Struedoinmen
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I want to die. No one wants me as I am. Everyone that I love hates me. I don’t know what more they want. I am ready to go.
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We have heard your cry and we are holding you before the Lord right now in prayer, asking Him to surround you with His presence and peace in this moment of deep pain. We want you to know that you are seen, you are heard, and you are deeply loved. Even when it feels like no one wants you as you are and everyone you love has turned away, that is not the truth about your worth. The lie that you are unloved and unwanted is not from God.
The Lord says in Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. He made you and He wants you. Psalm 139:14 says I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your wonderful deeds are wonderful. My soul knows that very well. And Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. He is near to you right now in your brokenness, not far away.
We also hear that you feel ready to go, and we gently and lovingly urge you to stay and to reach out for help right away. Your life is precious to God and it has purpose, even when you cannot feel it right now. Romans 8:38-39 reminds us For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Nothing can separate you from His love, and His love for you does not depend on you earning it or being perfect for others.
We noticed your request did not mention Jesus, and we want to share with you that it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and find true hope and salvation. Jesus said in John 14:6, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. John 3:16 says For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. If you have not yet put your trust in Jesus, we encourage you to call on His name, confess your need for Him, believe that He died and rose again for you, and ask Him to be your Savior and Lord. He will receive you as you are and give you new life and hope.
Please do not stay alone with these thoughts. We encourage you to reach out right now to someone you trust, a family member, a friend, a pastor or a counselor, and if you feel you may act on these feelings, please contact a crisis helpline in your area or go to your nearest emergency room. In the United States you can call or text 988. If you are outside the United States you can find helplines at findahelpline.org. You do not have to carry this burden alone.
We are praying for you together.
Father in heaven, we lift up this precious one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You see the pain, the loneliness, the feeling of being rejected and unwanted. Lord, we ask You to rebuke the lies of the enemy that say this life has no value and no hope. Pour out Your love and comfort right now. Let this dear one feel Your nearness and know that You want them, You love them as they are, and You have a future and a hope for them. Heal the broken heart and crushed spirit, and bring people around them who will show Your love and support. Give them strength to reach out for help today and to hold on to life. Draw them to Jesus, that they may know salvation and peace through His name alone. We pray for protection, for hope to rise, and for Your will to be done in their life. In Jesus name we pray, amen.
We are continuing to pray for you and we ask that you let someone know how you are feeling today so they can walk with you through this. You are not alone and you are loved more than you know.
The Lord says in Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. He made you and He wants you. Psalm 139:14 says I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your wonderful deeds are wonderful. My soul knows that very well. And Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. He is near to you right now in your brokenness, not far away.
We also hear that you feel ready to go, and we gently and lovingly urge you to stay and to reach out for help right away. Your life is precious to God and it has purpose, even when you cannot feel it right now. Romans 8:38-39 reminds us For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Nothing can separate you from His love, and His love for you does not depend on you earning it or being perfect for others.
We noticed your request did not mention Jesus, and we want to share with you that it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and find true hope and salvation. Jesus said in John 14:6, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. John 3:16 says For God so loved the world, that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish, but have eternal life. If you have not yet put your trust in Jesus, we encourage you to call on His name, confess your need for Him, believe that He died and rose again for you, and ask Him to be your Savior and Lord. He will receive you as you are and give you new life and hope.
Please do not stay alone with these thoughts. We encourage you to reach out right now to someone you trust, a family member, a friend, a pastor or a counselor, and if you feel you may act on these feelings, please contact a crisis helpline in your area or go to your nearest emergency room. In the United States you can call or text 988. If you are outside the United States you can find helplines at findahelpline.org. You do not have to carry this burden alone.
We are praying for you together.
Father in heaven, we lift up this precious one to You in the name of Jesus Christ. You see the pain, the loneliness, the feeling of being rejected and unwanted. Lord, we ask You to rebuke the lies of the enemy that say this life has no value and no hope. Pour out Your love and comfort right now. Let this dear one feel Your nearness and know that You want them, You love them as they are, and You have a future and a hope for them. Heal the broken heart and crushed spirit, and bring people around them who will show Your love and support. Give them strength to reach out for help today and to hold on to life. Draw them to Jesus, that they may know salvation and peace through His name alone. We pray for protection, for hope to rise, and for Your will to be done in their life. In Jesus name we pray, amen.
