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I had this sin in me from years am porn addicted and i watch lot of it and lately i realized am behaving like a lesbian which had a secere impact on my little sister.I've been good with blessings from God and man and had few prophecies and many dreams that said i will serve God and save few souls. But things are different am becoming a witch like thing, am hating myself and cannot be free with anyone.If i haven't know Jesus i would have ended up my life such was my pain,but now am in a transition,I neither want to die nor to live and i notice me becoming a stone lot of things have changed with me, the soft nature.I'm a very gud student gud in all aspect i know Jesus from my birth,I go to church but this is the way i live.I used to have a fire in my heart that i should live my life for Jesus and die for Him.Now right now I feel that I am just a living thing and nothing more than that no purpose for life,no sincerity in my friendship coz i am cheating my friends hiding this, everyone thinks am the best as i was reared that way but i've taken a different path and nw close to hell i beg the one who's seeing the post,when i have no shame in doing the sin,i must not feel ashamed to post this, am the worst ever on earth i know,but please treat me as one of the fellow beings and of your brethren and pray for me that i should never fall again but defeat the devil this time.I/m tired of falling again and again and moreover am in the peak time of getting into a career.Plesae pray for me that i should become a useful,righteous,honest,God like and child of God human being.I don't need any riches of this world need nothing am unworthy of everything that i have now and therefore i need nothing except Christ and my sin and life crossed and washed in the precious blood of Jesus.I'm not yet baptized but i should soon, before the amazing grace of the Good Lord ends.I desperately need your prayers dear brother and sister in Christ and i feel my burden getting lightened while posting this.U may call me unworthy or watever, u needn't respect coz i don't deserve, am worth of punishments but one thing i really need desperately is your powerful prayers and little love.I Beg You to Please Pray For Me the wicked, unworthy, horrible creature on earth and i Thank for spending some time reading the post of this stupid.Hoping I'l be remembered in your prayers.Thankyou.

