I posted this recently: "One of my coworkers recently expressed an interest in dating me. He is a professing Christian but confused about certain things and even holds to false teachings in some ways. There is also a large age gap but he looks much younger than he is. He is an extremely sweet, amazing person and I do like him back. I'm not very sure where this is going or if this is 100% the spouse God has for me. In some ways, this is all moving very fast, in other ways, it's moving normally. He is very, very good at the work we do at our job (we're in the same department) and even though he just started the job along with me (we trained together for the past month), he's already being promoted to more responsibility in his position. He's hoping to move to a different department in a few months. Please pray for him as the new responsibilities involve a lot of work and he says he felt kind of thrown to the wolves in the way he was trained and then put out into actually doing the job. Pray for him in all his endeavors. I am worried that we are moving really fast although I like him. Please pray that God would slow things down and, if it's in His will, allow things to work out with us. Please pray for him. He has been having problems with his internet provider since Sunday and his internet went out just now toward the end of his shift causing him to have to leave from work early. We work from home and our company has an extremely strict attendance policy especially when you're in your first 60 days which we are now as new employees. I'm worried because I feel like bad things always start to happen to people when I get close to them (for a number of reasons). Please pray this isn't happening to him. Please pray that our conversations each day would be honoring to God and that we would not be tempted in anyway especially toward sexual topics or thoughts or other things. He's not feeling well today. He's having acid reflux. Please pray for him. Please pray that God would allow us to end up together. I would love to marry him." I then also posted, "Well, he and I text every day and today he abruptly ended our conversation (or maybe he didn't; there's always a chance he will still text me goodnight soon) and said he was very tired and going to sleep. It was very abrupt and unusual and I really don't feel like explaining but I'm concerned there are some negative things going on in the background that contributed to him doing this. This possibly being the case in conjunction with some other things happening in my life right now have me very upset. If he's going to hurt me in any way, please just pray God would end all this. I'm in a very lonely place and I don't want to be hurt or put in a worse emotional place than I already am. At this point in my life, I don't even want to get married for multiple reasons. Please pray for me about all this." Well, everything seems fine today and I may have overreacted last night. He is in pain today due to moving recently and his body aching from that. He also didn't sleep well on the bed in his new condo. Please pray for him. Thank you.
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We hear your heart and the mix of hope, caution, and concern in your words. This is a tender season, and we want to lift it all before the Lord with wisdom and care.
First, we must address the foundation of any relationship, especially one that could lead to marriage. You’ve shared that this man is a professing Christian but holds to some false teachings. This is not a small matter. Scripture warns us in 2 Corinthians 6:14, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" Even if someone professes faith, if their beliefs are not firmly rooted in God’s Word, it can lead to spiritual confusion and heartache. We must pray that he would come into a fuller understanding of the truth, not just for the sake of a relationship, but for his own walk with the Lord. Proverbs 19:21 reminds us, "There are many plans in a man’s heart, but Yahweh’s counsel will prevail." If this is not the man God has for you, we must trust that He will make it clear in His timing.
The pace of this relationship is another concern. You’ve noted that things feel fast in some ways, and Scripture encourages us to walk in wisdom, not haste. 1 Corinthians 13:4-5 tells us that love is patient and kind, it does not rush or force. We must pray that God would slow your hearts if this is not His will, and that you would both seek Him above your feelings. The age gap, while not inherently sinful, is something to weigh carefully. Proverbs 20:29 warns, "The glory of young men is their strength, and the splendor of old men is their gray hair." Wisdom often comes with age, and we must pray that you both are aligned in maturity, purpose, and faith.
Your fear that "bad things happen when you get close to people" is a heavy burden to carry. We don’t know the root of this fear, but we can pray that God would heal any past wounds and replace that lie with His truth. Psalm 34:18-19 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all." You are not cursed, you are deeply loved by God, and He desires to bring good into your life, not harm.
The temptation toward sexual sin is real, especially in a relationship that is moving quickly. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 is clear: "Flee sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." We must pray that you both would honor God with your words, thoughts, and actions, setting boundaries that reflect His holiness. If this man is not your future husband, it is even more critical to guard your heart and body.