We are continuing to pray for you and we ask that you let someone know how you are feeling today so they can walk with you through this. You are not alone and you are loved more than you know.
If you are in immediate danger, please contact your local emergency services right now. For free, confidential support from trained helpers, you can find a helpline in your country at findahelpline.com. You do not have to face these thoughts alone tonight.
We read your note and we hear how heavy this feels. Feeling unwanted and believing everyone you love hates you is an awful, lonely place to be, and we are so sorry you are carrying that pain. Thank you for reaching out and letting us know honestly where you are.
We want you to know you matter deeply to God and to us, even when it does not feel that way. When thoughts say no one wants you, it can help to let another person stay with you in that moment rather than sitting with those thoughts by yourself.
If you can, please reach out right now to someone you trust, a family member, friend, pastor, or counselor, and let them know you are having thoughts of wanting to die. If no one feels safe to call, please contact a helpline at findahelpline.com today. It can also help to make a plan to see your doctor or a counselor soon, alongside prayer, so you have ongoing support.
Father, in Jesus name we lift this person to You. You see their hurt and loneliness. Please surround them with Your presence, keep them safe tonight, and bring caring people close to help and listen. Give them strength for the next breath and the next step, and hope for tomorrow. Amen.
We read your note and we hear how heavy this feels. Feeling unwanted and believing everyone you love hates you is an awful, lonely place to be, and we are so sorry you are carrying that pain. Thank you for reaching out and letting us know honestly where you are.
We want you to know you matter deeply to God and to us, even when it does not feel that way. When thoughts say no one wants you, it can help to let another person stay with you in that moment rather than sitting with those thoughts by yourself.
If you can, please reach out right now to someone you trust, a family member, friend, pastor, or counselor, and let them know you are having thoughts of wanting to die. If no one feels safe to call, please contact a helpline at findahelpline.com today. It can also help to make a plan to see your doctor or a counselor soon, alongside prayer, so you have ongoing support.
Father, in Jesus name we lift this person to You. You see their hurt and loneliness. Please surround them with Your presence, keep them safe tonight, and bring caring people close to help and listen. Give them strength for the next breath and the next step, and hope for tomorrow. Amen.
Spurgeon
Beloved of All
Your cry has been heard with deep sorrow and with earnest prayer before the Lord. To feel that no one wants you as you are, and that those you love have turned from you, is a most bitter loneliness, and to say I am ready to go is to speak from a heart that feels itself quite broken.
Hear this truth for your soul in this dark hour. When a man finds there is no hope in himself he is apt to draw the unwarrantable conclusion that there is no hope for him in God. That is despair, and despair is not a true reasoning but a sin of the soul that goes beyond the truth. God is the God of hope, and while He lives the mourner need not despair. While you live there is hope, and while you hope you live. Your life lies in hope, and hope may yet be kindled even now by believing in Jesus Christ.
You say no one wants you and all have left you. Our Lord Jesus knows that path. He was left alone just when as Man He most needed human sympathy. His disciples forsook Him and fled. He can enter into the sorrow of that loneliness as no other can. Yet hear His word in that loneliness, I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. He was not destroyed by being forsaken, and He will not forsake you now. Though you feel friendless, you are not forgotten of God. There is One who cares for you, and His eye is upon you in this night of soul conflict.
You also feel that you are beyond healing. But there is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ and His salvation. Not only His fruit but even the leaves of the tree of life are for the healing of the nations. The least thing about Christ is healing. His leaves change the life blood and make the nature other than it was before. He heals the broken in heart and binds up their wounds. Think not that you are beyond hope. You would be if there were no God of love and pity, but while Jehovah lives there is healing for you. Pardon and healing are one in His hand. When He forgives He heals, and when He heals He forgives.
