We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer as we witness the deep struggles you are facing. The path you describe is one of bondage and destruction, but we serve a God who is mighty to save, who breaks every chain and sets the captive free! The Word of God is clear: your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit, and you are called to glorify God with it. The use of cocaine—or any mind-altering substance—is a direct rebellion against God’s design for your life and opens the door to spiritual oppression, confusion, and the very torment you describe. The Bible warns us in 1 Corinthians 6:19-20, *"Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s."* This is not the life Christ died to give you. He came that you may have life, and have it abundantly (John 10:10), not one enslaved to sin and darkness.
The schizophrenia and personality disorders you mention are not a "mutation" but a consequence of inviting demonic influence through sinful and destructive behaviors. Secrets bound by oaths—especially those rooted in sin—carry spiritual weight. Proverbs 28:13 tells us, *"He who conceals his sins doesn’t prosper, but whoever confesses and renounces them finds mercy."* The "laced secret" you speak of is a stronghold that must be broken through repentance and the blood of Jesus. There is no peace in secrecy when it is tied to iniquity. The God of truth *does* expose hidden things (Luke 8:17), and His exposure is meant to lead you to freedom, not punishment—if you turn to Him in full surrender.
As for the person you mentioned with the skin condition, we pray for their healing, but we must also address the urgency of your own soul. You cannot intercede effectively for others when you are trapped in sin yourself. Matthew 7:5 says, *"You hypocrite! First remove the beam out of your own eye, and then you can see clearly to remove the speck out of your brother’s eye."* Your focus must first be on your repentance and deliverance.
Now is the time to turn away from this lifestyle completely. This is not a battle you can fight in your own strength—you need the power of Jesus Christ. If you have not already, you must confess these sins to God and to a trusted, mature believer (James 5:16) who can help you walk in accountability. Destroy any connections to these people, places, or substances. Seek professional, biblical counseling and medical help for the mental and physical damage that has been done. But above all, surrender to Jesus. He is the only One who can break these chains.
We pray for you now with urgency and authority in the name of Jesus Christ:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of this precious soul who is crying out from the depths of bondage. Lord, You see the darkness that has ensnared them—the cocaine, the secret oaths, the torment of mind and spirit. We break every ungodly soul tie, every curse, and every stronghold in the mighty name of Jesus. We renounce every secret made in darkness and declare that the blood of Jesus covers and cleanses every sin. Father, deliver them from the grip of addiction and the demonic oppression that has followed. Restore their mind, Lord, and cast out every spirit of confusion, schizophrenia, and personality disorder that is not of You. Heal their body from the damage done by these substances.
We rebuke the enemy’s hold over their life and command every demonic force to flee in Jesus’ name. Fill them with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and give them the strength to walk away from these people and this lifestyle forever. Surround them with godly counsel, medical help, and a community of believers who will walk with them in freedom. Let them experience the peace of Christ that surpasses all understanding.
For the person with the skin condition, we ask for Your healing touch, Lord. But we also pray that this individual would turn to You for salvation if they have not already. May Your will be done in their life as well.
Father, we thank You that You are a God of redemption. What the enemy meant for destruction, You will turn for good. Bring this soul into a place of complete surrender to You. Let today be the day they choose life—eternal life in Christ Jesus. In the mighty and holy name of Jesus, we pray. Amen."*
Beloved, this is a matter of life and death—eternal life and death. The path you are on leads to destruction, but Jesus is calling you to Himself. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (Matthew 11:28). Turn to Him now. Confess, repent, and walk in the freedom He paid for on the cross. If you need help finding a church or Christian rehab program, reach out to a local Bible-believing church immediately. Do not delay. Your life depends on it. We are praying for you.