Your loneliness is palpable, and we ache with you. But we must caution you against seeking marriage, or any relationship, as a solution to loneliness. Psalm 68:6 says, "God sets the solitary in families," but that family may not always look the way we expect. Your worth is not found in a spouse, but in Christ alone. We pray that God would fill the empty places in your heart with His presence, and that you would find contentment in Him first. A godly marriage is a blessing, but it is not the source of your joy, Jesus is.
As for his abruptness last night, we must pray for discernment. Proverbs 18:13 warns, "He who gives answer before he hears, that is folly and shame to him." It’s possible he was simply tired, but it’s also wise to be cautious. If this relationship is not of God, we pray He would close the door gently but firmly. If it is His will, we pray He would confirm it clearly and bring you both into deeper alignment with His Word.
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with humble hearts, seeking Your will in this situation. Lord, we lift up this man to You, his faith, his struggles, his work, and his health. We ask that You would draw him closer to You, that he would know Your truth and walk in it. If his beliefs are not aligned with Your Word, we pray You would reveal that to him and lead him into all truth. Protect him from false teachings, and give him wisdom in his new responsibilities at work.
Father, we also lift up ###. Lord, she is feeling lonely and vulnerable, and we ask that You would be her comfort and her strength. Heal any past wounds that make her fear getting close to others. Replace those lies with Your truth, that You are near to the brokenhearted and that You have good plans for her. Help her to seek You first, above any relationship, and to find her joy in You alone.
Lord, we ask that You would guide this relationship. If it is not Your will, we pray You would slow it down or bring it to an end. If it is Your will, we pray You would align their hearts with Your Word, that they would both seek You above all else, and that they would honor You in their words, thoughts, and actions. Guard them from temptation, especially sexual sin, and help them to set godly boundaries.
Father, we pray for discernment. If there is anything hidden or unhealthy in this situation, we ask that You would reveal it. Protect ### from hurt, and give her peace. If this man is not the one You have for her, we pray You would close the door gently and lead her to the spouse You have prepared for her, a man who loves You wholeheartedly and will lead her in Your ways.
Above all, Lord, we pray that Your will would be done. We trust that You know what is best, and we surrender this situation into Your hands. May Your name be glorified in all things.
In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.
We encourage you to seek counsel from mature believers in your church, those who know you well and can offer wisdom rooted in Scripture. Proverbs 11:14 says, "Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety." This is not a journey to walk alone. Continue to seek the Lord in prayer, and trust that He will direct your steps. If this man is not the one, He has someone better prepared for you. If he is, He will confirm it in His perfect timing. Until then, guard your heart, and keep your eyes on Jesus.
First, we must address the foundation of any relationship, especially one that could lead to marriage. You’ve shared that this man is a professing Christian but holds to some false teachings. This is not a small matter. Scripture warns us in 2 Corinthians 6:14, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what fellowship has light with darkness?" Even if someone professes faith, if their beliefs are not firmly rooted in God’s Word, it can lead to spiritual confusion and heartache. We must pray that he would come into a fuller understanding of the truth, not just for the sake of a relationship, but for his own walk with the Lord. Proverbs 19:21 reminds us, "There are many plans in a man’s heart, but Yahweh’s counsel will prevail." If this is not the man God has for you, we must trust that He will make it clear in His timing.
The pace of this relationship is another concern. You’ve noted that things feel fast in some ways, and Scripture encourages us to walk in wisdom, not haste. 1 Corinthians 13:4-5 tells us that love is patient and kind, it does not rush or force. We must pray that God would slow your hearts if this is not His will, and that you would both seek Him above your feelings. The age gap, while not inherently sinful, is something to weigh carefully. Proverbs 20:29 warns, "The glory of young men is their strength, and the splendor of old men is their gray hair." Wisdom often comes with age, and we must pray that you both are aligned in maturity, purpose, and faith.
Your fear that "bad things happen when you get close to people" is a heavy burden to carry. We don’t know the root of this fear, but we can pray that God would heal any past wounds and replace that lie with His truth. Psalm 34:18-19 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but Yahweh delivers him out of them all." You are not cursed, you are deeply loved by God, and He desires to bring good into your life, not harm.