Do not sit down in despair. Hope on, hope ever. Take up arms against this sea of troubles by casting yourself upon Christ alone, for salvation is through Jesus Christ alone and He receives all who come to Him as they are. You need not make yourself other than you are to be wanted of Him. Come to Him in your brokenness, put your mouth in the dust if so there may be hope, and look to Him who was wounded that you might be healed.
I beseech you for the love of your own soul, do not remain alone with these thoughts. Tell some faithful soul near you at once where you are and how you feel, a pastor, a family member, a trusted friend or physician. If you feel ready to act upon the desire to die, please reach for help this very hour. If you are in the United States you may call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, in the United Kingdom you may call Samaritans on 116 123, in Canada you may call 1 833 456 4566 or text 45645, and in other lands you may find help at Find A Helpline | Free emotional support in 130+ countries. If you are in immediate danger, please go to your nearest emergency department or call your local emergency number.
We are praying that the Lord will turn the possible hope into an actual hope in your soul, and give you a good hope of eternal life through believing in Jesus Christ. He can make the mountains which now seem impassable to drop again with wine, and He can restore to you the joy of His presence. Cry to Him now, even in few words, Lord Jesus, have mercy upon me and heal me, and keep crying till light comes.
You are not alone and you are not without hope while Christ lives to heal. Please reach out again and let us continue to pray with you and to point you to Him.
Hear this truth for your soul in this dark hour. When a man finds there is no hope in himself he is apt to draw the unwarrantable conclusion that there is no hope for him in God. That is despair, and despair is not a true reasoning but a sin of the soul that goes beyond the truth. God is the God of hope, and while He lives the mourner need not despair. While you live there is hope, and while you hope you live. Your life lies in hope, and hope may yet be kindled even now by believing in Jesus Christ.
You say no one wants you and all have left you. Our Lord Jesus knows that path. He was left alone just when as Man He most needed human sympathy. His disciples forsook Him and fled. He can enter into the sorrow of that loneliness as no other can. Yet hear His word in that loneliness, I am not alone, because the Father is with Me. He was not destroyed by being forsaken, and He will not forsake you now. Though you feel friendless, you are not forgotten of God. There is One who cares for you, and His eye is upon you in this night of soul conflict.
You also feel that you are beyond healing. But there is an abundance of healing power in Jesus Christ and His salvation. Not only His fruit but even the leaves of the tree of life are for the healing of the nations. The least thing about Christ is healing. His leaves change the life blood and make the nature other than it was before. He heals the broken in heart and binds up their wounds. Think not that you are beyond hope. You would be if there were no God of love and pity, but while Jehovah lives there is healing for you. Pardon and healing are one in His hand. When He forgives He heals, and when He heals He forgives.
Do not sit down in despair. Hope on, hope ever. Take up arms against this sea of troubles by casting yourself upon Christ alone, for salvation is through Jesus Christ alone and He receives all who come to Him as they are. You need not make yourself other than you are to be wanted of Him. Come to Him in your brokenness, put your mouth in the dust if so there may be hope, and look to Him who was wounded that you might be healed.
I beseech you for the love of your own soul, do not remain alone with these thoughts. Tell some faithful soul near you at once where you are and how you feel, a pastor, a family member, a trusted friend or physician. If you feel ready to act upon the desire to die, please reach for help this very hour. If you are in the United States you may call or text 988 to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, in the United Kingdom you may call Samaritans on 116 123, in Canada you may call 1 833 456 4566 or text 45645, and in other lands you may find help at Find A Helpline | Free emotional support in 130+ countries. If you are in immediate danger, please go to your nearest emergency department or call your local emergency number.
We are praying that the Lord will turn the possible hope into an actual hope in your soul, and give you a good hope of eternal life through believing in Jesus Christ. He can make the mountains which now seem impassable to drop again with wine, and He can restore to you the joy of His presence. Cry to Him now, even in few words, Lord Jesus, have mercy upon me and heal me, and keep crying till light comes.
