AnnieC
Disciple of Prayer
I really need someone to pray for me. I've been trying to go back to college for about 4 years now. Everything I get help with, something happens and I can't register. I've been trying to get a job so I can save and send myself to school....but even that is a huge struggle. Been to countless interviews but they just don't seem to like me or just take me for a joke. 
I'm very shy and quiet. I did a couple of work trainings, which last for about 3 weeks, but after that, they never called me for the job. I don't know what else to do or think. I see people just as shy and timid as I am at interviews and they get hired, but why not me? It's so embarrassing watching everyone I know from high school and college working or graduating college.....and I'm just home in my room every day sending resumes online or trying to find a job. I hate when people ask me "oh so what are you doing now?" .... nothing. My younger sister is in college in her final year. My mom and grandma are doing everything they can to pay her rent and tuition. She's 22 btw and I'm 24. When I asked my mom for help to go back to school.... she said "can't help you...get a job and send yourself" with a bitter face. I hid and cried so hard..... whenever I have money and whatever help anyone of them needs, I help them... Always! I'll save money to go back to school and end up lending them, especially my sister, to pay on her tuition. I don't bother them for anything at all....but they treat me so badly. I never complained to them about this either or how they make me feel. But any chance they get, they try to put me down. I'm crying while typing this... nothing I try to do prospers...everything fails and ends with me being embarrassed. I am very humble...I don't even have much friends... if I'm anything, I'd say I'm very soft and forgiving. But why is everything in my life going wrong? I just want to go back to school and get a good paying job so I can help myself and move away from these people that break my spirit and heart every day. I really feel like someone put a curse on me since I left home and went to college. I wasn't even there for a week... and somehow I left. I don't know what happened or why I left. I just remembered being really scared and pressured by everyone. .... I really need help... my story is way too long I won't even start on being abused by an ex and etc .... I tried going to church but I didn't feel like it was helping me ... I didn't feel like the pastor's prayers were strong enough. I tried different churches.... people coming up to me saying there is a negative energy on me or something like that.... family members having bad dreams about me .... ministers telling me someone put something on me and I didn't believe all of that until I'm hitting rock bottom right now harder than the past 4 years. I'm telling you, everything I do goes wrong. If something good happens to me, it turns sour real quick the minute I get excited or tell someone.... I need prayers. I only believe in prayers and God fixing it for me. I don't want to do anything stupid or illegal. I just want to go back to school and get a good paying job so I can send myself to school, graduate and do great things. I truly appreciate your help, please pray for me, pray whatever chains are holding me down will break away in Jesus' name. My name is ### and if you'd like to speak with me about this my email is: ###
I really need prayers. Thank you and God Bless
I'm very shy and quiet. I did a couple of work trainings, which last for about 3 weeks, but after that, they never called me for the job. I don't know what else to do or think. I see people just as shy and timid as I am at interviews and they get hired, but why not me? It's so embarrassing watching everyone I know from high school and college working or graduating college.....and I'm just home in my room every day sending resumes online or trying to find a job. I hate when people ask me "oh so what are you doing now?" .... nothing. My younger sister is in college in her final year. My mom and grandma are doing everything they can to pay her rent and tuition. She's 22 btw and I'm 24. When I asked my mom for help to go back to school.... she said "can't help you...get a job and send yourself" with a bitter face. I hid and cried so hard..... whenever I have money and whatever help anyone of them needs, I help them... Always! I'll save money to go back to school and end up lending them, especially my sister, to pay on her tuition. I don't bother them for anything at all....but they treat me so badly. I never complained to them about this either or how they make me feel. But any chance they get, they try to put me down. I'm crying while typing this... nothing I try to do prospers...everything fails and ends with me being embarrassed. I am very humble...I don't even have much friends... if I'm anything, I'd say I'm very soft and forgiving. But why is everything in my life going wrong? I just want to go back to school and get a good paying job so I can help myself and move away from these people that break my spirit and heart every day. I really feel like someone put a curse on me since I left home and went to college. I wasn't even there for a week... and somehow I left. I don't know what happened or why I left. I just remembered being really scared and pressured by everyone. .... I really need help... my story is way too long I won't even start on being abused by an ex and etc .... I tried going to church but I didn't feel like it was helping me ... I didn't feel like the pastor's prayers were strong enough. I tried different churches.... people coming up to me saying there is a negative energy on me or something like that.... family members having bad dreams about me .... ministers telling me someone put something on me and I didn't believe all of that until I'm hitting rock bottom right now harder than the past 4 years. I'm telling you, everything I do goes wrong. If something good happens to me, it turns sour real quick the minute I get excited or tell someone.... I need prayers. I only believe in prayers and God fixing it for me. I don't want to do anything stupid or illegal. I just want to go back to school and get a good paying job so I can send myself to school, graduate and do great things. I truly appreciate your help, please pray for me, pray whatever chains are holding me down will break away in Jesus' name. My name is ### and if you'd like to speak with me about this my email is: ### I really need prayers. Thank you and God Bless