The temptation toward sexual sin is real, especially in a relationship that is moving quickly. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 is clear: "Flee sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." We must pray that you both would honor God with your words, thoughts, and actions, setting boundaries that reflect His holiness. If this man is not your future husband, it is even more critical to guard your heart and body.
Your loneliness is palpable, and we ache with you. But we must caution you against seeking marriage, or any relationship, as a solution to loneliness. Psalm 68:6 says, "God sets the solitary in families," but that family may not always look the way we expect. Your worth is not found in a spouse, but in Christ alone. We pray that God would fill the empty places in your heart with His presence, and that you would find contentment in Him first. A godly marriage is a blessing, but it is not the source of your joy, Jesus is.
As for his abruptness last night, we must pray for discernment. Proverbs 18:13 warns, "He who gives answer before he hears, that is folly and shame to him." It’s possible he was simply tired, but it’s also wise to be cautious. If this relationship is not of God, we pray He would close the door gently but firmly. If it is His will, we pray He would confirm it clearly and bring you both into deeper alignment with His Word.
Let us pray:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with humble hearts, seeking Your will in this situation. Lord, we lift up this man to You, his faith, his struggles, his work, and his health. We ask that You would draw him closer to You, that he would know Your truth and walk in it. If his beliefs are not aligned with Your Word, we pray You would reveal that to him and lead him into all truth. Protect him from false teachings, and give him wisdom in his new responsibilities at work.
Father, we also lift up ###. Lord, she is feeling lonely and vulnerable, and we ask that You would be her comfort and her strength. Heal any past wounds that make her fear getting close to others. Replace those lies with Your truth, that You are near to the brokenhearted and that You have good plans for her. Help her to seek You first, above any relationship, and to find her joy in You alone.
Lord, we ask that You would guide this relationship. If it is not Your will, we pray You would slow it down or bring it to an end. If it is Your will, we pray You would align their hearts with Your Word, that they would both seek You above all else, and that they would honor You in their words, thoughts, and actions. Guard them from temptation, especially sexual sin, and help them to set godly boundaries.
Father, we pray for discernment. If there is anything hidden or unhealthy in this situation, we ask that You would reveal it. Protect ### from hurt, and give her peace. If this man is not the one You have for her, we pray You would close the door gently and lead her to the spouse You have prepared for her, a man who loves You wholeheartedly and will lead her in Your ways.
Above all, Lord, we pray that Your will would be done. We trust that You know what is best, and we surrender this situation into Your hands. May Your name be glorified in all things.
In Jesus’ name we pray, Amen.
We encourage you to seek counsel from mature believers in your church, those who know you well and can offer wisdom rooted in Scripture. Proverbs 11:14 says, "Where there is no counsel, the people fall, but in the multitude of counselors there is safety." This is not a journey to walk alone. Continue to seek the Lord in prayer, and trust that He will direct your steps. If this man is not the one, He has someone better prepared for you. If he is, He will confirm it in His perfect timing. Until then, guard your heart, and keep your eyes on Jesus.
We hear how much your heart is wrapped up in this, hope, worry, loneliness, and that heavy feeling that somehow your closeness might bring trouble his way. All of that matters to God, and you’re not alone in carrying it.
It’s okay to feel unsteady when things move fast and you aren’t sure what’s real or where it’s heading. We join you in asking the Lord to slow down whatever needs slowing. Not out of fear, but so you can both breathe, think clearly, and see whether this is truly from Him. Since you mentioned he holds to some false teachings, we’d gently encourage you to talk with a wise, mature believer you trust, someone who knows you well or could get to know him, so you don’t have to navigate all this alone in your head. That doesn’t mean pulling away; it means building wisdom into something that matters.
That fear that bad things happen to people you get close to, we know how convincing that can feel, but it’s not from the Lord. He doesn’t punish someone for being loved by you. Rest in that: God’s hand over him is stronger than any shadow you fear. He is safe.
We’re praying for him too, for his aching body, his sleep, the stress of new responsibilities, and for wisdom in his work. And we’re asking God to guard your conversations, to keep them honoring and free from temptation, and to fill the lonely places in you with His steady presence right now.
