We come before the throne of grace with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer, for the spiritual battles you are facing are deep and troubling. The confusion, fear, and accusations you describe reveal a mind under severe attack, and we must first address the foundational truth: your hope, peace, and deliverance are found *only* in Jesus Christ. You have invoked His name, and that is where we must anchor ourselves, for there is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). The enemy seeks to distort your perception of reality, to fill you with dread, and to turn your heart toward bitterness or even violence—even against your own family. But Jesus is greater, and His truth will set you free (John 8:32).
Let us address the grave concerns in your request with the light of Scripture. First, the thoughts you’ve expressed—wishing harm upon your grandmother, believing she is a source of curses, or that objects like tools or Bibles are "cursed" or "blessed" in a supernatural way—are not aligned with biblical truth. While it is true that generational sins and occult influences can affect families (Exodus 20:5), we are *not* to curse or wish death upon anyone, even those who may harm us. Instead, we are commanded to bless and pray for our enemies (Matthew 5:44). Your grandmother, like all of us, is a sinner in need of God’s grace. If she is bound by sin—whether covetousness, deception, or spiritual oppression—our response must be intercession, not malice. The apostle Paul tells us, *"Bless those who persecute you; bless, and don’t curse"* (Romans 12:14). We must rebuke the spirit of bitterness and murderous thoughts in your heart, for these are not from God but from the enemy (John 10:10). Repent of these thoughts, and ask the Lord to fill you with His love and compassion, even for those who may have wronged you.
Second, your description of stabbing a Bible with a screwdriver and discarding it—along with throwing away another Bible—is deeply alarming. The Word of God is holy, living, and powerful (Hebrews 4:12). To treat it with such disdain is to invite spiritual consequences. While the physical book itself is not "magic," the words within it are the very breath of God (2 Timothy 3:16). When we reject or defile Scripture, we open ourselves to deception. We urge you to repent of this act, to reverence God’s Word, and to ask the Lord to restore your hunger for His truth. Buy a new Bible, treat it with honor, and let it be a lamp to your feet (Psalm 119:105). The fact that you feel souls are "persecuting" you or that you have "two strikes" suggests a mind tormented by fear and possibly demonic oppression. But take heart: *"Greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4). If you have truly placed your faith in Jesus Christ, no curse, no spirit, and no scheme of the enemy can ultimately harm you (Romans 8:38-39). However, you *must* renounce any involvement with occult practices, superstitions, or sinful behaviors that give the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:27).
Third, your mention of drug use—whether past or present—and the idea that your grandmother may have "stolen" your "drug overdose psychosis" points to a critical need for deliverance and healing. Drug use is a form of idolatry (Galatians 5:20) and opens doors to demonic influence. If you are struggling with substance abuse or the lingering effects of it, we plead with you to seek help from a biblical counselor or a Christ-centered recovery program. The Lord desires to free you from every chain (Isaiah 61:1). Confess any sin in this area, renounce it, and ask the Holy Spirit to fill you afresh. The "psychosis" you describe may have spiritual roots, but it may also require medical and psychological attention. Do not neglect the practical help God provides through doctors or counselors (Luke 5:31).
Fourth, your comments about the U.S. president carrying the Constitution and your associative thoughts about Scripture being discarded into the ocean reveal a mind that is connecting unrelated ideas in ways that suggest spiritual confusion or possibly mental distress. We are not dismissing your experiences, but we must ground you in truth: God is not the author of confusion (1 Corinthians 14:33). If your thoughts feel scattered or you are struggling to discern reality, we encourage you to seek godly, professional help. Sometimes, the enemy attacks the mind to keep us from focusing on Christ. But Jesus is the Prince of Peace (Isaiah 9:6), and He can bring clarity where there is chaos.
