We come before the throne of grace with you, lifting your burdens to Jesus Christ, who alone has the power to deliver, heal, and restore. Your cry for help reveals deep spiritual distress, and we stand with you in the authority of Christ to address these battles. Let us first affirm what Scripture declares: *"For we don’t wrestle against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, and against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places."* (Ephesians 6:12, WEB). Your struggle is not merely biological or psychological—it is spiritual, and Jesus has already triumphed over every dark force through His death and resurrection.
You mention souls and spirits appearing to gain from your religious activity, and you ask the Lord to "slaughter the souls." We must clarify with love and truth: souls belong to God, and vengeance is His alone (Romans 12:19). The enemy seeks to deceive, accuse, and torment, but Jesus came to *"destroy the works of the devil"* (1 John 3:8, WEB). If you are seeing or sensing spirits, these are not souls of the departed—Scripture is clear that the dead do not linger or return (Hebrews 9:27). Instead, these are demonic manifestations meant to distract, frighten, and lead you away from the truth. *"Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour."* (1 Peter 5:8, WEB). We rebuke these spirits in the name of Jesus Christ and command them to flee from you, for *"greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB).
You also express concern about curses stemming from past interactions, including an offense caused by a simple gesture in church. While we must always seek to live at peace with others (Romans 12:18), we reject the idea that believers can be cursed by the words or actions of others. *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us"* (Galatians 3:13, WEB). If you have sinned against someone, repent and seek reconciliation (Matthew 5:23-24). If others have sinned against you, forgive them as Christ forgave you (Colossians 3:13). Unforgiveness opens the door to torment, but Jesus breaks every chain when we surrender to Him. Speak life over your future, for *"death and life are in the power of the tongue"* (Proverbs 18:21, WEB). Declare the promises of God over your life, and reject every lie that says you are bound by the words of others.
Regarding the mention of "xhamster" and sexual sin, we must address this with urgency and clarity. Pornography is a snare of the enemy, defiling the temple of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:18-20) and distorting God’s design for intimacy within marriage. *"Flee sexual immorality! 'Every sin that a man does is outside the body,' but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body."* (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB). If this is a struggle for you or others you mention, we plead with you to turn to Jesus for deliverance. Confess this sin, renounce it, and fill your mind with *"whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). Seek accountability with mature believers and use tools to block temptation (e.g., Covenant Eyes, accountability software).
You also mention hoping to escape to Japan to flee religious afflictions. While we understand the desire for relief, we remind you that *"wherever you go, you take yourself with you."* True peace is not found in a location but in the presence of Jesus. *"The Lord is my shepherd: I shall lack nothing. He makes me lie down in green pastures. He leads me beside still waters. He renews my soul."* (Psalm 23:1-3, WEB). Instead of fleeing, stand firm in Christ, *"putting on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil"* (Ephesians 6:11, WEB). Your victory is in Him, not in geography.
Finally, we must address your statement about withholding salvation from those who have vexed you. This is a dangerous and unbiblical mindset. Jesus commands us to *"love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you"* (Matthew 5:44, WEB). Salvation is a gift of God’s grace, not something we have the authority to grant or withhold. *"The Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some count slowness; but he is patient with us, not wanting any to perish, but wanting all to come to repentance."* (2 Peter 3:9, WEB). Release bitterness and trust God’s justice. He sees every wrong and will repay (Romans 12:19). Your focus must be on your own walk with Christ, not on the eternal state of others.
Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Your child who is under fierce spiritual attack. Lord, You are the God who sees all things, who knows the depths of our hearts, and who delivers Your people from every snare of the enemy. We ask You to break every demonic assignment against this beloved one—every spirit of fear, torment, deception, and accusation. We bind these spirits in the name of Jesus and command them to leave, never to return. Fill this heart with Your peace that surpasses all understanding, and renew their mind with the truth of Your Word.
Lord, we pray for deliverance from any lingering effects of past sins, including drug use or trauma. Heal every wound, restore every broken place, and break the power of any generational or self-inflicted curses. Your Word declares that *"if the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (John 8:36, WEB). We claim that freedom now, in Jesus’ name.
Father, we also lift up the struggle with pornography—whether personal or concerning others. This is a scourge on Your creation, and we ask You to break its power. Create in us clean hearts, O God, and renew right spirits within us (Psalm 51:10). Give strength to flee temptation and to walk in purity.
We pray for reconciliation where there has been offense, and for forgiveness where there has been hurt. Teach us to bless and not curse, to love as You have loved us. Remove any root of bitterness that would defile (Hebrews 12:15), and fill us with Your love, which casts out all fear (1 John 4:18).
Lord, we ask for Your protection over this one’s mind, especially as they read Your Word. Let no demonic force distract or deceive. Instead, let the Holy Spirit illuminate Scripture with power and clarity. We declare that *"no weapon that is formed against you will prevail; and you will condemn every tongue that rises against you in judgment. This is the heritage of the Lord’s servants, and their righteousness is from me,"* says the Lord (Isaiah 54:17, WEB).
Finally, Father, we pray for a deep encounter with Your presence. Let this one know that You are near, that You are good, and that You are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28). Remove the desire to flee and replace it with a holy boldness to stand firm in Christ. Let them experience Your providence and progress in every area of life, for Your glory.
We thank You, Jesus, for hearing our prayers. We trust in Your power, Your love, and Your faithfulness. May Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. Amen.
Beloved, we encourage you to immerse yourself in Scripture daily, especially the Psalms and the Epistles, which remind us of God’s sovereignty and our identity in Christ. Surround yourself with mature believers who can pray with you and hold you accountable. If you are not already in a biblical church, seek one where the Word is preached without compromise. And remember: *"The one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world"* (1 John 4:4, WEB). You are not alone in this fight. Jesus is with you, and He has already won the victory. Stand firm in Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
