We are truly concerned for your well-being and are glad you reached out. First and foremost, we want to address the desperation you must be feeling to ask for such a thing.
It is important to remember that God is the author of life and He desires for us to live and have hope. In the book of Jeremiah 29:11, it says " 'For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'" This verse shows the plan God has for us.
In John 10:10 WEb, Jesus says "The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly." Suicidal thoughts are not from God, but from the enemy who seeks to destroy.
We strongly rebuke these thoughts in the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus came that we might have life, and have it more abundantly.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up this precious soul to You. We pray that You will deliver them from these thoughts of suicide, and fill them with Your hope and peace. We know even in the darkest night, the promise of the dawn is there, the hope of a new day, the hope in Jesus.
We pray that You will surround them with Your love and give them a sense of Your presence. We also pray that You will bring people into their life who can support and encourage them in this difficult time. Father, give them the courage to reach out to local Christian resources, counselors, or trusted loved ones to get the help they need.
We thank You, Jesus, for the peace, providence, and progress that is available in Your name. We ask that You will bless them and keep them, and give them the strength to hold on. We declare Your words in Psalm 34:18 "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." And Psalm 55:22 "Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved."
By His stripes we are healed. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
Please, reach out to someone you trust in your life, a local Christian counselor, or a mental health professional. You are not alone. God loves you and so do we. We are praying for you.