Smuelxira
Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord Jesus, Cause I keep praying here and explaining to please help me catch a break before my next birthday by the end of the year. I am trying to make wholesome, good, and most of all Christian entertainment and trying to help other people catch breaks who are in sympathetic situations, such as a friend who was a radio host and lost his job and he’s blind or another friend who’s having surgical issues and she has a good singing voice and people with disabilities are having to manage kids single-handedly from divorce or widow. I’m not trying to take the big star lead; I just like my work of art to be heard and to help people spread the gospel message of humans and animals. Unlike a lot of people who just wanna try to make themselves stars and it’s OK to do and you can get your break, but even so you have to have God in you and you have to be considerate of other people’s feelings, not want fame and wealth just sufficient. A little bit of sufficient recognition in a good profit is what I’m asking for and letting others have the same too because I’m considering them. But other people that I’ve worked with, they care about themselves a little bit about other people only unless they benefit them or who they think is better people, and even cruel to animals. Where am I standing right now? I lost my nice home. My job now. I still have to be stuck cleaning up after animals out in the heat and sun and getting allergic reactions itching with redness no matter how much sunscreen I put on. I am misunderstood and I have very few people to show my artwork with and I’m a lonely bachelor. Everybody in my family has a lover. I have two older sisters married and have kids and I have a younger sister who is engaged. I’m the only boy in my family and I don’t have anybody. I also suffered with autism. Realizing I’m not the only person in a sympathetic situation, that’s why I wanna work together as a team so we can all be happy and all win. Please understand my goals are to help myself, but also being that so selfish and also battle gruesome disgusting media that goes against your word against you like wellness and pride and evolution macroevolution to be exact, which is a change in kind like bird, the dinosaur as opposed to microevolution a wolf, domesticated, dog and various dog breeds or populations of rats that had new adaptations or bears developing different diets or finches different shapes, but they all stayed the same kind forever as stated in Genesis. I also don’t speak up about climate change while I’m not for pollution. I know you are protecting us in this world and a lot of this environmental stuff is hypocritical and lies and they don’t use some money to save the environment or the animals use the money to go to concerts and support celebrities who waste the money and use it for themselves to get media attention making themselves like saints. After all the book of Genesis, they take after their own kind and the book of Matthew to do things more secretive not become a star instead lots of stars small. I’m well aware of the trade-off of becoming an icon we have fans and media follow you and pressure you. I don’t wanna go there. I don’t want other people to go there but to get a little bit of a profit and get a bit of a TV spot would be nice and be able to help push for Olson. I also want to help revolutionize with speeches and people who can agree with me, though I wouldn’t take full credit for ID one of many maybe hundreds thousands pushing for better education system in this country Especially special ed it only has to be two separate semesters once in middle school and once in high school for a student and they are to help educate them not just put them in easy class and ruin their education and act like they are primitive piece. I’ve been treated like that, and I almost got killed by students who forced me to look at disgusting pictures. And college that syllabus should be publicly visible without giving the professors contact info, but the professor’s name so kids can look at the stuff in advance know what they’re in for study a little bit ahead of time in case they have to go somewhere in one case I had to drop a class cause I had to go to the hospital and drop a class. If I knew exactly the class was I could have either taken a better class up my alley and sites in advance before the semester started. I wanna help revolutionize the job industry that Jeff can be more hybridized being stay at home and going out, especially for those who suffer constraints of being sick or ill. A friend of mine just got into a boating accident will have to take four months off. He needs help and well if he had some place to work at home and someone to cover that would be nice. I hope you recover soon so Also, I have past discrimination for the disability of skin condition forced to be out in the sun and as hard as I tried to fight it backfired I almost got killed just like in school. So please hope my plans work. In Jesus Narm Amen.