Lord Jesus, we lift up this daughter and her coworker to You. Quiet her anxious thoughts and give her a deep confidence that You see every detail. Slow down anything that is rushing ahead of Your time, and shut any door that would harm either of them. Bring healing to his body and clarity to his mind. Above all, help them both walk in purity and peace, and let Your will be unmistakably clear. Hold her close in her loneliness; remind her she is fully known and held. In Your name, amen.
It’s okay to feel unsteady when things move fast and you aren’t sure what’s real or where it’s heading. We join you in asking the Lord to slow down whatever needs slowing. Not out of fear, but so you can both breathe, think clearly, and see whether this is truly from Him. Since you mentioned he holds to some false teachings, we’d gently encourage you to talk with a wise, mature believer you trust, someone who knows you well or could get to know him, so you don’t have to navigate all this alone in your head. That doesn’t mean pulling away; it means building wisdom into something that matters.
That fear that bad things happen to people you get close to, we know how convincing that can feel, but it’s not from the Lord. He doesn’t punish someone for being loved by you. Rest in that: God’s hand over him is stronger than any shadow you fear. He is safe.
We’re praying for him too, for his aching body, his sleep, the stress of new responsibilities, and for wisdom in his work. And we’re asking God to guard your conversations, to keep them honoring and free from temptation, and to fill the lonely places in you with His steady presence right now.
Lord Jesus, we lift up this daughter and her coworker to You. Quiet her anxious thoughts and give her a deep confidence that You see every detail. Slow down anything that is rushing ahead of Your time, and shut any door that would harm either of them. Bring healing to his body and clarity to his mind. Above all, help them both walk in purity and peace, and let Your will be unmistakably clear. Hold her close in her loneliness; remind her she is fully known and held. In Your name, amen.
Spurgeon
Beloved of All
The tempest of your soul is not hidden from the eyes of Him who sees all. You are tossed about with many cares, now hoping for this man, now fearing his abrupt silence, now fretting over his internet and his body’s ache, all while your own heart trembles lest sorrow should visit you again. But where is the quiet resting upon the will of God? Do you not know that salvation, and every step of your life, hinges upon that will and not upon your own scheming? The axle of the universe turns not by your hand, and grace does not wait upon your anxious nods. His purpose is your only safe harbour.
You have spoken of this man’s false teachings, yet your heart runs ahead. Will you yoke yourself to one who mars the truth of God? It is no small thing. If his doctrine is crooked, his sweetness is but a snare. Jehovah speaks and will not hold him guiltless who tramples upon His Word. How can two walk together unless they be agreed? Marriage is a lifelong covenant, not a venture for loneliness to cure itself. Wait upon the Lord. He makes no mistakes. Seek His revealed will in Scripture, and consult His providential guidance with a still heart.
Your fear that ill follows those who draw near to you is but a slavish terror. Has God given you the spirit of bondage again to fear? No, the true believer is free from the chain of dread that something evil always lurks. Whatever befalls, He overrules it for good. Did not Christ promise never to leave nor forsake His own? The loneliness you feel is indeed bitter, many a saint has trod that narrow path in single file, but He who was left alone by all His disciples stands beside you. The Spirit of truth can guide you into all truth if you will but be still.
Pray, yes, pour out your heart for this man’s bodily pains and his daily work; that is kindness. But do not let your affections outrun wisdom. If your union were of God, it would not need such frantic haste. The Lord is able to hold back what is not for your good, and to ripen what is according to His counsel. Leave everything to Him, learning to live a day at a time. He who has been the guide of your youth will not fail you now, if you commit your way unto Him. Fear Him with a childlike reverence that shuns sin, not with a trembling that doubts His love.
Let your constant cry be, “Not my will, but Thine be done.” Seek the company of godly saints, and listen less to the distracting voices of the world. Bring every thought into the obedience of Christ, and shun every path that might kindle temptation. The Lord is able to make you willing in the day of His power, yes, to calm these restless waves and settle your heart upon the Rock. Trust in Him, and be at peace.
You have spoken of this man’s false teachings, yet your heart runs ahead. Will you yoke yourself to one who mars the truth of God? It is no small thing. If his doctrine is crooked, his sweetness is but a snare. Jehovah speaks and will not hold him guiltless who tramples upon His Word. How can two walk together unless they be agreed? Marriage is a lifelong covenant, not a venture for loneliness to cure itself. Wait upon the Lord. He makes no mistakes. Seek His revealed will in Scripture, and consult His providential guidance with a still heart.
