once and what he wants me to retain I will. But it is so much more than that. I will get it right and I know this because he will keep at me until I do. Thank you Lord for never giving up on me.
Amen.
I thought I had it all figured out. I thought that I had done my walk and God had rewarded me and I was on course. Then I got hit with a curve ball.
Knocked me right off my feet.
What I have learned:
I learned that there are a lot of caring and supportive people on this site that genuinely care for me and I want to thank you all.
I learned that my walk with Jesus is not just till I have what I think I want but a forever walk.
I learned that Satan can mess with your mind.
I learned that if I listen carefully enough God will speak to me and I have to stop fighting him.
I learned that this walk is not for the faint of heart.
I learned that God will put people in your life that will be the right people at the right time.
I learned that I can hinder God when I try to protect the ones I love.
I learned that God will correct me when I am wrong and like any other child I don’t like being corrected so I rebel.
I learned that there is always more to learn and I have to stay in the word daily or my day will be miserable.
I learned that I feel so much better when I am helping and spreading God's word.
I learned that even though I don’t think so I have patience.

I learned that God will be with me even when I don’t want him to be because I was uniquely designed by him.
Also thought learning about God would be no different than anything else. Go through it once and what he wants me to retain I will. But it is so much more than that. I will get it right and I know this because he will keep at me until I do. Thank you Lord for never giving up on me.
Amen.
