Please pray for me about this: at the end of last year, I signed my mother and I up for a church club that I already knew probably would not be a good fit for us (due to time and financial constraints) but I felt scared to say no for certain reasons. Making decisions this way, at least in my life, has never ended well and this is how it has gone with joining this club. Ever since we joined this club, it has caused nothing but trouble for us. There is someone in this club who, unfortunately, has been used multiple times by spiritual warfare that has been targeting me for most of my life (which influences certain people in my life/environment to do harmful things to me to try to push me toward deep unforgiveness and other things) to do harmful things to me. I believe they are easily used because they are on many medications for certain medical conditions (while there is nothing wrong with taking medicine for health problems - I even have to do so myself - one does have to be careful in this current society because sometimes doctors pressure us to be heavily medicated for nefarious reasons and being so heavily medicated can cause spiritual problems; also, I notice that most of the people who are heavily used by this warfare to target me have things in their lives, that they are not always aware of, that make them more easily influenced by demons). This person's behavior toward me is normal, and even nice, outside of being used by this warfare as it is with most people who are used by it. I recently posted in the church club group about hosting the next club meeting. This person did not respond to my message, while others did even though she was one of the people who was trying to encourage me to post (some events recently occurred, which began related to this group, which I think scared my church members into thinking my mom and I were upset and considering leaving the church {which was not totally untrue honestly} and some of them started to work very hard to ensure that my mom and I were not feeling negatively toward church and felt welcomed). I'm sure there could be any number of reasons why this person didn't respond but, unfortunately, I am now having to battle thoughts in my head that she didn't respond because she is under the influence of this warfare to behave negatively toward me (which I honestly can't push that aside as an option either). Please pray for me about all this. Please also pray about concerns I have about receiving my first paycheck for my job around the time that I'm supposed to receive it. Because it is my first paycheck, it will arrive differently than the others and I have no indication or ideas of when it should come. Thank you.
