Tomorrow, the 1st of december, is my birthday, but ...

[BLESSITONE]

KNOW THAT WHATEVER YOU ARE GOING THROUGH SO IS

 

[Sweetangel]

Tomorrow, the 1st of december, is my birthday, but every year on this day, I wish I had never been born. I'm tired of this battle called life. I'm tired of fighting for survival. I'm tired of being empty. Lord, I don't make wishes, but for my birthday I have just one wish: please make me financially independent. Having a steady income will solve most of my problems. I don't want to be rich, just want to earn well enough to be able to live comfortably. I don't have too many wishes but they can be summed up into one: a peaceful, secure, happy life. I'm so weary of this daily struggle. I'm doing all I can and I don't know what else I'm supposed to do. I turn 23 tomorrow. It's time I stopped being financially dependent on others. I trust you Lord. Please bless me with a better life.

My Dear Cynthia You should never wish you weren't born!! The Lord loves you so much and he wants you here you have  a purpose and you are very special! God gave you a place in this world to be happy & to love you! I used to feel just like you. Tired of life the battle the surviving and being empty! Life doesn't have to be a battle but we do have to fight and we to have to survive because God gave us a life to have. We all know he said it wouldn't be easy but He would never leave us nor would The Lord. You have to look at what you have & i know its hard but think someone right now is praying for even half of what you have. Someone maybe praying for one more day on this earth. Someone maybe taking their last breath. What you need to do is focus on The Lord and give it to him completely "do what you can and let God to the rest" I turn 33 in January and I still remember when I was 23 it was the first time I moved out next door to my parents in one of their rent places. They let me stay rent free. Long story short my parents have been helping me since the day I was born. Now here 10 years later I am living back next door in the same place rent free each time i stayed here. So its not about a financial struggle Sweet One! I know you are having one and I understand as I said My parents have supported me forever. I pay my own bills they don't pay anything of mine but they support me in everything and help me if i get in a jam. To have a better life you have to change your perspective on life. Trust me I struggle with daily anxiety and depression. Who would have known right? With all the groups and encouragement and inspiration I share but that is the purpose of life! You have to see what you have what you can do and who will support and love you. I wish I could have my own house that I could afford. I thought by now I'd be married for years and have kids. I have no husband no kids and I don't own a house of my own but I wouldn't trade anything I have for that not even now. Take what you struggle with and make yourself stronger that is what God wants you to do and is teaching you! Don't wish to never be born ever again! You are a child of God and he loves you so much and you have to look deep down inside and see what lessons he is teaching you! Maybe that is why you are still not able to be financially independent because he is teaching and showing you things but your not seeing them! Pray to God for Guidance and ask him to show you what is important in your life!! I'll send out a prayer poem for you!! Chin Up Sister

 

[caldoug]

I am praying for this; in Jesus Name. I  have had similar thoughts at different times in my life. I keep reminding myself that the bad times don't last forever; although sometimes it feels like they already have. Now I am on disability and sometimes have to get a loan from my brother and his wife. I also have a lot of past due medical bills to pay off. I remind myself that Jesus is carrying  me through this time and it will get better. I am not where I thought I would be at age 63; I am often sad about the way my life has become but I work hard not to be bitter about it and try to find that better life I want.  You are 40 years younger than me and will go through a lot of different good and bad times in your life;  please  learn from this older  person that you will always get through the bad times.  Also learn from Sweetangel; I know her very well and consider her to be wise beyond her year. Try to forget about all your worries tomorrow and have a very happy birthday. God bless you.

