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I had this sin in me from years ago; I was addicted to pornography and watched a lot of it. Lately, I realized I've been behaving in ways that had a secret impact on my little sister. I've been blessed by God and man, and I've had a few prophecies and many dreams that said I would serve God and save a few souls. But things are different now; I feel like I'm becoming a witch-like thing, hating myself and unable to be free with anyone. If I hadn't known Jesus, I would have ended my life due to my pain, but now I'm in a transition. I neither want to die nor to live, and I notice myself becoming like a stone; many things have changed with me, my soft nature. I'm a very good student, good in all aspects, and I've known Jesus from my birth. I go to church, but this is the way I live. I used to have a fire in my heart that I should live my life for Jesus and die for Him. Now, I feel that I am just a living thing, nothing more than that, with no purpose for life, no sincerity in my friendships because I am cheating my friends by hiding this. Everyone thinks I am the best because I was reared that way, but I've taken a different path and am now close to hell. I beg the one who's seeing this post: when I have no shame in doing the sin, I must not feel ashamed to post this. I am the worst ever on earth, I know, but please treat me as one of the fellow beings and of your brethren and pray for me that I should never fall again but defeat the devil this time. I'm tired of falling again and again, and moreover, I am in the peak time of getting into a career. Please pray for me that I should become a useful, righteous, honest, God-like, and child of God human being. I don't need any riches of this world; I need nothing. I am unworthy of everything that I have now and therefore I need nothing except Christ, and my sin and life crossed and washed in the precious blood of Jesus. I'm not yet baptized, but I should soon, before the amazing grace of the Good Lord ends. I desperately need your prayers, dear brother and sister in Christ, and I feel my burden getting lightened while posting this. You may call me unworthy or whatever; you needn't respect because I don't deserve it. I am worthy of punishments, but one thing I really need desperately is your powerful prayers and a little love. I beg you to please pray for me, the wicked, unworthy, horrible creature on earth, and I thank you for spending some time reading the post of this stupid. Hoping I'll be remembered in your prayers. Thank you.
 
Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.
 
heavenly father i surrender this prayer request at ### feet please forgive all the sins and bless ### and ### at the right time.. let your name be glorified i ask all this in the name of jesus christ

amen
 
((I just wanted to say something before I prayed, you are so amazing, selfless and beautiful. Satan already knows who God wants to use as mighty servants, and he attacks those the hardest. So always look at your troubles as a way to better yourself and to learn how to serve God. You are going to be a wonderful teacher of the Gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ.)

Father,

I come before your with your child, she is humbled and so lovely. She has stripped herself before you and is waiting to be made clean. I pray in the name of Jesus Christ that you just fill her with Love, Hope, Joy and Peace. In all aspects of her life, I pray that you keep gently touching her heart and reminding her how much you love her, and have waited for her. Father, I know you have wonderful plans for her life, so help her open her eyes and heart to your wisdom. I ask you, Father, to place angels of protection around her while she is figuring out how she can serve you and how to stay on your lighted path. Please, give her more friends and loved ones who will encourage her on her walk with you. Please help her little sister understand the truth about homosexuality and help her see it for what it is in your eyes.

In Jesus name we pray, Amen!

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I have asked God in Jesus’ name to honor your prayer request that you have posted. God has heard your prayers and the prayers of others on your behalf. Remember keep your focus on God. Trust Him. God is in control. One more thing…God is so in love with you.

Let’s Pray: God I ask in Jesus’ name from this day forward and forever more, “Bless me financially, spiritually, emotionally, physically, and mentally in every area of my life. Let the favor, peace, and protection of God rest upon me. Lead, guide, and direct my footsteps. Consume and burrow me in the chambers of Your heart that Your heartbeat becomes my heartbeat and Your thoughts become my thoughts. God consume my entire existence that I become all You made me to be and reflect Your perfection. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and the writer of this prayer. Amen!"

Encourager ###, LM, CS

Christian Life Coach & Youth Minister
 
Darling, those things do happen, and that's where we have to be vigilant in those things and do not let sinful nature to take control over us. Please take hold of some good prayers, and get immersed in the truth. On this site, the guy named ### makes good prayers about keeping ourselves pure, and not allowing Satan to control us. Temptation is one of the things the Lord uses in our lives to check the genuineness of our faith, and to produce the spiritual fruits in us. When we fail, we have to make our conclusions and not to repeat our mistakes again. I myself have those struggles. What really helps is that when you acknowledge it not just on the Internet, but also to one of your friends. We have to be honest with people

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Do you need, to pray, a salvation prayer? if yes, email me for one. email me. I will try, to help you. ###
 
DO NOT despair sister. Through the Grace of God this thing can be broken. For our Father is GREATER than all our sins.

Please checkout a posting yesterday by ###, the title is i ask the lord to forgive .... . You can use the search section of this website to find it.

I had originally done a posting on Sept. 17 about things of this nature. As I directed him so I will direct you. Read the original posting it should be very helpful for you.

I hope this will help you out sister. I will be pray for you. If you need further assistance I will be more than happy to message you a prey once I have preyed about your situation in the Spirit.

God bless.

Your brother in Christ.

Thank you for your honesty. Don't let the devil steal your destiny away, for we have the victory in Jesus.
 
Father God, I pray that you would deliver this young woman of her backslidden state. For Scripture tells us we are to walk in obedience to the word of God. For if we love you the Bible says that we will obey your commands. I pray that you would destroy every yoke of bondage and stronghold in her life. For Jesus came to set the captives free. I pray that she would abstain from people, places and situations. That she knows would lead her to temptation and sin. I pray that she would spend more time meditating upon the word of God. For it will increase her faith and renew her mind. The book of Philippians tells us that we can do all things through Christ that strengthens us. So to say, I can't help myself is a lie of the enemy. For God has given as everything pertaining to life and godliness. I pray that she would join a good Bible believing church and be faithful in attendance. For we are told that we should not forsake assembling together with the Saints. Often believers find a great deal of support. Within the body of Christ. I pray that you would lead and guide her in the way of righteousness. As she seeks to renew our relationship with you. I pray that you would create in her a clean heart and renew an upright spirit within her. In Jesus name I pray, Amen
 
Dear Lord, please have mercy on this woman.

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In the Name of Jesus, right now I command all the power of darkness and the curses to leave this woman! Now!

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I pray that Your will to be done in their life.

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Thank You my Lord

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