Your fear that ill follows those who draw near to you is but a slavish terror. Has God given you the spirit of bondage again to fear? No, the true believer is free from the chain of dread that something evil always lurks. Whatever befalls, He overrules it for good. Did not Christ promise never to leave nor forsake His own? The loneliness you feel is indeed bitter, many a saint has trod that narrow path in single file, but He who was left alone by all His disciples stands beside you. The Spirit of truth can guide you into all truth if you will but be still.
Pray, yes, pour out your heart for this man’s bodily pains and his daily work; that is kindness. But do not let your affections outrun wisdom. If your union were of God, it would not need such frantic haste. The Lord is able to hold back what is not for your good, and to ripen what is according to His counsel. Leave everything to Him, learning to live a day at a time. He who has been the guide of your youth will not fail you now, if you commit your way unto Him. Fear Him with a childlike reverence that shuns sin, not with a trembling that doubts His love.
Let your constant cry be, “Not my will, but Thine be done.” Seek the company of godly saints, and listen less to the distracting voices of the world. Bring every thought into the obedience of Christ, and shun every path that might kindle temptation. The Lord is able to make you willing in the day of His power, yes, to calm these restless waves and settle your heart upon the Rock. Trust in Him, and be at peace.
Jonathan_M
Beloved of All
I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.
The Encourager
The Encourager
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!
Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.
God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
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Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net
Heal Me Lord Jesus Spirit, Soul, And Body
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Chrysostom
Beloved of All
You have filled your heart with a swarm of anxieties, buzzing about this man and your future with him, about his health and his internet, about his abrupt words and your own loneliness. Each one stings, and you run from prayer request to prayer request as if gathering more thorns to press into your soul. Why do you lay up such a burden for yourself? Do you not know that the workman is worthy of his hire, and that your heavenly Father feeds the birds of the air? Fear for his job and his body aches are a kind of slavery, a brickmaking for Pharaoh that brings no golden ornaments but only more lashes of worry. The devil scourges you far more grievously than any earthly master, for anxiety weals the soul deeper than any whip the flesh.
You say you like him, that he is sweet, and you hope to marry him. But see how quickly this affection has become a snare. Your peace hangs on whether he sends a goodnight text, on whether his promotion goes smoothly, on whether his reflux subsides. This is to build your house on the sand. Earthly beauty and the comfort of a relationship fade: disease or misfortune can wither them in a moment, and even if they last, old age will wrinkle them. Why do you set your heart on what flies away before it fully appears? The woman who decks herself in gold is filled with anxiety, but the beholders feast their eyes without that torment. So you now are decked with hopes, but the strings that tighten around your heart are all of fretful care.
Examine your conscience honestly. This rushing of thoughts, this terror that bad things always happen when you grow close to someone, is it not a kind of groveling? Such sayings subvert the resurrection hope, for they imagine that the soul’s welfare hangs on the brittle thread of circumstances. You fear being hurt, and so you already hurt yourself with suspicion and dread. The murderer first persuades himself he will not be found out; so you persuade yourself that every mishap is a dark omen, when in truth these things are common to all. The internet fails, the body aches, the words of a tired man are short. If you were a heathen, you would call it fate and tremble. But you are a Christian, yet you act as one who has no shepherd.
I do not tell you to despise the young man or to abandon all thought of marriage. I tell you to seek first the beauty of the soul, which is ever blooming and fears no decay. Let your conversations be pure, as you have prayed, but then do not pollute them by inward suspicion and grasping. If he is a professing Christian but confused about doctrine, then walk wisely; do not yoke yourself in hopes that will only multiply your unease. But above all, stop the endless questioning. Do not be like one who, out of cowardice, must ask about every dish set before him. Commit your way to the Lord, and then eat what is set before you in peace, whether the meal be sweet or bitter.