 

[Cynthia0939]

My Dear Cynthia You should never wish you weren't born!! The Lord loves you so much and he wants you here you have  a purpose and you are very special! God gave you a place in this world to be happy & to love you! I used to feel just like you. Tired of life the battle the surviving and being empty! Life doesn't have to be a battle but we do have to fight and we to have to survive because God gave us a life to have. We all know he said it wouldn't be easy but He would never leave us nor would The Lord. You have to look at what you have & i know its hard but think someone right now is praying for even half of what you have. Someone maybe praying for one more day on this earth. Someone maybe taking their last breath. What you need to do is focus on The Lord and give it to him completely "do what you can and let God to the rest" I turn 33 in January and I still remember when I was 23 it was the first time I moved out next door to my parents in one of their rent places. They let me stay rent free. Long story short my parents have been helping me since the day I was born. Now here 10 years later I am living back next door in the same place rent free each time i stayed here. So its not about a financial struggle Sweet One! I know you are having one and I understand as I said My parents have supported me forever. I pay my own bills they don't pay anything of mine but they support me in everything and help me if i get in a jam. To have a better life you have to change your perspective on life. Trust me I struggle with daily anxiety and depression. Who would have known right? With all the groups and encouragement and inspiration I share but that is the purpose of life! You have to see what you have what you can do and who will support and love you. I wish I could have my own house that I could afford. I thought by now I'd be married for years and have kids. I have no husband no kids and I don't own a house of my own but I wouldn't trade anything I have for that not even now. Take what you struggle with and make yourself stronger that is what God wants you to do and is teaching you! Don't wish to never be born ever again! You are a child of God and he loves you so much and you have to look deep down inside and see what lessons he is teaching you! Maybe that is why you are still not able to be financially independent because he is teaching and showing you things but your not seeing them! Pray to God for Guidance and ask him to show you what is important in your life!! I'll send out a prayer poem for you!! Chin Up Sister

It's not that I'm not thankful. I know my gifts and I am thankful for them. But I feel so helpless because I don't have the support that you're talking about. Parents, family, a place to go back to, people to fall back on... I never had that. And it's not that I don't earn, but whatever I do is not enough to be self-sufficient. I feel afraid because I have absolutely no one to help me. I don't know what my future will be. Yes, maybe things will look up, maybe a breakthrough is near.... 'maybe' is the word here. I'm trying my best. Don't have any idea what more I'm supposed to do.

 

[Testimony]

Father I declare in Jesus' name that this child of Yours is blessed, that she stands on Your promises and You will provide her with all her needs, in Jesus' name, Amen

 

[Sweetangel]

It's not that I'm not thankful. I know my gifts and I am thankful for them. But I feel so helpless because I don't have the support that you're talking about. Parents, family, a place to go back to, people to fall back on... I never had that. And it's not that I don't earn, but whatever I do is not enough to be self-sufficient. I feel afraid because I have absolutely no one to help me. I don't know what my future will be. Yes, maybe things will look up, maybe a breakthrough is near.... 'maybe' is the word here. I'm trying my best. Don't have any idea what more I'm supposed to do.

I'm sorry that my message came across to  you this way! I know that your thankful! I did not know you have no one to help you and I'm so sorry to hear that. Where are your parents & family? You have no one at all? God's lesson to you and my lesson that I was trying to bring across to you is change your perspective! I know that must be hard if you have no help BUT continue to be thankful and focus on your gifts your thankful for and ask the Lord to help you to stop feeling helpless. Don't feel that whatever you do is not self-sufficient. You are saying that is true and I believe you BUT again YOU have to be confident and believe that you CAN be self-sufficient. You have to believe it for yourself. And what I was trying to get across to you is change that word MAYBE to YES things will look up!!!! BECAUSE WHEN YOU LOOK UP WHAT DO YOU SEE.... THE LORD.. What I'm telling you is give yourself to the Lord and be confident and believe that YES things will look up. That is what God is wanting and asking you to do to focus only on him and all that you have. If you do that I promise your life will turn around!!! God Bless You Dear I am always praying for you

 

[Sweetangel]

@caldoug Thank you so much for what you have said I am so pleased that the Lord is showing people my wisdom and letting me teach them. For so long I wanted to be heard and finally people are hearing and appreciating my words. God Bless You 

 

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