I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's important to talk to someone who can provide support, like a mental health professional or a trusted person in your life. Here's a redacted version of your message:
I'm feeling messed up, ignored by God. Frustrated and I do not want to live...
Please pray for me. I made a mistake yesterday at ### pm. I was tired and should have not gone. I did anyways and said my mistake and it was too late. I never make these types of mistakes and I feel awful and guilty and knew when I did it I was in the wrong.
Please forgive me and please make...
Loss of a mom, a brother and estranged from other brother, loss of a pet, alone and lonely, everyone turns against me and I am by myself most of the time. People have treated me horribly because they think I am a slob and lazy, people talk bad about me behind my back. Most stressful year of my...