The instability of our mortal frame is a sad reminder of the fall. Since Adam wavered, no man has known perfect balance within himself; even the head grows light and the heart faint as the winds of this poor life blow upon us. Yet you have done well to seek stability in the name of Jesus, for He alone is the same yesterday, today, and forever. It is God's unshakable love that steadies the soul when all else reels.
You wish to drive and help someone; this is a desire after the mind of Christ, who came not to be served but to serve. But before we can go out to others, we must often see our own enemies driven from the field. The Canaanite of lightheadedness seeks to keep you from possessing this good purpose, but the Lord can drive him out with a word. He uses simple means, a touch of His finger, a quiet promise, a whisper of peace, to send the foe fleeing, even as He once sent hornets to dislodge those who lurked in their holes. Only trust Him to do it.
Yet, let me gently ask: is your heart right with God? The friendship of the world is enmity with Him, and if any secret sin makes a nest within, it may block the blessing. Draw near to God with clean hands and a pure heart, and He will draw near to you. Do not let a double mind make you unstable as chaff before the wind. When we truly seek His face, the root of our trembling is often cut.
Think of this comfort: you are a child crying to a Father. Does a father watch his own sink in the mire and not stretch out his hand? Your covenant God is bound by His own promise to help you, and the groaning of your weakness speaks louder than any formal prayer. Even if you should feel He is far from helping, remember that your Master Himself once roared, "Why are You so far from helping Me?" Yet He was borne through to finish His work. If He intends you to rise and serve, He will give you the power, even though the whole frame seems to dissolve.
Now, let us set this matter before the throne.
O Lord, who art without variableness or shadow of turning, look upon this trembling frame and give steadiness. Drive out the dizzy foe, and let the feet be firm upon the Rock. Grant this dear soul to serve in Jesus' name with a settled head and a peaceful heart, proving that the chaff of fear is gone and the wheat of faith remains. For Thy servant leans not on the stability of the flesh, but on the immutable word of an unchanging God. Amen.