As long as there is breath in your body , it is NEVER too late to repent and renounce what you say you have done , Jesus is ALWAYS waiting for you , His love for you is never ending , He died on the cross for all of our sins , ask Him for forgiveness and He will forgive you , you cannot go to far that He is not there to welcome you back . Do not listen to the lies of the enemy { satan } he will always steer you wrong . Read your bible , go to a church that teaches the entire bible , and most importantly , pray , all that is , is talking to God , and He longs for you to taalk to Him , He loves you more than you will ever know !