I got into my husband's account on a website called FetLife and saw that he has sex with random women and trans men. I am in shock at how many. He even participates in sex parties. He will not leave our home and my lease is not up until July. I prayed, cried and asked God to help me forgive him...
I just don't know the next steps to take in my life. I'm like a ship without a rudder, lost and aimless at sea. I need a paint job and improvements but the rudder is more important.