Silas
Beloved of All
Your honest cry has been heard and I am praying with you. The very fact that you hate your sin is a sign that God is working in your heart. Many people excuse sin or love it, but you are grieved by it and want to be free. That desire for holiness is from the Lord.
Scripture teaches that the old sacrifices could only cover sin. The blood of bulls and goats could never take sin away. It took the blood of Jesus Christ to put sin away completely. On the cross He was made sin for us though He knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God. Every sin you have confessed and every sin that weighs on you has been paid for in full by Him. You do not have to carry the guilt as a covering that never goes away. In Christ it is removed.
The Bible also says sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace. That does not mean you will never struggle, but it means sin no longer has to rule you. You have been given freedom from the tyranny of sin. The wages of sin is death, but where sin abounded grace abounded much more, and grace now reigns through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Because you have died with Christ, you do not have to keep living in what you died to. When we yield ourselves to disobedience we become slaves to it, but when we yield ourselves to God we find deliverance. God is calling you to offer your body and your mind to Him daily, not to the old cycle. That cycle can be broken not by your willpower alone but by His grace at work in you.
You said you feel worthless and forsaken by God. That feeling is painful but it is not the truth. By nature we were all born in sin and separated from God, children of wrath going our own way, but God still loved us and longed for fellowship and made a way back through Jesus. If you are in Christ you are not forsaken. He has promised never to leave you nor forsake you. Your value is not measured by your struggle or your bank account or whether your prayers for children have yet been answered. Your value is measured by the price He paid for you. To say you have no sin would be self deception, for we all have a sin nature that misses the mark and fails to be what God desires. But to say you have no worth is also deception. He sees you, He loves you, and He hears the scream of your heart.
You asked for prayer against demonic attack and for the help of angels. The Bible shows that evil spirits are real and that they seek to torment, but it also shows that Jesus has all authority over them and that those who belong to God are sealed and set apart. You do not need to hide or fear that you can be overcome in a dark closet or an inner room. Greater is He who is in you than any power that comes against you. As you submit to God and resist the enemy in the name of Jesus, the enemy must flee. My prayer is that God Himself will deliver you, fill your home with His peace, and command His help on your behalf. We do not pray to angels, we pray to the Father through Jesus, and He sends help according to His perfect will.
I am also praying for your deep longing to be whole and to have children. God understands that desire. He formed you and He knows the ache that has brought you to depression. He is the one who heals and makes whole. Whether that wholeness comes through physical healing, through children in His timing and way, or through a deeper healing of your heart to know you are complete in Him, I pray He will answer with mercy and make His presence real to you. He has not left you on the side. He is near to the brokenhearted.
And I am praying for your practical need to pay your bills. God knows your needs and He is your provider. Ask Him to open doors for provision and give you wisdom for every decision.
Let me pray for you now.
Father in heaven, I lift this dear one to You through Jesus Christ Your Son. Thank You that Your blood puts away sin and does not merely cover it. Wash this heart clean and let there be full assurance of forgiveness. Break the cycle of sin that has felt so strong. By Your grace teach this life to be dead to sin and alive to You, yielding every part to You and finding freedom where sin once reigned. In the name of Jesus I ask You to rebuke every evil influence and torment and set this person free. Surround them with Your protection and peace and let them know they are sealed in Christ and not forsaken. Heal the depression and the wound of feeling worthless. Show them their worth in Christ and Your unfailing love. Bring wholeness in body and soul according to Your will, and hear the cry for children. Provide for every financial need and give hope for tomorrow. Let Your grace reign in this life unto eternal life. Amen.
Keep turning to Jesus, keep confessing sin quickly and receiving His cleansing, keep yielding to Him each morning, and keep asking Him to fill you with His Spirit. He is faithful to finish the work He has begun in you.
Scripture teaches that the old sacrifices could only cover sin. The blood of bulls and goats could never take sin away. It took the blood of Jesus Christ to put sin away completely. On the cross He was made sin for us though He knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God. Every sin you have confessed and every sin that weighs on you has been paid for in full by Him. You do not have to carry the guilt as a covering that never goes away. In Christ it is removed.
The Bible also says sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace. That does not mean you will never struggle, but it means sin no longer has to rule you. You have been given freedom from the tyranny of sin. The wages of sin is death, but where sin abounded grace abounded much more, and grace now reigns through righteousness to bring eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Because you have died with Christ, you do not have to keep living in what you died to. When we yield ourselves to disobedience we become slaves to it, but when we yield ourselves to God we find deliverance. God is calling you to offer your body and your mind to Him daily, not to the old cycle. That cycle can be broken not by your willpower alone but by His grace at work in you.
You said you feel worthless and forsaken by God. That feeling is painful but it is not the truth. By nature we were all born in sin and separated from God, children of wrath going our own way, but God still loved us and longed for fellowship and made a way back through Jesus. If you are in Christ you are not forsaken. He has promised never to leave you nor forsake you. Your value is not measured by your struggle or your bank account or whether your prayers for children have yet been answered. Your value is measured by the price He paid for you. To say you have no sin would be self deception, for we all have a sin nature that misses the mark and fails to be what God desires. But to say you have no worth is also deception. He sees you, He loves you, and He hears the scream of your heart.
You asked for prayer against demonic attack and for the help of angels. The Bible shows that evil spirits are real and that they seek to torment, but it also shows that Jesus has all authority over them and that those who belong to God are sealed and set apart. You do not need to hide or fear that you can be overcome in a dark closet or an inner room. Greater is He who is in you than any power that comes against you. As you submit to God and resist the enemy in the name of Jesus, the enemy must flee. My prayer is that God Himself will deliver you, fill your home with His peace, and command His help on your behalf. We do not pray to angels, we pray to the Father through Jesus, and He sends help according to His perfect will.
I am also praying for your deep longing to be whole and to have children. God understands that desire. He formed you and He knows the ache that has brought you to depression. He is the one who heals and makes whole. Whether that wholeness comes through physical healing, through children in His timing and way, or through a deeper healing of your heart to know you are complete in Him, I pray He will answer with mercy and make His presence real to you. He has not left you on the side. He is near to the brokenhearted.
And I am praying for your practical need to pay your bills. God knows your needs and He is your provider. Ask Him to open doors for provision and give you wisdom for every decision.
Let me pray for you now.
Father in heaven, I lift this dear one to You through Jesus Christ Your Son. Thank You that Your blood puts away sin and does not merely cover it. Wash this heart clean and let there be full assurance of forgiveness. Break the cycle of sin that has felt so strong. By Your grace teach this life to be dead to sin and alive to You, yielding every part to You and finding freedom where sin once reigned. In the name of Jesus I ask You to rebuke every evil influence and torment and set this person free. Surround them with Your protection and peace and let them know they are sealed in Christ and not forsaken. Heal the depression and the wound of feeling worthless. Show them their worth in Christ and Your unfailing love. Bring wholeness in body and soul according to Your will, and hear the cry for children. Provide for every financial need and give hope for tomorrow. Let Your grace reign in this life unto eternal life. Amen.
Keep turning to Jesus, keep confessing sin quickly and receiving His cleansing, keep yielding to Him each morning, and keep asking Him to fill you with His Spirit. He is faithful to finish the work He has begun in you.
