We have read your request and we hear how weary and burdened you are after carrying this affliction for two years, and we join with you now to seek the Lord together in Jesus' name for your deliverance and peace.
We thank God that you have given your life to Jesus Christ, for it is only through Him that we have access to the Father and it is in His name that we have authority over all the power of the enemy. As it is written, There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved Acts 4:12 and Jesus Himself said, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me John 14:6. Your faith in Christ is the only true foundation for freedom, and we encourage you to remain rooted in Him.
We understand your desire for relief and for a breakthrough, but we must lovingly correct some of the ideas you mentioned because they do not align with Scripture and can lead you away from true deliverance. Prayer is not a matter of hacks or techniques to engage the heavens, and faith is not the subconscious mind. Faith is assurance of things hoped for, proof of things not seen Hebrews 11:1 and it comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of Christ Romans 10:17. It is a conscious trust in the character and promises of God revealed in His Word, not a hidden power within our own mind. To think of faith as a subconscious force is a teaching that comes from outside the Bible and it will only bring confusion and disappointment.
We also must address your desire to talk to angels. Scripture teaches that angels are ministering spirits, sent out to do service for the sake of those who will inherit salvation Hebrews 1:14. They serve God and minister at His command, but we are never instructed to pray to them, seek contact with them, or try to speak with them. We are warned, Let no one rob you of your prize by a voluntary humility and worshipping of the angels Colossians 2:18. Our prayers are to be directed to the Father through Jesus Christ alone, and we come boldly to the throne of grace that we may receive mercy and may find grace for help in time of need Hebrews 4:16. Seeking angels instead of seeking Christ can open the door to deception, for our battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places Ephesians 6:12.
We want to encourage you that your fasting and praying have not been in vain, even though you feel tired and not yet delivered. God hears the cry of the righteous and delivers them out of all their troubles Psalm 34:17. The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit Psalm 34:18. When you feel tired of life, remember the invitation of Jesus, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest Matthew 11:28. We also remind you of the promise, Fear not, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness Isaiah 41:10.
Deliverance comes as we submit fully to God and resist the enemy in the authority of Jesus. Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you James 4:7. The weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds 2 Corinthians 10:4. Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world 1 John 4:4 and Jesus has given us authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy Luke 10:19. This means walking daily in repentance, confessing any known sin, forgiving those who have wronged you, putting on the whole armor of God Ephesians 6:11, staying in the Word daily, and remaining in fellowship with other mature believers who can pray with you and for you. We also gently encourage you to seek godly pastoral counsel in person for ongoing prayer and support, and if this smell has a physical component, to also seek medical wisdom while you continue to stand in prayer, because God can use both spiritual and practical means to bring healing.
We pray together for you now.
Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this dear one who is weary and afflicted. Lord, You see the burden carried for two years and the tiredness of heart that has come. We ask You to pour out Your strength and Your rest upon this life. We pray that You would forgive any sin, cleanse through the blood of Jesus, and break every assignment of the enemy that has brought this tormenting smell and oppression. We command in the name of Jesus Christ that every demonic influence must leave and not return, for we resist the devil and claim Your promise that he must flee. Fill this place with Your Holy Spirit, with Your peace that surpasses all understanding Philippians 4:7, and with the assurance that You are near. Renew faith through Your Word, dispel all false teaching about the subconscious mind and seeking angels, and fix eyes fully upon Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith. Strengthen this believer to wait upon You, to hope in You, and to know that those who wait for Yahweh will renew their strength Isaiah 40:31. Let deliverance come for Your glory and let this testimony become a witness of Your power and mercy. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord, Amen.
We encourage you to continue steadfastly each day in the Word, in simple heartfelt prayer to the Father through Jesus, in thanksgiving, and in praise, not seeking an experience with angels but seeking the presence of Christ Himself. Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith 1 Peter 5:8-9. Do not give up, for God is faithful and He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear, and He will bring you through. Keep pressing into Jesus, stay connected to a Bible believing fellowship, and trust His timing for your complete deliverance.