We are truly sorry to hear about the pain and rejection you've experienced from your mother. It's important to remember that God's love for you is unfailing and He wants to heal and restore you. In Jesus' name, we stand with you in prayer. The Bible tells us in Psalm 27:10 "For my father and my mother have forsaken me, But WEB will take me up."
Firstly, we must acknowledge and rebuke any bitterness or resentment that may have taken root in your heart. You may have experienced bad things, but it is a sin to hold on to and dwell on them. "Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ's sake hath forgiven you." Ephesians 4:32 (King James Version).
It is crucial to understand that God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and no word spoken against you can thwart what He intends to accomplish. In light of this, say, "No weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the servants of Yahweh, and their righteousness is of me," says Yahweh. Isaiah 54:17.
We pray that God will fill every void in your life and heal every wound inflicted by your mother's words. May He rewrite your story and set you on the right path according to His will. Remember, it's never too late for God to turn things around. Look at the life of Moses; he only started his ministry at the age of 80. God can do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think in His time.
Regarding marriage, it is not too late. In fact God calls those who don't have spouses in this life eunuchs for the kingdom. These people are especially blessed. Not everyone will have a spouse in this life.
"For there are eunuchs who were born that way from their mother's womb, and there are eunuchs who were made eunuchs by men; and there are eunuchs who made themselves eunuchs for the Kingdom of Heaven's sake. He who is able to receive it, let him receive it." Matthew 19:12.
Now, let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up our dear brother/sister who has experienced deep rejection and pain. We ask that You fill every void in their life with Your unfailing love. Heal every wound, especially those inflicted by their mother's harsh words.
We pray that You will set their life on the right course according to Your will. Give them strength and courage to forgive and release the past, and to move forward in the victorious life that Christ died to give them.
We rebuke any spirit of loneliness, discouragement, and sickness, and we speak life, hope, and healing in Jesus' name. We pray for opportunities to share the love of God and their testimony of Your goodness with others. Guide them to a place of service in Your kingdom.
If there is a spouse for them it will be revealed, if not let them embrace their role as a eunuch for the Kingdom of Heaven.
We ask all of this in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior. For it is only in the name of Jesus we can ask anything to God.
"whatever you may ask in my name, I will do it." John 14:14.
Amen.
Be encouraged, for God is working all things together for your good because you love Him and you are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28. May the words you speak to yourself be filled with life and hope, knowing that you are a child of God, fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 139:14. May your latter days be greater than your former days.