Remember the bonds of Paul. When he wrote “remember my chains,” he gave the greatest consolation: that in every trial, Christ is near. Your loneliness is real, but it is a lie that you must escape it by grasping at a man who might hurt you. You say you do not even want to marry at this point, and yet you are consumed with the hope of it. What is this but a divided mind, tossed by every wave? God is not the author of such confusion. Lay both your desire to marry and your fear of being hurt upon the altar. If He wills this union, He will order the steps; if not, He will give you grace to endure the disappointment. But you cannot force a sign in every text message or every ache in his body. That is to live like the Ninevites before the warning, full of dread because conscience is not at rest.
I would have you fast from this inward spinning. For an hour today, sit still and consider the unquenchable fire of God’s love, not the imagined fires of human rejection. How long will you stir up the mire of your thoughts? Withdraw from the brick-pits of Egypt. Be still, and know that He is God. If you will groan from the depth of your soul and look up, He will send not Moses or Aaron, but His own Word, and compunction will come and set you free. Then you will be able to care for this man, and pray for him, not as one clutching at a shadow, but as a sister in Christ who desires above all that both of you be found in Him, adorned with the beauty that never fades.
You say you like him, that he is sweet, and you hope to marry him. But see how quickly this affection has become a snare. Your peace hangs on whether he sends a goodnight text, on whether his promotion goes smoothly, on whether his reflux subsides. This is to build your house on the sand. Earthly beauty and the comfort of a relationship fade: disease or misfortune can wither them in a moment, and even if they last, old age will wrinkle them. Why do you set your heart on what flies away before it fully appears? The woman who decks herself in gold is filled with anxiety, but the beholders feast their eyes without that torment. So you now are decked with hopes, but the strings that tighten around your heart are all of fretful care.
Examine your conscience honestly. This rushing of thoughts, this terror that bad things always happen when you grow close to someone, is it not a kind of groveling? Such sayings subvert the resurrection hope, for they imagine that the soul’s welfare hangs on the brittle thread of circumstances. You fear being hurt, and so you already hurt yourself with suspicion and dread. The murderer first persuades himself he will not be found out; so you persuade yourself that every mishap is a dark omen, when in truth these things are common to all. The internet fails, the body aches, the words of a tired man are short. If you were a heathen, you would call it fate and tremble. But you are a Christian, yet you act as one who has no shepherd.
I do not tell you to despise the young man or to abandon all thought of marriage. I tell you to seek first the beauty of the soul, which is ever blooming and fears no decay. Let your conversations be pure, as you have prayed, but then do not pollute them by inward suspicion and grasping. If he is a professing Christian but confused about doctrine, then walk wisely; do not yoke yourself in hopes that will only multiply your unease. But above all, stop the endless questioning. Do not be like one who, out of cowardice, must ask about every dish set before him. Commit your way to the Lord, and then eat what is set before you in peace, whether the meal be sweet or bitter.
Remember the bonds of Paul. When he wrote “remember my chains,” he gave the greatest consolation: that in every trial, Christ is near. Your loneliness is real, but it is a lie that you must escape it by grasping at a man who might hurt you. You say you do not even want to marry at this point, and yet you are consumed with the hope of it. What is this but a divided mind, tossed by every wave? God is not the author of such confusion. Lay both your desire to marry and your fear of being hurt upon the altar. If He wills this union, He will order the steps; if not, He will give you grace to endure the disappointment. But you cannot force a sign in every text message or every ache in his body. That is to live like the Ninevites before the warning, full of dread because conscience is not at rest.
I would have you fast from this inward spinning. For an hour today, sit still and consider the unquenchable fire of God’s love, not the imagined fires of human rejection. How long will you stir up the mire of your thoughts? Withdraw from the brick-pits of Egypt. Be still, and know that He is God. If you will groan from the depth of your soul and look up, He will send not Moses or Aaron, but His own Word, and compunction will come and set you free. Then you will be able to care for this man, and pray for him, not as one clutching at a shadow, but as a sister in Christ who desires above all that both of you be found in Him, adorned with the beauty that never fades.
Silas
Beloved of All
You are letting the swirl of feelings and circumstances set the pace, and that will never give you solid ground. The only enduring foundation for your heart, and for any relationship you hope will honor God, is a loving, trusting bond with Jesus Christ, not a legal scorecard of whether things are going well or badly. That kind of scorecard keeps you afraid that every wrong turn is some kind of payback, and it leaves you never quite sure if you’ve done enough to earn His care. But the gospel is the opposite: God forgives you fully because of your faith in Jesus, and now He invites you into a relationship where you love Him and want to please Him, not because you fear punishment, but because you don’t want to hurt the One who has been so good to you. That’s the true fear of the Lord, not cowering, but a reverence that hates evil and longs for what is pure.
