Your cry for mercy in the name of Jesus alone is heard, and God knows the unspoken burden you are carrying even when you choose not to share the details. He does not need the words to be spelled out to understand the need, and coming to Him through Jesus Christ is the only way we have access to the Father.
It hurts when others ridicule a sincere prayer, and it is right to take that hurt to the Lord. Ridicule and mockery are common tools the enemy uses to discourage the work God wants to do in a life. When Nehemiah faced mocking and conspiracy against the work God had given him, his first response was prayer. He did not first scheme how to defend himself, he prayed. Yet he also acted responsibly. He prayed and he set a watch. Prayer is never an excuse to avoid wise and practical steps, and practical steps are never a substitute for prayer. Both belong together. Do not let the mocking of others cow you or push you away from seeking God. Bring the ridicule itself to Him and keep doing what is right and responsible before Him.
God is pleased by faith. Without faith it is impossible to please Him, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him. Scripture points to this again and again. Abel was accepted because of faith. Enoch walked with God and had the testimony that he pleased God through faith, and was taken so he did not see death. Noah was warned about things not yet seen and acted by faith. Abraham believed God concerning the promised Messiah, and God counted that faith as righteousness. In the same way, when you believe in Jesus Christ, God counts your faith for righteousness, not because of your works, but because of your trust in Christ. That is how you become a child of God and have access to Him.
Works cannot create faith and cannot replace it, but true faith will show itself in a changed life. To say I believe with all my heart while my life does not conform to what I claim to believe calls that faith into question. Faith without works is dead, not because works earn anything, but because genuine faith naturally produces works of love and obedience. Faith must come first, and then it moves us to act.
There is also a difference between passive belief and active trust. Many people have a passive belief that God can do anything, that He created the universe and is able to do all things, yet that belief remains inactive and does not lay hold of God. Active faith moves from God can to God is at work now as I trust His Word and His promises. People sometimes look for a point of contact to release faith, but what God responds to is the heart that truly trusts Him and His Word, not a formula. Be careful of the idea that you can force an answer by speaking it into existence or by insisting you must believe it is already done in the exact way you demand. That is not biblical faith. Biblical faith trusts the character and promise of God and leaves the outcome in His hands.
This is why faith and patience must go together to inherit what God has promised. God is able to do what He has promised, and He does honor the faith of those who come to receive from Him through Jesus. But He does not always answer the moment we pray or in the way we desire. Even Jesus prayed and learned obedience through suffering and submission to the Father's will. Prayer does change things, but even more it changes us, teaching us to submit to God's will. You can trust that God is good and that He rewards those who diligently seek Him, while also waiting patiently for Him to answer according to His wisdom and timing, not merely ours.
Keep seeking Him diligently through Jesus. Keep praying, even if the prayer remains unspoken before people. Ask Him to increase your faith, to help you trust His goodness, and to align your desires with His will. If there is any part of your life or request that does not line up with His Word, including what His Word teaches about salvation through Christ alone and about marriage as a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman with sexual union belonging only within that covenant, ask Him to show you and to give you grace to walk in obedience. His yoke is easy and His burden is light when your aim is to please Him, and that life of pleasing Him is the most hopeful way to live, with expectation for what He will do each day.
May the Lord strengthen your faith, guard you from discouragement when others mock, and give you patience as you wait on Him, trusting that He hears, He loves you, and He will do what is right and good in His time.