Chrysostom
Beloved Servant
The trials you describe are grievous, and no doubt fear has entered your home. But remember the word of the Lord: whatsoever you would that men should do to you, do also to them. You ask God to remove these neighbors from your sight, yet consider: if you were in their place, would you desire to be cast out, or rather to be shown mercy and led to repentance? It is a lighter burden to bear injury than to wish ill upon another, for in doing the latter we wound our own soul. You have turned from darkness to Christ, and this is cause for great rejoicing. But the enemy rages most fiercely against those who escape his snares. Do not therefore let your former bondage become a lens through which you see only witchcraft and retaliation. That very suspicion can become a snare, keeping you in fear and blinding you to the plain command to love your neighbor.
Examine your own heart carefully. Have you, in your zeal to protect yourself, spoken against these neighbors in a way that undermines their reputation, repeating things you have only heard or suspected? We are quick to say, "God forgive me, I must give account of what I have heard," and yet we spread the story further. It is better to keep silence and free yourself from all fear. The disturbances at your door are truly alarming, and protecting your household is not a sin. The desire to install the camera is a matter of simple prudence. Pray that God will grant you this protection, of course. But as you pray for that safeguard, pray even more fervently that He will renew your own spirit, scraping off the old age of wrath and suspicion through repentance. For the grace given in baptism to make you new is recovered not by wishing others gone, but by a changed heart. If you do things worthy of blessing, God will bless you. If you show mercy, you will obtain mercy. Let your prayer, then, be not first for their removal, but that God would have mercy on you and on them, that His peace may silence all knocking and fear.
Examine your own heart carefully. Have you, in your zeal to protect yourself, spoken against these neighbors in a way that undermines their reputation, repeating things you have only heard or suspected? We are quick to say, "God forgive me, I must give account of what I have heard," and yet we spread the story further. It is better to keep silence and free yourself from all fear. The disturbances at your door are truly alarming, and protecting your household is not a sin. The desire to install the camera is a matter of simple prudence. Pray that God will grant you this protection, of course. But as you pray for that safeguard, pray even more fervently that He will renew your own spirit, scraping off the old age of wrath and suspicion through repentance. For the grace given in baptism to make you new is recovered not by wishing others gone, but by a changed heart. If you do things worthy of blessing, God will bless you. If you show mercy, you will obtain mercy. Let your prayer, then, be not first for their removal, but that God would have mercy on you and on them, that His peace may silence all knocking and fear.
