Went over the divorce papers with brian

[Heidi]

Heavenly father, thank you, we made it through the divorce papers. We were able to get through all of it. Lord, you know i am angry, hurt, feel unloved by brian. he still fills very strongly about this divorce. But Lord, he cant tell me that he dont love me anymore. He says hes not goin to lie to me. How can he want a divorce, and still love me? Lord, this is in your hands. Only you know what is best for me. I am goin on that promise. I'm having to sell a home i'm uside down on, have to move in with my parents. Contiue raising my children without Brian. Yet I know this is in your hands. You must know what lies ahead. Father, i know this home is just concrete, walls and paint. But its our home. This is all the children know. Yet, you know what is best for me. Father, i feel like I'm heading to a firing squad. I hate my lawyer, i really hate Bris lawyer. To me these guys are just hungry wolves. I dont mean to bare all my dirty laundry here Lord. I need help and understanding. Why must I go through this trial? Lord, how am i suppose to except brian back, after all hes taken away? I'm just so confused, i trust in you lord. i just want my sufferings to be over. Lord, you know what i gave to this marriage. So why do i have to suffer, because Brian didnt add to this marriage. I know i should have put you first always. I know your not punishing me. Lord, i ask, what are you tryin to teach me? At least tonight, i got my comfirmation from Brian, hes no where close to wanting to work it out. So father its in your hands, do with brian what you must. I turned the other cheek, i have been kind. I will continue to be. I will be faithful to you, because you have my best intrest at heart. I dont like what has to be done. But i soley trust in you. I pray this storm goes fast. In Jesus Name., amen

 

[llewis34x]

Lord be with Heidi and provide in her a willing spirit to follow you, trust you, and know that You are her partner in this. You will provide for her every need. Lord I pray that you will continue to work on Brian. You can turn anyone around and you can press on his heart to make him feel the desire he needs to follow you. Lord be with this relationship and I pray that it is your will for restoration and for a renewal of love, respect, and friendship. Lord help Heidi to be patient, quiet, and focused on you during this time. Help her to feel a comfort in releasing it ALL to you.

I pray for her heart and spirit, and that she knows we are all praying for her.

In Your Name,

Amen

 

[Mandy]

Lord be with Heidi in these trying times .Help her to understand your will for her .Only you Father know the plans you have for them.I pray that you calm the anger, the pain and the feelings of rejection Heidi is now feeling .Remind he that this too shall pass. Father let your will be done in this marriage.

 

[SinglemomV]

Lord, I lift Heidi up to you. Calm the pain in her heart and replace it with a renewed desire in her, to Put You First Lord, above all others, then she will then transform into the Most Beautiful, Loving Woman you want her to be, even more beautiful, than she is right now. Lord, pour your spirit of love into her soul, let it be seen in every aspect of her life. Let Brian see this Lord, and make this difference, in Heidi make him notice, and Know through Only You all things are possible. This is Your Battle Lord. I pray Heidi stands firm for what is hers and her children's, not to waver, to stand up strong to these Lawyers, through Your strength Lord, that you have instilled in her. I pray when these lawyers, and Brian realize they can not weaken her anymore, for she has found the most powerful strength through You, Lord, they will accept her requests with the up most respect and fairness possible. Give Heidi wisdom and knowledge Lord, so she can do exactly what you wish for her to do. Lord, give her strength beyond measure, Provide for her, comfort her, make her faith in You, Un-shakeable. Lord, help her to realize when the Devil finally knows Heidi is Yours, he will leave her alone Lord. For she is Yours Lord, and through You and Your Love, you will see her through. I pray Heidi believes without any doubt whatsoever and trust completely in you with ever fiber in her being that all these things through You, Lord will pass with her being Victorious Through You, Lord. Comfort and Protect her children, Lord. In Jesus Name Amen

Heidi, I know all this is going to be OK...I trust and Believe the Lord is and will take care of You and Your Children.

 

[Joyce]

Father,

Please hold Heidi tight in your arms of mercy and grace. Teach her what you would have her to know. Give her the grace and courage she needs for the difficult days ahead and bless her beyond measure in the name of Jesus the Christ. Amen.

 

[Heidi]

thank you for being my strength, when i just dont have it in me.

Heavenly father, i do trust in you. Only you know what is best for me. Lord, i do not know if i am to stand for my marriage, or let go? Lord, i need your input. I know this is happening for a reason. Lord, thie prayer is for brian.

I pray that you give brian courage. He does not believe that he can be forgiven for all his wrongs. He still believes he has to leave this family. Lord, lead me in the direction you want me to go. I only want to do, what you want me to do. Speak to me Lord, take away this feeling of abandonment i have. I need my strength to fully concentrate on my walk with you lord. I pray that i am open to hear you speak.

Bri leaves to NY tomorrow, till Friday, i pray that you watch over him. Be with him during this time. IN Jesus Name, amen