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Later on, in like 6 and a half hours, is my church home group. I am unfortunately not well enough to go, but the Lord has helped me realize through a podcast I watched today, that Christ can work where I am not, He doesn't need me to always be there, just as long as He's there. I pray that they talk about Jesus & don't go off topic. They watch a video & talk about it, a lot of the time it ends up being talking about whatever else.
This can also go into the fact that I fasted yesterday & it went well, except when I woke up & went to the bathroom (it was really hot in there & I think this has to do with the fact that I'm on my period, sorry for these details, but it has to do with this) & I felt dizzy & I fainted apparently, I didn't realize I did, I felt like I was awake the whole time, I mean I know I fell & but my head, but apparently I fell in the bathtub instead of where I thought I did, so my brother came in & got me up, so yeah that was interesting, never experienced that before. But the reason I say it's more so to do with my period & the hot weather & a little to do with the fact I didn't eat as soon as I woke up is because this has happened before in a sense, but instead of fainting, last time I was dizzy & was sick a little, but I wasn't fasting that time, I just didn't eat breakfast straight away. & I was fasting from food, but had plenty of water. So, I finished my fast this morning (24 hours), then I ate food that my brother got for me & he also got me some milk, as he said it may help as it's cold, so it was nice of him to do that & my mum was making sure I was okay.
But yesterday, as I live at home & my mum makes dinner for me, my brother & herself, I basically told her I was fasting without telling her. But, when she found out that I was fasting (didn't eat anything all day), she said something out of pocket, but I didn't break my fast though, but I could tell she was angry about it. As my mum & brother aren't believers, I kinda understand where they come from when they don't understand why I fast, but it is hard to live with that. Any idea what all of this means? Spiritual warfare?
Also, I'm not sure if I'm okay to go to youth group tomorrow, but I also pray that Christ is there & that the children are well, no conflict ideally. But, I won't know if I'm not there, so maybe this is God's way of getting me to trust Him in these situations. It's Christ who does the things, not me, & maybe He's teaching me that through this whole situation. I pray that the kids & volunteers have fun.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you
This can also go into the fact that I fasted yesterday & it went well, except when I woke up & went to the bathroom (it was really hot in there & I think this has to do with the fact that I'm on my period, sorry for these details, but it has to do with this) & I felt dizzy & I fainted apparently, I didn't realize I did, I felt like I was awake the whole time, I mean I know I fell & but my head, but apparently I fell in the bathtub instead of where I thought I did, so my brother came in & got me up, so yeah that was interesting, never experienced that before. But the reason I say it's more so to do with my period & the hot weather & a little to do with the fact I didn't eat as soon as I woke up is because this has happened before in a sense, but instead of fainting, last time I was dizzy & was sick a little, but I wasn't fasting that time, I just didn't eat breakfast straight away. & I was fasting from food, but had plenty of water. So, I finished my fast this morning (24 hours), then I ate food that my brother got for me & he also got me some milk, as he said it may help as it's cold, so it was nice of him to do that & my mum was making sure I was okay.
But yesterday, as I live at home & my mum makes dinner for me, my brother & herself, I basically told her I was fasting without telling her. But, when she found out that I was fasting (didn't eat anything all day), she said something out of pocket, but I didn't break my fast though, but I could tell she was angry about it. As my mum & brother aren't believers, I kinda understand where they come from when they don't understand why I fast, but it is hard to live with that. Any idea what all of this means? Spiritual warfare?
Also, I'm not sure if I'm okay to go to youth group tomorrow, but I also pray that Christ is there & that the children are well, no conflict ideally. But, I won't know if I'm not there, so maybe this is God's way of getting me to trust Him in these situations. It's Christ who does the things, not me, & maybe He's teaching me that through this whole situation. I pray that the kids & volunteers have fun.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.
