Jesus_is_king
Humble Prayer Partner
I may be going through spiritual warfare, but how do i know if I actually am? I'm struggling to pray, getting distracted more by Tiktok (as I deleted the games, its like I replace one bad thing with another) & such, I haven't really posted much for my content creation.
My brother isn't going to school, hasn't been for a long while, but his school isn't helping, so that's probably making it worse. He has anxiety & the pressure of exams is what got to him. We don't want him to fall behind, but tbf he got told that he's doing good for someone who's been off school as long as he has.
The school is making it worse for my mum & sounds like they're blaming her & they've been making some inappropriate comments that shouldn't have been said. How do I even pray over this matter? I feel like I've been avoiding praying for it & I don't really know why. But as it's the summer holidays, there is no discussion between us & the school.
His school hasn't really said much recently, it took the teacher 1-2 weeks to reply to my mums email (they probably saw it & didn't like the fact that my mum wasn't taking any nonsense & said the problems with the school straight up, something about some of the things they did which weren't helpful to my family). Are they only staying quiet because it's nearly summer holidays or is it because they're giving up on my brother or is it because they don't like being held accountable for their actions? Or is it a bit of all of them?
As my brother isn't going to school, he is supposed to be socializing, which he hasn't really done, other than seeing one of his friends who doesn't go same school, but that's every week if that. My brother has been avoiding going to boxing places nearby & also the youth group I volunteer at. He also avoided the event at my church on Saturday, it's either because he doesn't know the people, it's church or some other reason.
My brother is also struggling with sleep & hygiene. He either sleeps late & wakes up in the afternoon, he keeps waking up in the night, he does an all nighter or he falls asleep early & wakes up too early (like 2am or something).
Please pray that the Lord helps with my brothers situation & for God to guide me, my mum & my brother in this situation (the school, the sleep, the hygiene, the isolating himself)
My mum smokes, which obviously isn't good for her. I've tried to get her to stop, mostly before I was even a Christian, but she maybe feels like she can't stop. It feels somehow harder to tell her to not carry on, whether it's because I'm a Christian or because I've already tried before & she didn't stop, whatever the reason, please pray that the Lord heals her from this & guides me if I am to do anything to help with that process.
They both get angry easily, which is hard to be around sometimes. Like when they tried to do some building (garden chairs), as it was hard for them to do, they got frustrated that it wasn't working the way they wanted it to.
The only times I really get angry is probably when something doesn't go my way, like this thing (mostly some sort of technology) is being slow or sometimes I get mad at God (even though I don't wanna & I feel bad telling Him that I'm mad at Him, but I know I have to be honest with Him, as He already knows what's on my heart, there's no point in hiding it). How do I stop feeling mad at God for things not going the way I wanted them to? I don't always get mad at Him for things not going my way, but it does happen
Whenever I don't pray the armour of God prayer, I feel very different & not in a good way, which I have noticed as of recently, but didn't notice most of the time a while ago when I had never prayed that prayer before. I now see it as an important prayer to pray, but sometimes can't tell if it works in a sense, as I get distracted by Tiktok or a thought comes in my head that doesn't sound like me & doesn't sound like God.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you
My brother isn't going to school, hasn't been for a long while, but his school isn't helping, so that's probably making it worse. He has anxiety & the pressure of exams is what got to him. We don't want him to fall behind, but tbf he got told that he's doing good for someone who's been off school as long as he has.
The school is making it worse for my mum & sounds like they're blaming her & they've been making some inappropriate comments that shouldn't have been said. How do I even pray over this matter? I feel like I've been avoiding praying for it & I don't really know why. But as it's the summer holidays, there is no discussion between us & the school.
His school hasn't really said much recently, it took the teacher 1-2 weeks to reply to my mums email (they probably saw it & didn't like the fact that my mum wasn't taking any nonsense & said the problems with the school straight up, something about some of the things they did which weren't helpful to my family). Are they only staying quiet because it's nearly summer holidays or is it because they're giving up on my brother or is it because they don't like being held accountable for their actions? Or is it a bit of all of them?
As my brother isn't going to school, he is supposed to be socializing, which he hasn't really done, other than seeing one of his friends who doesn't go same school, but that's every week if that. My brother has been avoiding going to boxing places nearby & also the youth group I volunteer at. He also avoided the event at my church on Saturday, it's either because he doesn't know the people, it's church or some other reason.
My brother is also struggling with sleep & hygiene. He either sleeps late & wakes up in the afternoon, he keeps waking up in the night, he does an all nighter or he falls asleep early & wakes up too early (like 2am or something).
Please pray that the Lord helps with my brothers situation & for God to guide me, my mum & my brother in this situation (the school, the sleep, the hygiene, the isolating himself)
My mum smokes, which obviously isn't good for her. I've tried to get her to stop, mostly before I was even a Christian, but she maybe feels like she can't stop. It feels somehow harder to tell her to not carry on, whether it's because I'm a Christian or because I've already tried before & she didn't stop, whatever the reason, please pray that the Lord heals her from this & guides me if I am to do anything to help with that process.
They both get angry easily, which is hard to be around sometimes. Like when they tried to do some building (garden chairs), as it was hard for them to do, they got frustrated that it wasn't working the way they wanted it to.
The only times I really get angry is probably when something doesn't go my way, like this thing (mostly some sort of technology) is being slow or sometimes I get mad at God (even though I don't wanna & I feel bad telling Him that I'm mad at Him, but I know I have to be honest with Him, as He already knows what's on my heart, there's no point in hiding it). How do I stop feeling mad at God for things not going the way I wanted them to? I don't always get mad at Him for things not going my way, but it does happen
Whenever I don't pray the armour of God prayer, I feel very different & not in a good way, which I have noticed as of recently, but didn't notice most of the time a while ago when I had never prayed that prayer before. I now see it as an important prayer to pray, but sometimes can't tell if it works in a sense, as I get distracted by Tiktok or a thought comes in my head that doesn't sound like me & doesn't sound like God.
Thank you to anyone who replies or prays for me, God bless you

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.