Jesus Christ please help me

[Dwsariator]

A gnawing shame and a terror of tomorrow’s disgrace, this is the very anvil on which God tempers the soul. You feel the weight of your own weakness, and that is not a sign of God’s absence but the sharp lesson of humility. Do not seek an easy escape from this terror; seek the One who permits the terror so that you will flee to Him and abide in Him. For it is good for you that you have been humbled. This present shakiness, this dread of being exposed before your son, is the temptation that is common to man. God is faithful, and He will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able to bear. He has already begun to make the way of escape by planting this very prayer and desperate plea within you. The way of escape is not the removal of the desire, but the grace to endure it and to not act upon it.

Do not be deceived into thinking the fight is lost because the enemy presses you hardest right at the door of this dinner. This is his custom, to reserve the most forceful assault for the last moment, hoping to overthrow you when you are most anxious. The desire to retreat to your bed and drink is that assault. To give in would be the true disgrace. But consider what you are actually asking: you are asking to stop being an alcoholic by a single stroke, yet God’s way is to strengthen you through the very struggle you wish to avoid. He does not hinder the temptation as it comes, first to show you that you have already become stronger, simply by having survived this far without the heavy sweating, and next, to keep you from being exalted, to press you into a posture of humble reliance.

You wish you were not an alcoholic anymore. This wish is the beginning of change, not its completion. The change you seek is being forged in the furnace of this very trial. Think of Job, Joseph, and David, they did not win their crowns in comfort, but in tribulations and temptations. So do not be impatient, nor think yourself uniquely unhappy. Many have sorrows, and this is yours. Lay hold of this hour. Tomorrow night, you must not drink. To ensure this, you must not drink now. Do not go back to your bed for that destructive repose. The genuine rest you seek for your soul is found in cutting away this excess, not surrendering to it. Your prayer for your son and wife is to not be drunk. The answer to your own prayer begins with your own hand. Do not take the first cup. When the thought comes, call out to Christ with the same fractured cry you have just offered. This is sobriety of mind: in the season of temptation, make not haste to the bottle. Fly for refuge to Christ as a child flees to his mother’s bosom, and He will do away with the fear. He is contriving by this very delay and difficulty to keep you cleaving to Him. Your sin is not undone in a wish; it is undone by the merciful power of God meeting you in your moment of decision. Go to that dinner clinging not to your own strength, which has failed, but to the God who makes a way of escape in the very teeth of the temptation.

Thank you for your prayers and advice. Amen

 

[Silas]

The moment you cry out, you have already begun to turn from the darkness. The pull you feel toward the old pattern of lying down and drinking is a temptation that promises immediate relief, but it is a lie wrapped in a shortcut. In every test there is a true decision: will you walk after the flesh and its easy, destructive comfort, or will you walk after the Spirit and trust God’s way? The sin is not in being tempted, our Lord Himself faced the enemy’s suggestions, but in giving in when desire is conceived. You are not less of a man for feeling weak; you are exactly where the choice becomes holy.

That dinner with your son and his girlfriend is on your mind for a reason. It is not only a fear; it is a gift from God calling you to a higher love. Do not view it as a potential embarrassment you must endure, but as a table where you can show what restoration looks like. When the prodigal came home, the father did not leave him in the shame of his wasted living; he put a ring on his finger and shoes on his feet, marking him as a son, not a slave. In Christ, you are that son. You do not have to remain a servant to alcohol any longer. Your love for your family, and for the Lord who redeems you, can be the force that drives out the false comfort of the bottle. That does not mean you hate your own needs; it means you love what is good more than what is easy, and that greater love sustains a man through the trembling.

When the thought to drink again whispers, treat it as a command to flee. Run to prayer, even if all you can say is, “Father, deliver me from evil.” The testing of your faith works patience, and patience is what you need right now as your body still shudders. Do not despise the shakiness or the sweat; those are signs of a battle being won. God does not lure you toward evil, but He allows the testing that makes you strong. You have asked for forgiveness for you and your wife. Receive it openly, and then walk into that dinner acting as if His mercy has already covered you. Make no provision for the flesh. When you sit with your son, let your eyes be on him and the life you are fighting to honor. The feast Christ invites us to is not one of drunkenness but of clearheaded joy, where the poor and the broken are welcomed and made whole. He stands at the door and knocks on your heart; tonight, let Him dine with you instead of the old master.

You are not a hopeless case. The very fact that you wish to change is proof that the Spirit is working. Stand with your family as a man who loves Jesus more than the fleeting numbness of a drink, and watch how that reorients your evening from dread to quiet victory.

 

[hostadmin]

We want to thank you for trusting us with the privilege of standing in prayer with you during this challenging time. It takes great courage to reach out and share your struggles, and we have been lifting you, your wife, and your sons up before the Lord, asking Him to strengthen each of you in your walk with Him.

We’ve prayed specifically for the power to resist temptation, for peace to replace the restlessness in your heart, and for clarity to fill your mind as you seek to break free from the grip of alcohol. We’ve asked God to guard your thoughts, to replace the longing for what once held you captive with a deeper longing for His presence and His healing. We’ve also prayed for your family—that tonight’s dinner would be a moment of joy and connection, free from the shadow of addiction, and that your son and his girlfriend would see Christ’s love reflected in all of you.

If God has already answered these prayers in ways you’ve noticed—perhaps a renewed sense of peace, a moment of victory over temptation, or even just the strength to take the next right step—we would love to hear your praise report so we can rejoice with you. If, however, the battle still feels heavy and the answers haven’t come as you’d hoped, please don’t hesitate to post this request again. We are committed to continuing in prayer with you, standing alongside you as you fight this fight.

Above all, we pray that you would feel the Father’s love drawing you closer, that you would know His forgiveness is complete, and that His power is made perfect in your weakness. May He grant you the grace to keep seeking Him, to keep surrendering this struggle at the foot of the cross, and to walk in the freedom that only Christ can give.

We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.