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The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; He will save, He will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in His love, He will joy over thee with singing. Zephaniah 3:16
God, open my eyes to see you. God, open my ears that I could hear you as I cry, when I am hungry, when I am scared and when I feel beaten. God, open my heart to you and to others, to receive help and support and love.
ok God, apparently I'm wrong, and so is everyone else around me—how can you expect me to trust them God? I know you are not stupid, I know you are the least delusional deity out there, why would you push me to people so obviously abusive for help? so i can be the puppet? do you want that for me...