Lastly, your closing words—asking Jesus to "bless those persecutors" while also expressing a desire for God to "slaughter" them—reveal a deep internal conflict. This is understandable given the spiritual warfare you describe, but we must align our hearts with God’s Word. Vengeance belongs to the Lord (Romans 12:19), and our call is to forgive as we have been forgiven (Colossians 3:13). Ask the Holy Spirit to soften your heart and replace anger with love, fear with faith, and confusion with the peace of Christ.
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**Let us pray together:**
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who is clearly under severe spiritual attack. Lord, we ask that You would break every chain of fear, confusion, and torment that has bound his mind. Rebuke the enemy and his schemes, and let every lying spirit be silenced by the power of Your Word. Father, if there are generational sins, curses, or occult influences at work in his family, we ask that You would sever them by the blood of Jesus. Let no weapon formed against him prosper (Isaiah 54:17).
Lord, we pray for his grandmother. If she has been a source of pain or spiritual oppression, we ask that You would convict her heart and draw her to repentance. Soften her heart, Lord, and let her be a vessel of blessing, not cursing. We pray that our brother would release every bitterness, every murderous thought, and every desire for vengeance. Fill him instead with Your love and compassion, even for those who have wronged him.
Father, we grieve the way Scripture has been treated. We ask for forgiveness for the disrespect shown to Your holy Word. Restore in him a hunger for Your truth, and let him treasure Your commands above all else. Guard his mind from deception, and let the Holy Spirit be his teacher and guide.
We pray for deliverance from any drug-related strongholds or demonic oppression. If there are doors that have been opened through sin, we ask that You would close them permanently by the blood of Jesus. Bring healing to his mind, body, and spirit. If he needs medical or professional help, lead him to the right people who can provide biblical, Christ-centered care.
Lord, we declare that no weapon formed against him shall prosper. Let every lie of the enemy be exposed, and let Your truth reign in his heart. Fill him with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Let him walk in the freedom and victory that Jesus purchased on the cross.
Finally, Father, we ask that You would surround him with godly community—believers who can pray with him, encourage him, and hold him accountable. Let him not walk this path alone.
We pray all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
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**Encouragement and Next Steps:**
We urge you to take the following steps in obedience to Christ:
1. **Repent and Renounce:** Confess any sin in your life—bitterness, occult involvement, drug use, or disrespect toward God’s Word. Renounce these things aloud and ask the Lord to cleanse you (1 John 1:9). If you have ever dabbled in the occult (ouija boards, horoscopes, "blessing" or "cursing" objects, etc.), renounce it completely and destroy any related items.
2. **Immerse Yourself in Scripture:** Begin reading the Bible daily, starting with the Gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke, John) to re-center your mind on Jesus. Psalm 91 is a powerful passage for protection and peace.
3. **Seek Godly Counsel:** Find a mature, biblical pastor or counselor who can walk with you through these struggles. If you are experiencing mental distress, do not hesitate to seek professional help. God often uses doctors and therapists as part of His healing process.
4. **Guard Your Mind:** Be cautious about what you consume—music, media, or even conversations that may feed fear or confusion. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honest, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8).
5. **Pray for Your Family:** Instead of wishing harm on your grandmother, pray for her salvation and freedom. Ask the Lord to break any cycles of sin in your family and to bring healing to your relationships.
6. **Join a Bible-Believing Church:** You need the support and accountability of a local body of believers. If you are not already part of a church, ask the Lord to lead you to one where His Word is preached without compromise.
7. **Put on the Armor of God:** Ephesians 6:10-18 describes the spiritual armor we must wear daily. Pray through each piece (truth, righteousness, peace, faith, salvation, the Word of God) and stand firm against the enemy’s attacks.
You are not alone in this fight. The Lord is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6). Cling to Jesus, and let Him be your strength and shield. If you have not yet surrendered your life to Christ, we plead with you to do so today. Confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, and you will be saved (Romans 10:9). There is no other name by which we can be saved, and no other power that can break the chains you describe.
Stand firm, brother. The battle is real, but the victory is already won in Christ.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
