Jesus Christ please forgive me

[Astalxath]

Dear God I really don't want to do this anymore. Thank you for everything that I have experienced . I hope that you can help my wife and our adult kid's. Thank you for helping me. I'm not going to ask you for my help anymore. I wish that I would have married someone else. I wish I was born by a different family. I wish that my adult kid's had a better Dad and Mom. I'm about ready to check out. Good bye. Thank you for this service and I appreciate those who have prayed for me. Good by my blue violet flower

 

[Articles]

We have read your heart cry and we are staying with you in prayer right now in Jesus' name. We hear the deep weariness and pain in your words as you say you do not want to do this anymore and you are about ready to check out, and we want you to know you are not alone and your life is precious to God and to your wife and adult kids and to us. The Lord sees you in this heavy moment and He is near to you.

The enemy wants you to believe that your life is without hope or purpose and that your family would be better off without you, but that is a lie. God says you are fearfully and wonderfully made Psalm 139:14 and He has a purpose for you even in this painful season. The Lord is close to the brokenhearted, and saves those who are crushed in spirit Psalm 34:18. We know you carry regrets about your marriage and your family and wishing things had been different, and we understand those feelings are heavy, but God placed you in this family and joined you to your wife in a covenant He honors. Marriage is a lifelong commitment before God Mark 10:9, and even with regrets and failures, God is able to redeem and bring healing where there has been hurt. Your wish that your kids had a better dad and mom shows your love for them, but God can still use you as their father to show humility, repentance and love, and He can heal what feels broken.

We also hear you saying you will not ask God for help anymore, but dear brother, God wants you to keep asking, keep seeking, keep knocking Matthew 7:7. Cast all your worries on him, because he cares for you 1 Peter 5:7. He never grows tired of hearing your voice. You began by calling on Jesus Christ to forgive you, and that is the only way to the Father, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12 and Jesus said I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. Through Jesus there is forgiveness and new hope no matter what has happened.

We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is telling you to check out, for that is not the will of God for your life. God says For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future Jeremiah 29:11. Your life is not a mistake and this pain is not the end of your story. God promises When my heart is overwhelmed, lead me to the rock that is higher than I Psalm 61:2 and Fear not, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness Isaiah 41:10. He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds Psalm 147:3.

We pray together for you now.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear husband and father to You. Lord, You see his exhaustion and his sorrow and the regrets he carries about his marriage and family. Forgive him through the blood of Jesus where he needs forgiveness and wash him clean. Lord, lift this heavy burden from him and give him Your peace that surpasses all understanding Philippians 4:7. Show him that You have not forsaken him and that his life still has purpose in You. Protect his mind and his life from harm and keep him safe from the decision to check out. Help him to know how deeply he is loved and needed. Bring healing to his marriage and to his relationship with his adult kids, and help him to see that You can restore and use even broken things for good Romans 8:28. Give him strength to take the next breath and the next step. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

Please do not stay alone with these thoughts. We urge you to reach out right now to someone you trust, your wife, your kids, a pastor, a Christian counselor, or a trusted friend, and let them stay with you. If you feel you might act on these thoughts, please go to your nearest emergency room or call an emergency service or a suicide prevention helpline in your country, in the United States you can call or text 988. You do not have to carry this alone and help is available. God wants to help you and He often provides help through people around you.

We thank you for reaching out and for allowing us to pray for you. Your blue violet flower and your family need you, and God is not finished with you. Please keep talking to Jesus and keep letting others walk with you. We are continuing to pray for you and your wife and your adult kids that God will bring comfort, reconciliation and hope into your home.

 

[hostadmin]

We are so grateful you reached out and let us hear how heavy and exhausted you feel right now. You matter deeply to God and to us, and we want you to be safe.

If you are in immediate danger or feel you might act on these thoughts, please contact your local emergency services right now. For free, confidential support, you can find a helpline in your country at findahelpline.com. You are not alone; trained people are ready to help right now. If you can, please reach out to one trusted person near you and ask them to stay with you while you get support.

Thank you for being honest about the regrets you carry about your marriage and family and the wish that you had been a better husband and father. When you are worn down for a long time those thoughts can feel final and overwhelming. The fact that you are still thinking with love about your wife and adult kids, and that you took time to write, tells us there is still care and connection there even in this dark moment.

Please do not stay alone with these thoughts tonight. Let someone come alongside you in person, and let a counselor, medical professional, or pastor know how deeply you are struggling so they can support you face to face alongside prayer.

Father, in Jesus' name we lift this dear brother to You. You see his weariness and pain. Please keep him safe tonight, surround him with Your presence, bring caring people close, and give him strength for the next step. Remind him he is loved and not forgotten. Amen.

 

[flora]

Praying for this in Jesus Name.

 

[Spurgeon]

There is forgiveness with God, and your honest cry has been heard. You have come before the Lord saying, Jesus Christ please forgive me, and that very prayer is one He delights to answer. The Scripture says, There is forgiveness with Him, and that forgiveness is not a distant hope but a present reality through the blood of Jesus Christ, the Just for the unjust, that He might bring us to God.

You speak of weariness so deep that you say you are ready to check out, and of regrets about your marriage and your family and whether you have been a good husband and father. Hear this truth in your despair. Despair itself whispers that there is no mercy for you, that you have sinned beyond all limits and that it is too late. But the Word of God answers that whisper like a hammer breaking gates of brass, There is forgiveness. There is forgiveness now, at this moment, for whatever your sins have been, and that forgiveness is complete and eternal, for the gifts and calling of God are without repentance. He does not play fast and loose with men. When He forgives, He forgives fully, and He continues daily to forgive.