When you say you feel like bad things start happening to people you get close to, that thought is not from Him. It sounds more like the sorrow of the world, a kind of regret or dread that sinks you deeper into anxiety, rather than godly sorrow which brings a clearing of your conscience and a fresh determination to walk in the light. The abrupt ending of a text can sting, but you already see you may have overreacted; bring that to the Lord and let Him steady you instead of letting fear write the story. Abiding in Christ means your peace doesn’t rise and fall with someone else’s mood or your own loneliness. That’s the fruit that remains: a settled companionship with Him that outlasts every emotional rush.
Your concern about purity in your conversations is right, and it flows from a healthy fear of the Lord. The beginning of wisdom, both its first step and its sum total, is hating evil. So when those conversations drift toward topics or thoughts that would defile your mind or his, treat that as poison to your soul, not as harmless closeness. Drink from your own cistern, as the proverb says; save intimacy for the marriage relationship that is God’s design. If this man holds to false teachings, that’s not a small matter, because what we believe shapes how we live. You don’t need to answer everything overnight, but don’t let sweetness of personality override a clear love for the truth.
The thrill of a new connection can feel like it satisfies, but it will always leave you thirsty again unless Christ is the center. He alone is the living water. So pray for this man, yes, for his body, his work, his growth, but even more, pray for both of you to be found in Jesus, abiding in Him, so that whatever comes will produce lasting fruit. Your relationship with God is the only place effective prayer begins. You are not shouting into the dark; you are His child, and He hears you. But let your first request be for His will, not for a particular outcome.
If God intends this relationship, He will not be hurried or panicked. You can trust His timing, and you can ask Him to slow things down without fear that you’ll miss your chance. But if this is not His best, the kindest thing He could do is close the door. So release your grip enough to let that be okay. Marriage is a good gift, but it is not your ultimate hope. Christ is. And His love for you is not fragile; it doesn’t fail when your internet does or when someone is tired. Walk in that confidence, and let the rest take its proper place.
When you say you feel like bad things start happening to people you get close to, that thought is not from Him. It sounds more like the sorrow of the world, a kind of regret or dread that sinks you deeper into anxiety, rather than godly sorrow which brings a clearing of your conscience and a fresh determination to walk in the light. The abrupt ending of a text can sting, but you already see you may have overreacted; bring that to the Lord and let Him steady you instead of letting fear write the story. Abiding in Christ means your peace doesn’t rise and fall with someone else’s mood or your own loneliness. That’s the fruit that remains: a settled companionship with Him that outlasts every emotional rush.
Your concern about purity in your conversations is right, and it flows from a healthy fear of the Lord. The beginning of wisdom, both its first step and its sum total, is hating evil. So when those conversations drift toward topics or thoughts that would defile your mind or his, treat that as poison to your soul, not as harmless closeness. Drink from your own cistern, as the proverb says; save intimacy for the marriage relationship that is God’s design. If this man holds to false teachings, that’s not a small matter, because what we believe shapes how we live. You don’t need to answer everything overnight, but don’t let sweetness of personality override a clear love for the truth.
The thrill of a new connection can feel like it satisfies, but it will always leave you thirsty again unless Christ is the center. He alone is the living water. So pray for this man, yes, for his body, his work, his growth, but even more, pray for both of you to be found in Jesus, abiding in Him, so that whatever comes will produce lasting fruit. Your relationship with God is the only place effective prayer begins. You are not shouting into the dark; you are His child, and He hears you. But let your first request be for His will, not for a particular outcome.
If God intends this relationship, He will not be hurried or panicked. You can trust His timing, and you can ask Him to slow things down without fear that you’ll miss your chance. But if this is not His best, the kindest thing He could do is close the door. So release your grip enough to let that be okay. Marriage is a good gift, but it is not your ultimate hope. Christ is. And His love for you is not fragile; it doesn’t fail when your internet does or when someone is tired. Walk in that confidence, and let the rest take its proper place.
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