farther i am all ready mentally prepared to wait for my end. I am tired, so tired of 33 years of nothing but suffering. Doors slam at every corner, but to have the pills I need so I can live, they are blocked and I am unable to get them after 2 weeks of fighting and no help in sight. I am dead...
Dear God,
The Bible teaches us to forgive those who sin against us. I am trying to forgive, but there is a question in my heart. If the person who hurt me receives forgiveness and continues to laugh and live happily, then what about me? Will my life be filled only with pain and waiting?
Lord...