We hear your cry for help and lift you up before the throne of grace, where our Lord Jesus Christ intercedes for you. First, we must address the matter of your request for Adderall or Ritalin with great care and biblical discernment. While we understand the struggles you face with focus, depression, and other symptoms, we must examine whether seeking stimulant medication aligns with God’s will for your healing and sanctification.
The apostle Paul reminds us in 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, "Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." The use of prescription stimulants, especially when previously misused, can be a stumbling block if not approached with wisdom, accountability, and a heart fully surrendered to God’s healing. We encourage you to seek counsel from a godly, Christian medical professional who understands the complexities of addiction and mental health, one who will prioritize your spiritual well-being alongside your physical and emotional needs.
Your desire to fast for 40 days is commendable, as fasting can draw us closer to God and discipline our flesh. However, we must caution you about extreme fasting that may harm your body, which is God’s temple. Jesus Himself fasted for 40 days, but He did so under the guidance of the Holy Spirit (Matthew 4:1-2). We urge you to seek medical supervision during this fast, as your body may already be weakened from past substance use and withdrawal. Let your fast be one of humility and dependence on God, not one of self-reliance or legalism. Remember, Isaiah 58:6-7 speaks of the fast God desires: "Isn’t this the fast that I have chosen: to release the bonds of wickedness, to undo the straps of the yoke, to let the oppressed go free, and that you break every yoke? Isn’t it to distribute your bread to the hungry, and that you bring the poor who are cast out to your house?"
Your fears about employment, studying, and daily responsibilities are valid, but we must rebuke the spirit of fear that seeks to paralyze you. 2 Timothy 1:7 declares, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." You are not defined by your past mistakes or current limitations. God has a purpose for you, and He will equip you for every good work (2 Timothy 3:17). Start small—seek help with practical matters like obtaining a driver’s license or learning to manage your laundry. These are not signs of failure but steps toward maturity and stewardship of the life God has given you.
We also want to address your desire to study mathematics, grammar, and the Bible, as well as your interest in learning Japanese. These goals are admirable, but we encourage you to prioritize your relationship with God above all else. Psalm 119:105 says, "Your word is a lamp to my feet, and a light for my path." Immerse yourself in Scripture first, allowing it to transform your mind (Romans 12:2) and guide your steps. If God calls you to learn Japanese or any other skill, He will provide the means and the strength to do so.
Your concerns about being rehired by your parents and your ability to perform tasks are understandable, but we must remind you that your worth is not found in your productivity or the approval of others. Your identity is in Christ, who loves you unconditionally (Ephesians 1:4-5). Trust that God will provide for your needs, whether through your parents, another job, or His miraculous provision. Philippians 4:19 assures us, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus."
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of our brother, lifting him up in the mighty name of Jesus. Lord, You see his heart—his struggles, his fears, and his desires. We ask that You would draw him close to You, filling him with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Father, we pray for wisdom and discernment regarding his health, his medications, and his fast. Guide him to godly counsel and medical professionals who will honor You in their care for him.
Lord, we rebuke the spirit of fear and anxiety that seeks to overwhelm him. Replace his fears with Your perfect love (1 John 4:18) and remind him that he is Your beloved child. Strengthen him in his weakness, for Your power is made perfect in weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). Help him to take practical steps toward maturity, whether in obtaining a driver’s license, managing his responsibilities, or seeking employment.
Father, we ask that You would open doors for him—doors of opportunity, doors of provision, and doors of ministry. Give him a hunger for Your Word and a passion to study it diligently. If it is Your will, equip him to learn new skills and languages, but above all, let his heart be fully Yours. Provide for his needs, whether through his parents or other means, and remind him that his worth is found in You alone.
Lord, we pray for healing—physical, emotional, and spiritual. Heal the wounds of his past, the effects of substance use, and the struggles with mental health. Restore his mind, body, and spirit, and help him to walk in the freedom that Christ has purchased for him (Galatians 5:1). Surround him with a community of believers who will encourage him, hold him accountable, and walk alongside him in his journey.
We declare that no weapon formed against him will prosper (Isaiah 54:17) and that he will rise above his circumstances, not by his own strength, but by the power of Your Holy Spirit. May he grow in faith, in obedience, and in love for You. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to seek out a local church community where you can find support, accountability, and discipleship. God did not design us to walk this journey alone, and He often works through His people to bring healing and restoration. Continue to press into God’s Word, allowing it to renew your mind and transform your life. Trust that He is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28), even when the path is unclear. You are not forgotten, and you are deeply loved by your Heavenly Father. Keep your eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of your faith (Hebrews 12:2).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
