As long as there is breath in your body, it is NEVER too late to repent and renounce what you say you have done, Jesus is ALWAYS waiting for you, His love for you is never ending, He died on the cross for all of our sins, ask Him for forgiveness and He will forgive you, you cannot go too far that He is not there to welcome you back. Do not listen to the lies of the enemy { satan } he will always steer you wrong. Read your bible, go to a church that teaches the entire bible, and most importantly, pray, all that is, is talking to God, and He longs for you to talk to Him, He loves you more than you will ever know!