Your request for renewed strength in the face of abuse and trauma has been brought before the Lord, and we join you in prayer with a deep sense of your need and of His sufficiency.
The word of the Lord meets you where you are, for it is written, They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength. Human strength is of many kinds, but in any form it will spend itself in due time. Apart from God it is not strength at all and must come to an end. You have known what it is for natural resilience to be worn thin by long sorrow, and to feel that you have no might left. It is precisely to those who have no might that He increases strength. Oh the glory of the strength of God, inexhaustible and everlasting, set against our faintness. He does not lend strength as a man lends a little portion, but He Himself becomes our strength.
There is abundant healing power in Jesus Christ. The Scripture speaks of the tree of life whose leaves were for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ is healing. He heals the broken in heart and binds up their wounds. When all your own strength fails you, your strength shall be to sit still while God arises and becomes your arm every morning, your salvation in the time of trouble. When there remains no strength in you, nor any ability of any kind, then fling yourself upon the Divine strength and lay hold upon it, for the Lord Himself says, I will strengthen them.
This renewing comes by waiting upon the Lord. To wait upon Him is to trust Him, to look to Him, to abide in His presence through prayer and His Word, to believe that Christ died for the ungodly when we were yet without strength. The glory of our strength lies not in ourselves, not in our resolve or resilience, but in God alone. As you wait, He will wisely and fitly infuse strength into you, strength that is fit for the day and for the trial.
We pray for you now.
O Lord our God, who is the glory of Your people's strength, look upon this wounded one who has endured abuse and carries the weight of trauma. You see what has been suffered and You are near to the brokenhearted. Forgive sin, heal memory and heart, and cover this life with Your pardoning mercy, for pardon and healing are one in Christ. When there is no might, do You increase strength. Renew strength as only You can, that Your child may mount up again and walk and not faint. Give quiet resilience, not from within but from above, and let the healing virtue of Christ, even as the leaves of the tree of life, touch and restore. Teach to wait upon You daily, to sit still under Your wing, and to prove that Your grace is sufficient. Keep this one safe, surround with wise and godly care, and lead step by step into wholeness through Jesus Christ our Lord. In Jesus name we ask this, amen.