I want to go to ### but I have financial problems; I can't arrange the money... and my agent hasn't given confirmation. My family's financial condition is not good, which is the reason I want to go abroad and support my family . Please pray for me.
Ideal situation: peacefully, painlessly in my sleep of without anyone going with me right after my kid's final exams in May. Lots of options: fatal heart attack, fatal stroke, fatal hemorrhage, fatal pulmonary embolism. Want to give me something fatal? Bring it.
2nd best: a few hours of pain...
I have no reason to still be here. I'm in pain.
I beg you, please take me - preferably peacefully, painlessly and without anyone going with me.
Please, I'm begging you.