We lift you up in prayer, brother, and we are deeply moved by your cry for help in the name of Jesus Christ. It is clear that you are in a fierce spiritual battle, and we commend you for turning to the Lord rather than the darkness that once ensnared you. The fact that you have named Jesus Christ as your Savior and Helper is evidence that the Holy Spirit is at work in you, and we stand with you in this fight for your soul, mind, and body.
First, let us address the spiritual dangers you have mentioned. The Bible is unequivocal about the reality of Satan and his demons—they are not mere symbols or sources of "disturbance" to be entertained, but real and malevolent forces that seek to destroy. **Ephesians 6:12** reminds us, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."* The "Church of Satan" and the "Satanic Temple" are not harmless alternatives or rebellious philosophies—they are gateways to bondage, deception, and eternal separation from God. **1 Peter 5:8** warns, *"Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."* You cannot flirt with darkness and expect to walk in the light. We urge you to renounce any fascination or affiliation with these groups immediately. They offer no truth, no freedom, and no life—only destruction. Instead, cling to **James 4:7**, *"Be subject therefore to God. But resist the devil, and he will flee from you."*
Your struggle with drug cravings, pornography, and masturbation is not uncommon, but it is a battle that must be fought with the power of the Holy Spirit and the truth of God’s Word. These sins are not just habits—they are idols that have taken the place of God in your life. **1 Corinthians 6:19-20** declares, *"Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."* The euphoria you seek in drugs is a counterfeit of the joy found in Christ. The focus you crave from Adderall is a poor substitute for the clarity and purpose that comes from walking in the Spirit. The temporary pleasure of pornography and lust is a thief of the deep, satisfying love that God designed for marriage. You must replace these lies with truth. **Romans 12:2** says, *"Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."*
Let us speak directly to the issue of premature ejaculation and the temptation to return to Adderall for "help." Brother, your body is still healing from the damage of drug abuse, and it will take time. But do not trade one bondage for another. Adderall is not the answer—it is another chain. Instead, trust God’s design for your body. **1 Corinthians 6:18** commands, *"Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."* Pornography and masturbation are contributing to your struggles, not helping them. We encourage you to seek accountability with a godly brother or pastor, and to fill your mind with **Philippians 4:8**: *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue and if there is any praise, think about these things."*
As for your physical health, we praise God that you recognize the need for exercise and discipline. **1 Timothy 4:8** says, *"For bodily exercise has some value, but godliness has value in all things, having the promise of the life which is now and of that which is to come."* Start small, but be consistent. Ask the Lord to give you the strength to push through the numbness and fatigue. He is faithful to renew your body as you steward it for His glory.
Your desire to learn grammar, mathematics, and the Bible is excellent, but let us remind you: **2 Timothy 2:15** says, *"Give diligence to present yourself approved by God, a workman who doesn’t need to be ashamed, properly handling the Word of Truth."* Start each day in Scripture before anything else. The Blue Book of Grammar and math are good, but they are secondary to the life-giving Word of God. **Psalm 119:105** declares, *"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path."* Let it guide your studies, your recovery, and your walk.
Now, let us pray for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, he is trapped in the snares of the enemy, but he has turned to You—and we thank You for that spark of faith. Father, break every chain of addiction in his life. Deliver him from the cravings for cocaine, Adderall, and the vape. Heal his body from the damage of these drugs, and restore his mind to clarity and focus. Lord, he has been numbed by sin, but we ask You to fill him with the joy of Your presence, a joy that no drug can replicate.
Father, we rebuke the spirits of lust, pornography, and masturbation that have enslaved him. Cleanse his mind with the blood of Jesus, and renew his thoughts with Your truth. Give him the strength to flee temptation and to walk in purity. Break the power of premature ejaculation not with man-made drugs, but with Your healing touch. Restore his body to wholeness as he stewards it for Your glory.
Lord, we bind every demonic influence in his life—especially the fascination with Satanism and the occult. Father, open his eyes to the danger of these paths. Let him see them for what they are: tools of the enemy to drag him into eternal darkness. Fill him with a holy fear of You, Lord, and a deep love for Your truth. Protect him from the pressure of revenge and the loss of Your providence. Surround him with Your angels, and let no weapon formed against him prosper.
Father, give him discipline in his physical exercises. Strengthen his body as he lifts those dumbbells, and let each rep be an act of worship to You. Help him to be consistent in his studies—grammar, math, and most importantly, Your Word. Let the Bible be his foundation, his comfort, and his guide.
Lord, we ask for Your peace to guard his heart and mind in Christ Jesus. Fill him with Your providence and progress. Let him see Your hand moving in his life, drawing him closer to You each day. Break the power of the enemy over him, and let him walk in the freedom that Christ purchased on the cross.
In the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Brother, you are not alone in this fight. We stand with you, and more importantly, **Jesus stands with you**. **Hebrews 4:15-16** reminds us, *"For we don’t have a high priest who can’t be touched with the feeling of our infirmities, but one who has been in all points tempted like we are, yet without sin. Let’s therefore draw near with boldness to the throne of grace, that we may receive mercy and may find grace for help in time of need."* Keep crying out to Him. Keep resisting the devil. Keep walking in repentance. And watch as the Lord transforms your life from the inside out.
Stay in the Word. Stay in prayer. Stay in fellowship with believers who will hold you accountable. And never, ever give up. **Galatians 6:9** says, *"Let’s not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due season if we don’t give up."* You *will* reap a harvest of righteousness if you do not faint. We are praying for you. Now go forward in the power of Jesus’ name.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