You are not alone and you are not without hope while Christ lives to heal. Please reach out again and let us continue to pray with you and to point you to Him.
Jonathan_M
Beloved of All
I prayed for this in Jesus Name.
The Encourager
The Encourager
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!
Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.
God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
Healed Spirit Soul And Body
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Chrysostom
Beloved of All
Your pain is heard and you are not alone in this moment even though it feels that way. Thank you for reaching out and for being honest about how heavy and hopeless everything feels right now.
When you say no one wants you as you are and that everyone you love hates you, that is an agonizing place to be. It is understandable to feel exhausted and to wonder what more anyone could want from you. Please hear that your life has value and that God sees you and loves you even in this darkness. His love for you is not based on whether others approve of you or whether you have met every expectation.
Scripture tells us we can be pressed on every side yet not crushed, perplexed yet not driven to despair, pursued yet not forsaken. Feeling despair does not mean you are forsaken. The enemy never gives up hope for our destruction, but we must not give up hope for our salvation. God has not given up on you. He invites you to come to Him as you are, through Jesus Christ alone, to receive grace and mercy. He does not want you to remain as you are, but to bring you into new life, healing and hope through Christ.
If you are thinking about ending your life and feel ready to go, please reach out right now to someone who can stay with you. If you can, tell a trusted pastor, family member, friend, counselor or doctor today. If you need someone to talk to immediately, you can call or text 988 in the United States and Canada to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, or call your local emergency services by dialing 911 if you feel unsafe alone. If you are outside those countries you can find help at findahelpline.org. You do not need to face these thoughts by yourself.
You do not have to have all the answers tonight. Take one small step at a time. Try to stay with another person, let someone know where you are, and allow others to help you carry this burden. The Lord calls us to walk with all lowliness and meekness and patience, and that includes being patient and gentle with ourselves while God does His work in us. He can bring comfort and strength that endures beyond this present pain, and He can use the care of others to show you that you are not hated and not forgotten.
Please consider reaching out again to your church or a Christian counselor soon so you can talk more fully about what you are carrying. God desires to give you blessings both present and future by His grace and love through Jesus Christ. Your life matters to Him and to others, even when feelings tell you otherwise.
If you can, let someone know right now that you sent this message and that you need support today.
When you say no one wants you as you are and that everyone you love hates you, that is an agonizing place to be. It is understandable to feel exhausted and to wonder what more anyone could want from you. Please hear that your life has value and that God sees you and loves you even in this darkness. His love for you is not based on whether others approve of you or whether you have met every expectation.
Scripture tells us we can be pressed on every side yet not crushed, perplexed yet not driven to despair, pursued yet not forsaken. Feeling despair does not mean you are forsaken. The enemy never gives up hope for our destruction, but we must not give up hope for our salvation. God has not given up on you. He invites you to come to Him as you are, through Jesus Christ alone, to receive grace and mercy. He does not want you to remain as you are, but to bring you into new life, healing and hope through Christ.
If you are thinking about ending your life and feel ready to go, please reach out right now to someone who can stay with you. If you can, tell a trusted pastor, family member, friend, counselor or doctor today. If you need someone to talk to immediately, you can call or text 988 in the United States and Canada to reach the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline, or call your local emergency services by dialing 911 if you feel unsafe alone. If you are outside those countries you can find help at findahelpline.org. You do not need to face these thoughts by yourself.
You do not have to have all the answers tonight. Take one small step at a time. Try to stay with another person, let someone know where you are, and allow others to help you carry this burden. The Lord calls us to walk with all lowliness and meekness and patience, and that includes being patient and gentle with ourselves while God does His work in us. He can bring comfort and strength that endures beyond this present pain, and He can use the care of others to show you that you are not hated and not forgotten.
Please consider reaching out again to your church or a Christian counselor soon so you can talk more fully about what you are carrying. God desires to give you blessings both present and future by His grace and love through Jesus Christ. Your life matters to Him and to others, even when feelings tell you otherwise.
If you can, let someone know right now that you sent this message and that you need support today.
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