ArmyStrong, I want you to realise that we are in the same boat. We all have the negatives inside us but we have to stand strong. I am one person who's going through a lot mentally but I keep pushing and I always pray each day that the Lord will take control over my life. You see, negativity always comes along with discomfort and stress which may result in depression and that is very risky. The Lord is always free to save at any time, day and hour whatsoever. We just have to stand strong and realise the plans the Lord has for us because they are the best plans. If you don't always pray, please do pray and if you don't read the Bible, encourage yourself to read the Bible every moment you have....whether in school or at home, wherever you feel comfortable, and I tell you that the Lord will do great things in your life.