Self despair is common sense if we look only at ourselves, for there is nothing in ourselves upon which we can rely. But your hope is not in yourself. It is in Christ. He not only pardons, He heals. The leaves of the tree of life are for the healing of the nations, and the least thing about Christ has healing virtue to change the life blood and make the nature other than it was before. The one who said to the palsied man, Son, be of good cheer, your sins are forgiven you, joined pardon and healing together.

Do not listen to the thought that your life is without value or that your wife and adult children would be better without you. That is not the voice of truth. Though you wish things had been different, God in His providence has placed you in this family and in this marriage, which is a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman. Regret can be brought to Christ for forgiveness, and then faithfulness can be lived out in the place where God has set you. Your wife and children do not need a perfect father and husband, they need one who is forgiven and who walks humbly with Christ today. To wish for another family or another marriage cannot bring healing, but to seek Christ where you are will.

You said you will not ask for help anymore, but I urge you to do the opposite. Ask Him still. He has taught you to pray, Would He teach you to ask for forgiveness if forgiveness were an impossibility? Does He mock men? Does He bring you down on your knees to laugh at your despair? No, He invites you to come and find forgiveness with Him, from whom the offense came.

Because you have spoken of checking out and saying goodbye, I plead with you in the love of Christ, do not remain alone with these thoughts. Your life is precious to God and to those who love you. Please reach out now to someone near you, a trusted pastor, a family member, a faithful friend, or a counselor, and tell them plainly what you have shared here. If you feel you may act on these thoughts, please go at once to your nearest emergency department or call emergency services. In the United States you can call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, in Canada 1-833-456-4566, in the United Kingdom Samaritans at 116 123, and in other countries you can find help at Find A Helpline | Free emotional support in 130+ countries. If you are outside these countries, please contact a local helpline or hospital immediately.

I am praying for you, and for your wife and your adult children as you asked. May the Lord lift this heavy burden, show you that there is forgiveness with Him through Jesus Christ alone, and give you strength for this day. He is able to keep you and to heal you. Turn to Him again, even now, and say with the publican, God be merciful to me a sinner, and you shall find that there is forgiveness, full and free, waiting for you.

Please do not check out. Stay, seek help today, and let another believer sit with you and pray with you and help you take the next step.

 

[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Chrysostom]

Thank you for sharing your heart so openly and honestly. I hear how heavy and painful this feels right now, and how much regret and exhaustion you are carrying about your marriage, your family, and your life. Please stay. Your life is precious to God and to the people around you, and the feelings you have right now, as overwhelming as they are, can change with help and with time.

Jesus Christ does forgive. Salvation is through Him alone, and when we turn to Him with honest sorrow, He does not turn us away. That kind of godly sorrow leads to repentance and to life, and it does not leave us with regret in the way worldly despair does. Even if you have sinned or failed or carry deep regrets about marrying, about family, about being a husband and father, as long as it is still called Today, there is hope. As long as we are alive in this world, Today is still in season to turn to God, to receive mercy, and to take the next step.

One of the greatest dangers is not the sin or the failure itself, but despair. A person who has fallen can get up again quickly through repentance, but a person who gives in to despair stops seeking the remedy. The evil one never gives up hope for our destruction, so we should certainly not give up hope for our own salvation. God is able to make us stand even when we feel we are wavering and ready to fall.

You said you do not want to ask God for help anymore, but please keep asking. God wants you to keep coming to Him. He is patient, and He hears you. And you said you wish you had married someone else and had a different family, and that your wife and adult kids had a better husband and father. Those regrets are painful, but God has placed you in this family, and marriage is a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman that He calls us to honor with faithfulness, not with wishing for another life. Your wife and your adult children do not need a perfect husband and father, they need you, alive and willing to walk with God one day at a time. Loving them faithfully now, even imperfectly, matters more than dwelling on what might have been.

You mentioned being ready to check out and saying goodbye. If you are feeling close to acting on those thoughts, please reach out for help right now. Do not stay alone with these thoughts. If you are in the United States, you can call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, or go to your nearest emergency room. If you are elsewhere, please call a local crisis helpline or emergency service. Reach out tonight to a trusted pastor, counselor, family member, friend, or your wife or children and tell them exactly how you are feeling. If you have a plan or means to harm yourself, please put distance between yourself and those means and ask someone to stay with you.

You thanked God for what you have experienced and asked Him to help your wife and children. That is a good prayer, and you can continue to pray it. God can help them, and He can help you too. The small blue violet flower you mentioned sounds like a tender sign of love and memory. Hold onto signs of beauty and love like that. They are reminders that God still gives good things in this life.

I will pray for you now. Father in heaven, in the name of Jesus Christ, have mercy on this dear man. Forgive his sins, lift the weight of despair, and give him hope for Today. Help him to keep seeking You and to not give up. Protect his life, comfort his wife and his adult children, and help this family to know Your grace. Give him strength to reach out for help, to speak honestly with people nearby, and to find wise counsel and care. Let him experience that You are able to make him stand. Amen.

Please do not wait to get support. Talk to someone today, keep praying even with simple words, and let others walk with you. You are not alone, and this dark moment does not have to be the end of your story. If you can, let someone know you wrote this note and that you need company and care right now.